Chapter 196(Thinking too much??)

My brain gonna burst jor..Homework??Exam coming??Tuition??Frienships??Relationship??

Ahh~~
Sorry to "him"..
Although I always bully you at class because of some reason..^o^
I really really "love" him a lot..
But no matter how..I don't trust this..
So I don't dare put too much hope on the relationship..Haizz..

Ookay..Tution problem..
Addmath..
Haizz..Don't feel like want to type it out..Geezzz~~
Later account tuition..O.O..My school's account haven't finish..Later do..Tee Hee..

Oh no~~
My mechanical pencil don't know fly where again..Ishh~~
Let me know who took it without my permission..I sure will kill that people..=X

XD..I miss my Mom so much..Tee Hee..Muakzz..I miss her voice,her face,her ways of nagging me do homework,her ways scolding me when I do wrong,her ways merajuk with me,her style and everything..Muakzz

Write at 22.04.2010 by -VoN S@N-

Chapter 195(The feeling of unsecure..)

I love this picture cause all friends is together..I love celebrate friend's birthday..Hehe..

I scare la..I thinking a lot of negative things these day but better don't said out..Friends again??
Ya..

I must change myself le..Ookay??Try be less noisy so all my friends can like me..Tee Hee..

Geezz..I miss my mom..Haizz..I wish Elise is beside me..*selfish*..

Kla..Just want update update..

Write at 17.04.2010 by -VoN S@N-

Chapter 194(Love Tuition..Haha)

Yup..Did I mentioned before that I am two different person at school and at tuition..
I don't know why but that the facts..^^

Actually today really lazy go tuition but get forced by two ppl..One is Yen another is AZ..Aii..Both bully me..

Arrived at tuition still seem so blurr blurr than sit down..I sit between Yen and AZ..
Later I coughing like hell until Yen told me go drink water..For no choice..I go to Madam Ooi's kitchen and drank it..Hehe..

Teacher asked me what happen..I was like blaming Yen and AZ that both of them forced me come tuition although I sick..XPP..Ookay..I forced De Xiang to tuition with us..Hehe..

Jason so devil..Ask DX take water for him..Oh well,DX really took it..A jar of water..OMG..XD
Than Jason bring a cup from kitchen to drink water..Haha..

AZ take his bottle and drink it..
Than I asked him "can I drink it.."
He said "anything.."
Oh well..I drank it but don't worry..I never use mouth to touch the bottle or anything..

The most funny thing appears when I want to show "SHERMAINE" pic to teacher..
Teacher was joking around saying "you want show me your boyfriend arr.." than the moment she look up..Me,Yen,DX,AZ and Jason laugh out loud..

Teacher shocked at there..Haha..Sorry la Teacher..
Than keep on playing with them like siao..=PP..

Oh ya..Funny thing about Jason..He drank don't know how many hundred ml of water until he go toilet then we keep on teasing on him..Haha..

Kla..End here..Sure got more nice thing going on..(Wish me good luck in few hours)

Write at 10.04.2010(happen at 09.04.2010) by -VoN S@N-

Chapter 193(The feeling of warm..^^)

For this week..I really sitting beside almost everyday but only for this week..Next week can't can't..Haha..

Hey..Doesn't mean I will never focus my study de le..=3
I am a good good girl so must balance everything although there will be an unbalance for sometimes..=X

Tomorrow account quest...Weeee~~..I still want to take afternoon sleep le..Guess account is night night study..Haha...

Ookay..I really want to write it out no matter how..Bluekzz..
Is actually started on yesterday gua..XD

I keep on taking his pen to play and even rampas it than he also rampas back..
I just feel weird when his hand is touching mine but at first I don't care..
Don't know start when..I just like to use to pen to play because I can feel his warming hand..
Although I just play a bit but the moment his hand on my hand..I feel warm..^^

I hate Thiam Seong..
I wish his not in class..Maybe for whole years also can..Hehe..
Even Chun Yuan also can be smart a bit same as Yi Hui(She memang smart..Hehe)

Cause today I also use the pen to play again but this time he really hold my hand making me so stiff..@@
I really don't know on Sunday what will happen..

Next week I will sitting back my own place..My original own place..=D

Write at 09.04.2010 by -VoN S@N-

Chapter 192(No mood..Wishing something happen..)

Just woke up from evening sleep..Hehe..

I still feel sick and if it worst..Guess I tomorrow will skip school..

Ookay..Why no mood again??
Friendship arr??
Sometimes I rather shut myself up and post everything in blog since no one know..No one will even care it and is the best way to put all my suffer inside..

Maybe they all playing around at facebook but for me..I not thinking that way..Like I said before..I love my friends too much but the pain I gain is more deep..My mind goes there and here which make me feel unsafe..

All I wish I can get more more attention from them but this thing it will never happen..Just let the pain slowly slowly fade..

Write at 05.01.2010 by -VoN S@N-

Chapter 191(Aii..Is my mistake or is I think too much??)

APRIL FOOLS??XD..

Ookay..
Just skip to my tuition today la..
So I today was so sick than when I go toilet..May accompany me so ookay lo..

Than who know when I come out from the toilet..She scare me and I shouted..Ookay la cause we all play play than I go out from the kitchen(since toilet is in kitchen) and do my accounting work than when May out from the kitchen..She seem no mood..Oh no~~

I don't really know what happen but a bad feeling that is on my fault because for no waiting for her..

I really sorry and I can't do anything but only said sorry May..

OOkay..I not really feeling well..
Better finish up my games,homework and go sleep..^^

I love today for my happy day..I love.............Opss.......=3

Write at 01.04.2010 by -VoN S@N-