Chapter 283(Don't touch my "wound" when is never fully recover..Kay?!!)

Sorry..
If I being such a what to you..=.=

If you know I am jealous than don't ask me "why" la..=.=

Don't make me sad and cry anymore kay..
I don't want you touch my wound kay!!!

Sorry..If I being like a what to you..Than sorry..
I am a sensitive girl..
Sorry..=.=

Write at 07.11.2010 by -VoN S@N-

Chapter 282(I think is really "you" understand me..)

Sorry bloggie..
I think is really you are the one I can tell and post out..=/
I no mood..
Sorry...

I know you are caring for me but but...
Sorry..
You the the phrase "the more you care the more I get the pain"..
Doesn't mean I don't let you care me but but let me feel better first..Kay??

Tonight must beg mommy to go Summit..Bluekxz..Want to buy some clothes at there..
Try my best..=/

Write at 11.06.2010 by -VoN S@N-

Chapter 281(What happen to me again?!)

I such a worst...I don't know how to say out my feeling so I put everything put at my blog??
What happen to me??
Please..I have to be okay..Must okay..T.T

Maybe I will being so mean and so cold to you is because I really don't know how to show that I really caring for you..=/
Maybe because you are the youngest so I really want to love you but...
I know you won't noticed it..Right??

Like remember you and Ying at my house..When Ying ask you about who the 2nd person you care the most..
I see through your eyes..You care Ying more but you just don't want hurt me..Right??
And you know what..I rather you tell me that you care Ying more than you care me cause I don't like to guess and than I know it myself..
Is a bit pain to me..Sorry..If I being like a baby kid..
And I not a stupid girl..I know you really care May and Ying a lot..

For some reason I know you will care Ying more than me is few facts...

1. You went hyper when Ying call you "mui"..
2. You will take photo with Ying without forcing but.............
3. You will automatic care Ying without telling but.............

Just something bothering me..
Maybe someone will see this blog..And I sorry to this person..I a selfish girl..I really don't know who I can tell beside my blog..
And if can..To the person..Can you also ignore what I typing right now..Can you just read and forget it..

Maybe because of this..I really really don't want you to care me so much..
Is hurt me..
Maybe you don't know maybe you don't care..
But I care..=/
Maybe I should treat you more cold and mean feeling so that I know you won't ever want to care me so much..
So that I can give myself bunch of reason that why you will care her in 2nd but not me..=/

Von..
Just face it..Kay??
Everything will be alright..
Let everything be normal after her birthday...Can already..Ookay..=D

Write at 06.11.2010 by -VoN S@N-

Chapter 280(Wake up from the dream~~)

Story time??XD

A girl name Phoebe who dreaming for so long..
She trusted this person too long until one day her alarm wake her up..
She knew that dream and real life is different but she really can't face the truth..
Maybe is time for she to wake up and face the truth..
Maybe by saying is very easy..But is very pain inside her heart..
Haixx..


Now now now...
I still in the mist..I don't know how to say..
I may be look normal to all my friends..Acting nothing happen but everytimes I will think a lot..
I just don't know who to share my problem..=/
Sometimes I rather keep myself shut and settle..

Haixx..=.=
Stop thinking bad thing..
It will make myself sick..
So now I keep focusing my story
Haha..
I know I always fail to make one complete but this time the story is fun cause I trying make mystery+romantic+fun..=D..
I love you a lot LOO SOOK MAY!!!XD~~

I now thinking how to celebrate Xue Yi's party..Weee~~All idea come up to my brain..Please..=D
Just try to avoid avoid all the negative feeling..

I really can't stand backstab person..I don't mind people gossip about me but please la don't backstab me..
Well...To me backstab is like you really can two person become enemy..
I don't mind my friends dislike me for some attitude cause we are not perfect..^^..

Next thing is maybe I should really avoid to talk to Kevin..=/
Seem something happen..What thing??
I don't really feel like telling..Can??
I don't want to make people hate me..=X

What about the Jia Yong??
That one owe me sweet so must keep kacau until I get sweet..Muahaha..
Hehe~

I need you so much now..
I getting tired of everything..@.@

Write at 05.11.2010 by -VoN S@N-

Chapter 279(I should be smart a bit..=.=)

Daddy angry me whole day never care shop..=.=
Ishh..Normally day I got take care lo..
Just give me one day rest also can't mah..

Why always blame on me..
Why sis and bro no need..
Bro got study a bit but play hon a lot la..Ishh..Really want to say out to dad but suan..
I hate it..

Sis..
Whole day go out..
Tired than no need care shop..

Everything is me me me...
I want play also can't mah..
Why dad only can care for sis and bro but not me le..

So why I can't stay my room close and chit-chat with my friends for long long time..
Arghh..Daddy pilih kasih..No mood now..

Write at 04.11.2010 by -VoN S@N

Chapter 278(Sports day arr.,@@)

Today early morning jogging with May and her mom..I so dizzy..
@o@..
After jogging go yam cha with her mom..
I don't want go cause never bring money out..If got I don't mind de..Too bad too bad..
But terpaksa from May..Wuuu~~~

So at there damn pai seh wei..
Haixx..
I go order "cold tea" but le aunty and May stop me..Wuuuu~~
Tell me order "kopi something"..Terpaksa la..=/
After this and that and blah blah..

Go home at 11am like that...I still dizzy..Damn..Don't like this feeling..
So so so so so so...Can skip to Suriamas with May and Xue Yi??=D

Suriamas..
Badminton..I suck at it..Meeps..=/
Than I delete something at May's phone..Just a bad memory..Hehe~~XD

Swimming section
The thing I love the most..I really love swimming..
For some reason..Haha..
If swimming won't make me look dark..I will happy lo but haix is impossible..XD
Although swimming always make me super tired but is fun..XD
Is the water in the pool also clean than perfect lo..

Later swimming go for SAUNA..Weee~~
So long never do SAUNA..XD


Anyways..Is nice and fun but is tiring..=/
I going to forget you..^^..Thank all the friends that so so support me..I feel so happy..Haha..

Write at 04.11.2010 by -VoN S@N

Chapter 277(I not a fool..Kay??==).

Like I said..I not a fool..
I not a robot that let you use..
I damn believe you for the time being but what have you give me??
You give me is bunch of fake story..All fake..=.=!!!

Grrr..TT~~
And to this person..I freaking hate you now..Want make me in trouble la??
You think you are what??
You just human..
Don't over my limit..
I meant what I said..

Elise said correct..Mostly guy are jerk..=X
But not man..Man is always so nice..Haha..I mean some..XD~~
Well..I just want to tell I not a fool..To whoever who want make me in danger go ahead..
I might sad and cry but I will know your truth personality..
I never say who wrong who right but I can say is everybody got wrong but don't try put all blame to me..I mean whoever is it..

For some reason I don't know why..I love Xue Yi..Haha..XD~~
Rawss..
Mind so blurrr wei..I need some rest..=/
I miss Elise somehow..

Hui Yen..
Pls pls telling me that you never do all these but facts you did..=X
Haixx..
I no mood...

For the person also..
Wen Tyng say correct, you are not a good person..
And you change a lot..JERK..=X

Write at 02.11.2010 by -VoN S@N-