Chapter 573 (First Sight Of Love)

LongTimeNoSee

Feel like the title and what I am going to write will be a bit unrelated?

What to do, I have to admit, I still miss writing but for me to update in blog is like "give up bah"

So in the year of 2019 whereby a lot of things happen but I am not sure should I record it in here because if I don't write it out, it will always be my memory, partially memory, if I write it out... It will become something that is more than a memory?? If anyone found out this blog? They will read and perhaps who knows?

PS: I predict this blog only readers just me only and only me.

So I want to remark for this fanfic I had found based on Bi Wen Jun and Zhu Zheng Ting :-

如果你爱我

This fanfic is complete, good ending but the story, how to say. It's not really fully sweet and I like how conflict it can be when I able to think more nonsense throughout the story.

In here, I need to say SORRY LI XI KAN T_T, you are like the most innocent boi ever when it's about Bi Wen Jun and Zhu Zheng Ting's fanfic!! Like seriously I feel sorry but in same time , I am not into Bi Wen Jun and Li Xi Kan's ship hahaha...

Reason or elements of why I am into this fanfic until I even save a soft copy into my computer for future reading:-

• I actually quite enjoy insecure love somehow? Woots?!!
• Despite is insecure, I love how one of the guy will use their way to love and continuously give hope for this relationship.
• Fact, it's not really a torturing love and the fact it's very simple love. A love whereby sometimes the torturing part because of lack of communication, misunderstanding, and lack of trust. Which for me, it's a fundamental thing that should apply in every relationship.
• In this story, Zhu Zheng Ting is the one that loves Bi Wen Jun a lot, like really a lot hence even I feel a bit sad or pity yet this kind of love is too pure for me to happen in real life, I think in real life, the one that I super love the most probably my mom? Parent? Errr =-=.

I can't remember why I love it but technically saying, I actually enjoy BL story that has those heart aching moment, most important must have good ending =-=!!

Oh well, time for my Fanfic mood <3

Write at 05.05.2020 by VoN_S@N

PS: I not sure I wrote correct my format but let said it correct then?

Chapter 572 (Part 1, Step 1-6?? What the?!)

GET READY

IS TIME FOR A LONG QUEST

( I am truly not kidding when I said long quest.. This is annoying as fxck)

So if I am not mistaken, it was Smiley or Petaka asked me doing sign quest since they or I think everyone assumes I love doing quests which is true??

Well, so before doing sign quest, I went to use sniper to collect all the materials that needs and weeeeeeee~~ Within one day, all the items are happily collected, thanks to my Papi Dodz and also Koi Jie Jie who helped me out too.

SO LET START OUR JOURNEY? SHALL WE?

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So during at 9:30pm, Koi asked Nom to create the party so they can start the journey and Nom create and inviting Juzcool, Potato and also Cai. Cai comes late due to personal reason but everything turned alright after that.

So first they had gone to Umbala, Nom's driver has the warp hence they send all of them to Umbala and at first by talking to the Village Leader Karkatan. It seemed like the most easier quest by passing the material and such.

"Ah, so fast finish?" Cai asked.

Koi just nodded, "Ya, as long you pass all your item from your bag then can already. Potato, you done de?"

Potato nodded while waiting Nom and Juzcool finished. Then suddenly Nom said, "Aren't we are all the same as the village of Umbala?"

"Ahh? Potato asked what happen.

"What I mean is like we are just like these people, we...." Nom then paused, she not sure she should continue to say or just remain quiet. Indeed they are all living in the virtual world, no one really knows each other real-life personality, is like create another world for them to enjoy all these bit by bit memorable moments.

"What it's, Nom?" Koi asked again seeing Nom been to remain silent for a few seconds.

Nom then understood all these should just remain quiet, "Ahaha nothing, ok so what next? Done here?" Nom tightly holding Juzcool's hand while waiting for Koi to guide them.

Koi then asked again it's everyone had done and all nodded. "Ok, the next one is going to Niffhelm."

Then all of them start their journey from Umbala to Trunk of Yggdrasil.

(I kinda like the way I SS) Everyone is busy walking XD

Then when all of them reached the end road of Trunk Of Yggdrasil, Nom said to Juzcool, "You enter first then only I enter. Okay?"

Juzcool nodded, "Erm, then you careful a bit,  always remember to keep on cast your skill tele and keep kyrie yourself." He then hugged his love one.

Potato on the other side, "Koi, just stand close to me, I will try to asura all the mobs. Err. one by one?" Koi just nodded. "Cai, you also careful ya, keep on tele only."

Then Cai said out a word, "Ah? Need tele? But...But..."

"No fly wing?" Juzcool asked. He then took out his remaining fly wing pass to Cai and even asked Nom to pass hers one too.

Cai said thanks and all of them ready to walk through the road of niffhelm, it was kinda easy for Juzcool to pass through both road since Nom had cast the skill of kyriee on him until the moment whereby Juzcool is waiting for others, then Koi said, "Shit, I die." After a few second, Cai also said "I also."

Nom immediately said, "Wait I try to see can ress you guys." Nom continue tele and the moment she ress Cai, not even one second, Cai died again. "AHHH!!!! Cool, can you clear the mobs around first."

Juzcool nodded and said, "Nom, you keep tele around while I and Potato try to clear the mobs first at the entrance."

Potato agreed and so both Potato and Juzcool keep clearing all the mobs one by one until all cleared out then Nom immediately near them and ress both Cai and Koi, "Ok let continue.. Inside?"

"Ya, inside got mobs." Koi said.

Cai then said, "But I did not bring any weapon with me."

Juzcool then suggest, "I walk front first, so all mobs can come to me then only we hit?"

All agreed with the suggestion since Potato only can hit one mob by one mob and is really wasted a lot of his blue potion that he did not bring so much around with him.

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They then entered to the town of Niffhelm, the town of Niffhelm is probably more peaceful compared to the road of Niffhelm, the mobs weren't that scary and are much easy for Juzcool to handle while Koi slowly leading them the road to do quest of piano. It wasn't that hard at the beginning but somehow the people who handle the task purposely assign differently for both of them. Cai and Nom get the part B while Juzcool, Potato and Koi took the part A.

Hence it was kinda hectic when Cai and Nom keep ranting that the person doesn't want to talk to them and Koi somehow get what it means hence she brings all of them to do the part whereby Juzcool and Potato also has to do anyway. So all of them been entering from one building to another building and encountering mobs that make them annoyed somehow but no choice, they must finish this part of quest only get to start their Sign Quest.

After by entering the buildings, then Koi bring all of them to the tomb yard to find the remaining piano keys.

"AHHH!!" Cai screamed.

Koi look at her, "What it's again?"

"Why I don't have again?" Cai said while seeing Potato and Juzcool sitting on the ground because they got their piano keys.

"Err, I think me and Cai have the same task. I also didn't get." Nom grunted.

Then Koi is like wandering why is like that until she probably figure out that both Cai and Nom had taken different from them and is just doing a reverse way so she then lead off of them to another tomb and then both Cai and Nom got their key and so does Juzcool and Potato. Then Koi again bring them back to the tomb they visited at first and both of them got the keys which now all of them have 6 piano keys.

Koi said, "See, must trust me ya!"

Potato agreed and kissed Koi's cheek, "Yes dear!"

All of them just giggles and continue on the road to the next building to finish up the quest. It didn't take any long time to finish the last part and then they all back to Aldebaran for taking a break and also get ready for the real quest to start.

Picture of Nom and Juzcool at the road of Niffhelm..While others were panting and being hectic.

So all of them is sitting down while getting ready for the first few parts of the material needed for the quest.

Koi said, "Cai, you ready?"

Cai then said, "Wait, I am transferring my items. I need glasses, ment too."

Potato then looks at the time, "I go MVP 10 minute" and there go he run to Toy Factory."

Nom then taking all the items from Juzcool, "So later you do first then I pass you item per item. Right?"

Juzcool nodded, "Ya, later then you pass me all your items then I pass you back."

While Cai still searching all her materials, "I don't have furnace and this and this...."

Nom then try to calm down Cai who is been searching all the materials, "Chill, all these can come back later, now focus the first part of the quest, collect those first. Later on, I also need come back here to take remaining stuff too."

While Cai still busy searching all her materials which make Nom got a bit irritating and again repeat the same to Cai until Cai is like "Oh okay then."

Then Nom said, "Later when pass materials, don't carry everything with you, only pass those that the guy need, I heard that he is tricky, if he saw you got all the thing, he will take all of them and re-ask again." Juzcool who sat beside Cai nodded too then Nom continued, "That why I holding all the materials first then pass to Cool when he needs and later he will do the same."

Cai who already been headaches by searching all the materials, now she even headaches with the guy who plan to scam all her items, "Har?!! Koi, where you put others item?"

Koi said, "I put into my cart first, he won't check my cart, come to give me, I put yours in my cart as well."

Cai nodded and while Koi is handling Cai's materials. Nom and Juzcool went to the nearby town to get the quest notice pass.

So here Juzcool and Nom take their notice paper and get back to Koi they all.

So while Potato was busy with mvp, Nom have driver to bring all of them to Prontera but Koi and Cai are still passing the materials and Juzcool said, "I bring Nom to the building first, let see how it work."

No respond from Koi and Cai as they both are still busy and Koi is raging as Cai bring all her materials come along whereby it will cause our bag to be overweighted.

Two of them met the guy who is patiently waiting for new candidates that will be brave to undergo this long hectic quest.

Meanwhile both of them finish talking and resting in the house, Koi and Cai also arrived but unfortunately, Cai had forgotten to take the notice from the board hence this make Koi rage again to Cai.

"Aiyo Cai, why you forget to take?"

Cai then being confused, "I...I was busy with the materials..Hmmm, I need go back Aldebaran."

Juzcool just laze beside Nom and hint to Nom to bring Cai to go around Prontera to see where to take the notice. Nom then said, "Cai, don't worry, Prontera here also got. We can go take from there also." Nom then grab Cai to the middle town of Prontera to take the notice and they come back and Potato was there.

"Ok so next go where?" Potato asked.

Non then said, "We are going to Morroc but let go back Aldebaran first, my driver is ready to fetch us go to Morroc." All agreed and then Nom chant skill warp back to Aldebaran and then Nom's driver take all of them to Morroc.

Then everyone enter the building and the guy was sneakily smiled hence Nom kinda afraid he will take everything but Juzcool march forward and talk to him hence the guy asked for 100 fluffs first then Nom open his bag and pass to Juzcool. Juzcool then passes to him. The guy was checking at Juzcool's bag but there none other materials that he want hence he was disappointed and ask for the second item.

While Potato just keeps telling Koi the item that he wants, like fluffs, poison mushroom and etc and Koi is passing them one by one. Same goes that Koi also helping with Cai.

After Juzcool had done, he then tells Nom to pass all the materials to him then let Nom also go near the guy to pass the item one by one.

After that, Potato said, "Guys, come here lineups, we need to talk to him and he will ask some question to us. Usually is just a normal quest, those that we can answer."

Koi then look at Potato,"What if I don't know how to answer."

Potato then said, "Don't worry, got me in here, I will handling for you."

Koi then smile sweetly, "Aww, my potato so smart!!"

While Cai, Juzcool and Nom look at both of them are like wandering in their own pink bubble world. Cai then said, "Eh eh, I also want the answer, give me."

Koi then said, "Wait, let Potato answer first then he will give the you answer la."

While Juzcool said to Nom, "I asked our friend, here the cheat for the answer. Just answer then can already."

Nom nodded and she talked to the guy and the guy then tell them to talk to the sneakier guy and he will pass us the Sobbing Starlight. Once all of them done. They headed to Payon to ask another guy something again.

Then when Potato and Koi was saw something interest hence they both go there to play while leaving Nom and Juzcool continue to talk to the guy since Cai already done and she head back to Aldebaran to find another guy.

Koi then said, "OI!! Don't enter le. I want to change my clothes!"

Potato then said, "Eh I help you to block others to see you le."

While Nom and Juzcool looked at them. Nom said, "So where should we go?"

Juzcool said, "I think is at Aldebaran."

Then Potato and Koi continue having fun at another side. Nom then looked at Juzcool, "Shall we abandon them?"

Juzcool nodded. "Maybe we shall."

Then Koi pop out, "Eh, okok serious to the quest, let go." 

Then four of them back to Aldebaran and meet up with Cai. Cai then express a sad expression.

Koi then asked, "What it's?"

Cai then said, "The fella fall asleep?!"

Koi then confused, "Ah sleep de? What time he will wake up then?"

Then there another person who walks past by them, "They said 5pm he will be awake so probably can come back around that time."

Koi then sighed, "So we come back here tomorrow, okay?"

All agreed and then back to their Aldebaran based and take a rest for tomorrow continue the journey to do the quest.

Potato: Hey, you tomorrow better be awake.

Juzcool: What else should we be doing tomorrow?

Koi: Finally we can rest, hope tomorrow can handle half of the journey again.

Nom: Everyone had work hard <3

Cai: Tomorrow tomorrow tomorrow ><!!

The End For Now

Type at 20.09.2018 by -VoN S@N-

Chapter 571 (Friendship Quest? Friendship)

A daughter who love to annoy her parent at the max level...

(Playful Papi, Me, Ladylike Mami, Serious Papi)

So I recently lazy to go lvling and end up finding quest to do... ROMYSG, why you did not provide more quest for me T_T!!! I am quest lover, as long quest that is cheap, free and affordable, usually I will be crazily doing...

Well, since there no quest, I recall back there this quest I had accidentally click during I was busy searching doing this Lighthazeln Kiel Quest (Well, at first I thought is Biolab quest, how stupid QAQ)

So beginning of the quest,  I get to talk to this poor dirty guy who name Mako and then that the story of him and another guy who name ??? (Something D ) ==

This quest was very easy but the troublesome part is here, Lighthazeln, cannot tele mean cannot summon.. Even I am using two characters to do, I have to use auto-follow skill so my character can walk to my character..

Well, the most annoying part regarding this quest should be the typing sentences, one wrong has to start from the beginning...

I literally want to cry because I spend more or less 5 minute plus plus for one character T_T!

So half-way doing the quest, I found out a type of guy that I will go kyaaa....

Say hiiiii to this gentleman <3 HEHE

I officially forget his name, let call him Mr Juno since I found him at Juno.

So make it short the story goes by :-

Long time ago, there were three bestfriends, two from rich area and one from the poor area. Well, in the city of Lighthazeln, they have a strict whereby the rich should stay within the rich while the poor should just left aside.

Even so, to appear that Lighthazeln is a good well city, the mayor of the city did give some goods to the poor every month or perhaps every few months. Hence, therefore those kids do mix around although the rich side families don't seem to liking over it.

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So... (Ya to remind myself make it short)

They become best friends but over the time, when Mr Juno went to continue his thesis hence he went to the city of JUNO continue his study while leaving Mako and D become friends.. Ermm, well, end up they become enemy...

So in this quest, I need to keep passing message between Mako and D and eventually meet Mr Juno to find out a diary of them.

Diary whereby you write all your moments and you know those moments will make you realized that all your hatred and etc etc is merely just a piece of shit when thought properly.

However, RO does expose the ugliness of humanity.

So at the end of the quest.

Perhaps, even when D had passed away.

Is like knowing there no need to tell Mako nor telling Mr Juno. Life must go on and that it ..

Poor Mako die in peace...

So what is my reward?
Well, I got this touch-and-go pass so in future if they implement the guard, at least, I know I got the pass to enter the poor and rich area. Is like a passport to enter ya XD~

Write by VoN_S@N at 20.09.2018

Chapter 570 (Epilogue)

Nom wake up, it was just a peaceful Sunday, perfect for Nom being lazy but then suddenly the early morning of RO Midgard still having this emergency maintenance...

“Ok, leveling later since probably 50% or miracle pot coming innnn~~” Nom thought to herself then she thinks is the time for her to sort out all the picture that she screenshot throughout the game and take it to print.
She went through a lot of pictures, there are some players who remain the same and some new friends that she knows.

RO is indeed a world that is not big nor small.

Probably 50% is conquered by the bots player and perhaps every each of us is able to on the maximum of 3 accounts.

So let just said RO have around 1000 real hand player and how many you can really know and befriend with?

Even Nom herself who is quite active only able barely to know less than 50, If consider closer friend? Less than 30 ==?!! Or perhaps even lower than that number.

So is really normal even most screenshot is those her friends that from last time and till now who is really just a casual player.

I mean, they already treat RO like a casual chit-chatting place OmO?!!!

Funny is whereby sometimes there the picture that has Nom’s main character and her hubby-in-game and sometimes there his baby priest is with Nom. Although Nom knows once a blue moon, her friend which is her hubby-in-game will online, look around, exploring, lvling for 30 minutes then offline. However, the majority time is Nom who controlling the characters.

Of course, as time goes by, the amount of her hubby-in-game login is getting lesser and even lesser.
If you able see him online himself once a month, probably is a miracle ahhhh...

╮(￣▽￣"")╭

After Nom sorting out her pictures to print, she then back to discord and start spamming in the chat room whereby is getting quiet by day to days.

Sometimes Nom feels herself is like a joke, trying her best to talk to everyone and then start regretting thinking perhaps those people might dislike her in some way.

After a while of spamming, there go, no reply which is very normal on Sunday itself.

Nom then wish her parent, in-game parent morning and her friends too and she then sees back those pictures she had printed back then.
She then looks at one of few pictures is whereby they are doing the Kiehl Dungeon Quest, she then recalls that Kiehl actually quite a pathetic man, he loves Allysia but even he can’t get her heart but by making a robot that is 100% like Allysia, why not?

Okok, I know what you thinking, Nom’s husband in game character 99% is no longer have any soul inside and is fully control by Nom but that doesn’t mean Nom is behaving like Kiehl?!!! Seriously noooo ahhh!!
Nom herself understand this more than everyone, what is the use of getting the person if you can’t get the heart.

This is much painful for both Nom and her husband-in-game so Nom just uses it like normal and use it as if this character just belongs to her, not her husband in game.

Honestly, previously Nom sure hold a grudge that it was her husband in game fault.

Like seriously if you are not serious with a girl then stop showing much affection and other extra things, well, lesson learned.

Although previously Nom already trying her best not to received as much gratitude stuff from him and already clear out most of the thing that she thinks she had owed him, and even more. This teaches her a good lesson that never really receive too much help or nice gift from a guy whereby you know he thought he like you but in the end, it wasn’t that case.

Memory of Nom with her husband-in-game is indeed memorable but like a weather or a normal chart, there are time whereby you received all the love, happiness and attention and there was time whereby you know stuff happens but unwilling to accept the truth, well of course, when the moment you know the truth and finally accept it.

That the time you need to figure out what to do, what is your mindset.
Angry? Sad? Just let it go? Or what?

Nom has been through this, well, luckily it wasn’t any big case.
Crying is normal during that period, it was like a month of monsoon, whereby you just have the urge to cry every day and feeling frustrate and unfair.

After that, you know that the road is not at the dead end. One of Nom’s most fav jie jie said this to her “What if he really stop playing, how about you?”

Nom replied “I first play was alone, it was only him, I able to play until now, with all the equipment and headgear and stuff I have, I don’t think I will stop? Perhaps casual player like now?”

The jie jie just smile, maybe she know Nom is trying to be strong or perhaps Nom is strong. (⁎⁍̴̛ᴗ⁍̴̛⁎)

So even at the end Nom husband-in-game only can say sorry and besides sorry, just sorry which Nom already getting fed up by listening/reading/hearing.

Perhaps let just said people want to remain, nice human, then let Nom be the badass one.⁄(⁄ ⁄ ⁄ω⁄ ⁄ ⁄)⁄ I mean what can you do if another side only sorry and sorry and just sorry. 
(Let me on the song sorry sorry sorry for you)

Nom tell him let everything back to normal, he didn’t say yes nor he said no.

If he can’t make the decision, Nom make it for you.

Even is pain and cruel and shitty and so hypocrite but hey, the reality we all are consider 20++ years old adult, we no longer have the time to “oh I hate you so I am not going to talk you anymore even I honestly feel that time you treat me like a shitty item ==?!”

Probably this will happen if the case is as big as like the whole world know it ==

But it wasn’t any big case, is just small and minor, so let it treat it like a normal case.

Nom know herself divorce won’t be an option anymore because the skill for marriage couple is nice (*/ω＼*)... plus now she got the gain of having a high-level attacker to play and the name for that character also quite nice.

While Nom sits down and nostalgia those last time issue, story or anything, suddenly there a discord message from one of her channel.

“Server is up.”

Nom then immediately without any hesitation, online her maid character, sitting down at the town of alde then suddenly there was this character who talks to Nom.

X: Eh, why not you divorce and married me, I also let you play my characters lol.

Nom: Don’t want, I got my sniper already, good enough. /lv

X: zzzzz... 

Nom: Hahaha, sorry. So what you want to do?

X: /sigh.../pat...Let collect quest and then we do together if got the same one?

Nom: Okieee... *open warp to Prontera*

After the collections of the quest.

Nom: I got like 3 characters is doing this and 2 is that? Ermm I do those is fast one then the 3 same one only party?

X: /ok

While halfway walking one of Nom’s character, another of Nom’s friend come and talk to Nom.

Friend: Nom, why don’t go with this one../gg
Nom: I don’t want to. ==
Friend: He is good what.
Nom: Last time you also said that one is good ==
Friend: That one.. err.. throw far away, choose this.
Nom: Oh lord, bye.
Nom quickly did the quest for one of her character and log out.

Nom know till now, she already has a phobia or trauma of all these things.
Sometimes just let her enjoy this game as much as possible.
There no black and white contract that saying one person will play with you forever, so in order to feel safe and sound, the best way is to play and encounter new or people she had known throughout the game, enjoy every day in the life of RO Midgard.

Then Nom retype those 3 characters that received the same quest with X..

Nom: Sorry for waiting.
X: Is okay
Nom: QAQ hahaha okay, eh, if got that headgear... Borrow me wear QAQ!!
X: I give you...
Nom: Borrow, when I got my one then I pass back to you.
X:...
Nom: Ok that how it works. /heh
Well, perhaps is just another normal day in RO Midgard World ^^.
The End.
(Story and character are just imaginary and if there any similarity, errrr ?!! Won’t have ahh)

PS: Nom know herself not so famous but err let just imagine someone is always there for Nom Muahahah!!! (Self-love is really important ahhh)

Chapter 569 (Should we restart again? XD)

I wonder am is this blog still alive or RIP... Hmmmm
Well, let said it still alive?~

Soooo after a longgg , century years? Or time? I found out that perhaps the feeling is like a process...

Apparently, something kinda bad happens on me...
(To the future me who is reading this, trust me, it wasn't that bad and you probably won't feel like a bad thing anyway)
Let just assume is love problems... Well, why I said it wasn't that bad. Highly reason is that I keep telling myself that "self-love" is the most important essence in our life ... 

Disclaimer:-
This wasn't a big case to talk about but the reflection of this accident actually is a good thing for me to type it out and also enhance my "love consultant" being a professional to seek out my friends and love one <---Which don't have any license for it ya ~.

So make it short, I got heartbroken, literally yes... Is been a long time I have this kind of feeling toward a guy...
The last time I had heartbroken was in the year 2014? Well, that time I will said timing is not right or probably I know he just treat me like a little sister.
So let forget it and I am still kinda happy that my friend and he are so fucking sweet together.... Awwww....

Then what is the point I am writing this??
Well, perhaps in future if I or my friends which I hope don't encounter this kind of "heartbroken" or any situation...
Really, always remember to love yourself...
I remember my technique when handling this case is usually..

"Ok, I let you cry, let you rant, let you do any crazy stuff as long....remember as long...Not self-hurt, no hurting yourself, no illegal stuff"

PS: I am a good citizen anyway~~

Next, after all this madness, sit down and think properly:-

1. You can regret for the past.

OR

2. Appreciate for the past..

Well, of course, when it started, hardly will have people can appreciate the past, including me. I was cursing, angry, hating myself and so much more but after crying out loud, ranting to people who I super close to...

I don't want people to say bad about the guy I like nor pity for me.
So in order for that thing not happen, I choose to appreciate the past, the moment, the times whereby he really likes me, treat me like a princess, adore me like I am his only one.

(Ya, I  am trying to ermm write more story , a probably short story so I can remember? I really hate my goldfish memory sometimes ==)

Then I remember I said this thing before, nothing last forever, his love for me had ended, I can't complain nor I can grunt over everything, instead of seeing him saying sorry to me and pity over me... I choose to act like as if we are a stranger or better word, acquaintance...

(Let play the music "Someone That I Used To Know")

Anyway, I do wish him all the best and filled with happiness.... QAQ Afterall, he is my friend, I don't like to make an enemy and I am rather kind of happy to see people filled with happiness... 

With him, is one of my sweetest memory probably in year 2018... Well, I can't say in my life because I will be encounter more and more happiness in future. Always be in positive mode!!

Like my every year wishlist or what you call as motivation/target/life quotes or my vision.

More Memory, Less Regret

Last but not least, how to know are you really letting go? Or really stay in the past? I really don't know. Everyone has their way to put a conclusion.

However, if you ask me.

I will only said, "the moment you are no longer angry or really doesn't really matter for what he do, perhaps that is the time you really letting go."

I am not sure for now, did I really letting go because I still want to wish him all the best, hoping him doing good with what his is doing right now and perhaps we can be friend back, perhaps one day?? ..LOL

(I never give up with the concept "friend" ya) 

Oh well, I actually want to wrote some happy stuff but I feel like this chapter is more or less...Hmm, is like a omgggg..I KNOW

one of the page in my LOVE LOVE THEORY!! ^^

Till Then..

Hopefully I can try update a bit more??? *WINK!!!

Type at 12.09.2018 by -VoN S@N-

Chapter 567 (First photoshoot in 2017 O3O)

First photoshoot in 2017
Nozomi in Hanfu Version.

Want to try blog back but I don't know this year I can contribute how much post...Orz :(

I remember how much I love my blog that I can post almost everyday but of cause when I getting older? Errr more like my priority keep on changing and changing then my blog somehow got abandon but I don't want to give up on my blog.

I feel like whenever I really need a rest or something, blog or only in this place, I can find peaceful-ness...

Another word, I feel myself too annoying until I don't think I can get along with anyone but somehow I am glad that the starting of 2017, there is nothing big change? Maybe I should contribute a post for this matter? Hrmmmm

Ok back to the photoshoot topic:- (All photos took using my iphone6, with selfie stick, selfie light (Indoor using it) and 360 camera apps, too lazy using photowonder..Hrmmm)

Thanks my beloved Piggie for this shoot.

Sometimes or most of the times, she does nag me for those shoot because costume bought so must shoot but I am damn lazy T3T

Real fact, I just scare my posing will trouble photographer haha..I am not a good poser..:')

Although I must admit my selfies is pro...*wink wink* HAHAH

Michael the photographer!! OmO!! Million thanks oh~~ Hahaha..

Thanks for shooting our Hanfu version..

I do hope in future if I can managed to ask Piggie to do a Hanfu (No any version) just Hanfu, maybe can ask Michael again, wonder will he say yes or no..LOL

Let see how in future since I admit I am quite lazy to cosplay...

Priority changes :/ Boooo~!!

Last but not least, post this one..My innocent look with my weird hand pose hahaa..Oh dear.. :(

Write at 19.03.2017 by -VoN S@N-

Chapter 566 (Lovely Selfie+Continue UK POST!)

Gambling a happiness of chips,

In the street of full of peoples think about him,

How is him right now?

However I can't give you the answer you want.

But you must filled with happiness ah.

【美聲】【雲雀】你一定要幸福——許久不見的你,還好嗎？【PV付】

Nice selfie right, I also think is nice, Haha...Look so docile good student... The real fact is so horrible anyway...*dig nose*

14.06.2016

6am 
Malaysia time is 1pm.. I think my sleeping time routine is suit in UK...Information, now more worst...LOL I totally sleep at UK Time...*3*

8:23am My mom scold me cause why I wore short pant..Err mommy, I only got one long pant.

Have to wear legging de..

Apparently. I don't have any long pant before I go UK so I throw all short pant and really mom nag me like hell..T_T

Don't care is at where but ice-cream is a must to eat! *nom nom*

9:37am Time to go out and play. Really love the weather in here. Chill and cold. Ok I spot a horse!! *meeps!* Btw, I forgot to mention own thing that is their bus inside don't have aircond.You know I used to said I like BRT because aircond. I need cold air but in UK bus, I think even don't have aircond is still kind of windy, of cause out of the bus, is cold!!!!!!!!! *freeze*!!!

10:24am Sitting on top of this bus.(is this what you call double-decker?) Not deny I don't like man to super near close to me, not your problem, is mine. Wish you can walk out from this bus...I just don't like...I am....*slap myself*!

All happily eating ice-cream..:D

11:00am Stumble a shop and seriously saying I have no idea what to buy for friends, all the item look so expensive for me..T3T If there a way I can delivery food back, I confirm will. Just noticed out that I actually willing to spend money on food and make up or beauty product. Even in Malaysia, food, make up product or beauty product... *wink wink*

12:20pm I spend 100 pound..Don't ask me what I spend..I want to cry...T3T Ok I spend another 100 pound..Stress..Kill me please.. Please visit my funeral because I spent 50 pound again! Wth usually I can spend 100 pound for like a month plus in Malaysia. OmO ..T3T

1:36pm I just noticed that their staircase is very scary, I am scare..T3T Luckily that I no longer afraid of staircase hehe..*I used to have phobia of staircase*

2:25pm Ermm time for resting hehe..

4:00pm Is super windy here, my wifi seem to have problem again..Sad Die Me!

4:20pm Err, I lost my lips balm, want cry already..If I not mistaken the lips balm I just bought and is lost, like wth? Damn~!!

5:30pm Time to go eat and today eat with Mommy's ex-boss. One more sentences I don't want to spend money in here again, or not I will cry...

5:50pm I think I am a worst kid ever, I am not denying that I got a bit of jealous..*geez*! Oh gosh, I guess I am a very possessive seme.(￣^￣)ゞ <--- feeling="" font="" gosh="" hell="" i="" increased="" jealousy="" kill="" level="" like="" man="" me="" my="" need="" now.="" oh="" out="" someone="" spam..i="" t_t="" throw="" to="" wifi="">

6:45pm I actually planned to tell out what I feels tonight but sighed..Something is better kept inside my heart.(INFJ problem)

Me and the cutie pie little brother...Hehe!

7:25pm Now sitting this long type of bus to go back home. Feel guilty making little bro emo..*dig nose* but he is damn darn cute haha! Kai Ting is damn adorable..I am still saying kid that age around 4++ always attracted me haha!!

9:30pm Back to home..Mommy making the bread toast again..Very yummy although unhealthy but what to do, is food and yummy and they said unhealthy food sometimes very yummy!! Muahahah!

10:35pm Resting at home while is time for MengMo fanfic!! *love* Need to read all the fanfic that get tagged *love love love*Funeral forget about it..only spend on food..Cheap food..

(Please there is nothing cheap in here!..Sandwich 2pound feel so cheap until convert system pop out...Is 12buck.)

PS:Now think back is actually quite ok with the price, the food there is so yummy, even slightly expensive also feel hrmmm, not that pricey...HEHE!

Now time for rolling on bed, hugging elephant.

Btw, Malaysia time should be 5:40am.

Ok till then!! HOHO!

Write at 03-11-2016 by -VoN S@N-