Chapter 412(Heart break??I not sure)

Sigh..I still lazy to post my birthday and past stuff..Give me times..:D..I will post..

Damn..
I wish I never argue with you.
I wish we both are still can consider normal friend..
I wish you never hate me..:/
I wish I never bully you..
I wish....

I tend to think a lot..I don't know how to start..
I feel paining..:(
I don't know how to describe my feeling right now..I..:/

I feel pain..:(

Bye Bye..

Write at 10.12.2011 by -VoN S@N-

Chapter 411(Conclusion?Ending?Why?)

Is like a normal day for Tomoyo to do clean up her messy table that she always created a lot of rubbish in it..
When cleaning up the table, some memory pop up and make her remember a lot of stuff..
Is so weird but for Tomoyo, she feel sometimes love is a weird and so complicated..
None of definition can give the correct answer for "love"...

A normal couple love in teenage life is like one of the thing that mostly student will have and some of people name it like puppy love.
Wonder how it is taste like?
Wonder how it will be??
A lot of though have gone through on Tomoyo's mind and who always act like a love pro.
Although some times, she does listen some of her friends that sobbing and crying and hurt about their love life but Tomoyo still confidence on herself that she will managed to find a love life where by in the future she can share to her friends..

Tomoyo really really have gone through this kind of teenager love story and is was really wonderful because everyday, every moment is really nice and sweet but sweet moment can't really stay for so long until Tomoyo decide to ask for the break due some of her reason however that time she wasn't angry of this guy nor hate but she just want to settle some of her but that time the guy can't listen any of her word..

At first Tomoyo doesn't even want to mention out and just told her friends is her fault but problem getting worst.
One of the night, Tomoyo suddenly tears out when she saw something that she don't know how to face but she can very sure her heart is breaking into pieces and is take quite a long time to recover.Although Tomoyo back to herself and still act like love pro but that her..
For some people will think is puppy love and so does Tomoyo but is ok...Really ok..

A lot of misunderstanding stuff have happen on Tomoyo and that guy but for Tomoyo to explain or to listen is it really a matter??Is it really a must??Why don't just put a full stop for the sweet memory that happening and no need care about it??Why must give a another chances for continue the story that Tomoyo nor the guy can make sure how it is??
Tomoyo just wrote and post it to her blog..

Tomoyo's flashback like a movie through her mind until she was awake from the past and look around at her messy table and she giggles to herself because she make the right decision.Tomoyo look around of her room after cleaning up all her stuff.As Tomoyo finished cleaning her room..Tomoyo look at the "heart" shape necklace given by last time and Tomoyo just put it back to the case as she was wearing a "star" shape necklace and went out for a tea session with her friends..

The End..

Actually some might thinking what really Tomoyo think but I think some also know right??:)
Why need to think so much when Tomoyo already put a full stop on the sweetest moment..=3

Write at 03.12.2011 by -VoN S@N-

Chapter 410(Everything is just like a drama??)

Friends..Weird..I guess..But..I appreciate..:D

Today I feel so funn..:)..Study fun..Playing fun..Talking fun..Enjoying..^^

T..T
Now is bad mood..
Please May is good mood..:(..I wish is ok..
Tomorrow please is a good day..Thx..=X

Write at 01.12.2011 by -VoN S@N-

Chapter 409(Memory that recall..)

I feel like blogging a lot of stuff but today and now..I want blog something about what is called love hurt??LOL..I feel so weird why I want to post about it..

Actually the one that make me hurt freaking most should be CS during Form3..I still remember everything..Every memory is still vividly like a film going through my mind as I watching NHZGG episode 67-68...=/

Let me say why I feel that feeling is damn pain during Form 3..I still remember how I always like CS..Every time go back purposely stand at a place where I know I can see him for just 1 min or less than that.Although I never really talk to CS last time but I not sure..I just feel..Feel..Hahaa..I also can't remember that time what I really feel although the image is very clear about it..@~@

I still remember when I cry at the White Town??I not sure what Town but is a cafe..That time is when ZE finish giving us punishment and I was super emo and ignore all the people that talked to me and get scold by Yen for being impolite to my senior..=(
And I cry and cry out loud at the cafe and Ying and May scolded Yen when Yen want to tell me stop crying because Ying and May say "let her cry..let her cry out all the feeling.."...

Love is really weird..I asked myself again..I love that human??That so called I know him from just a letter??
I think now no more..I not sure but he indeed..He really really my best hengdai ever I ever have..

And I just want to say something and post about it..

I wish Zhen Jian's dad is alright..Zhen Jian is one of my heng dai..So I wish their family is all healthy..
Second I not sure May is what mood now..But I wish she ok..:)..
Actually I wish all is ok!!
LASTLY..EXAM ALL THE BEST..
FULL OF LOVE..

Write at 28.11.2011 by -VoN S@N-

Chapter 408(Stress much??)

Luffy..Handsome siao..!!My husband..Haha!!:P

Omg..I struggling to memorize 36 nilai but I will force myself love it..GOOD LUCK VON!!

Same as for my next week whole exam..Tee Hee..
And for my super close friends,friend and so many many more..^,^

And for Weng Keong..
I am very very sorry if I make you feel guilty because is end up I feel super guilty..@~@
Is hard for me to angry you when I know you can crap something to make me laugh so I quickly push you away and walk away to take a breath and take a walk..=.=!!
So the conclusion is I won't mad at you..You are a great friend!!
And I end up worrying you when I heard May,Zhen Jian and Wai Perng tell me you search for me although I half believe them but I still scare you sesat..O.O!
Haha..Mana tau you go buy ice-cream although that time I was thinking he will so good meh..Haha..Paiseh la~~!!..
I guess is May told you buy some junkie for me happy..Anyway I appreciate..Thank and so so sorry..:(
U are great friend..=D!!

Another happy day..=D
May say she will drag me go jogging after SPM!!~~~..~~~

Write at 11-20-2011 by -VoN S@N-

Chapter 407(Tought..Negative go away..=())

Exam all the best..=D
Study!!!

Sigh..I just say current stuff..Sorry to May..
I left my phone at room and I don't really care my phone due my credit is 0 and I don't feel like seeing it..:O
So I cannot see your message..Let you angry me is normal right..
Just forgive me..:(
I miss you..=/
I hate you angry me..I will cry out..=(


For the following week exam I must push all my best..Just for this time..=D..I will prove..Hehee..

Damn..Head spinning memorize moral..@~@
Hope I can do well..All the best Tan Von San..=)

Sigh..I remember I told Yi Hui I like a guy which I know I cannot fall in love with and till today I also know..
But being a super close friend with him is all the stuff I can do..:)
Plus Von San can imagine all her cutie boys in anime..Tee Hee~!~
So bye to him and say hi to my future..

Eee..I so happy..:D
Officially Ching Hui is my cutie Princess..LOL!!
Hehee..I got Darling,Babe,Dear and I think I lost Bao Bei but is ok..=)..My cutie Princess..=PP!!

Weird dream today but is ok..I was moody for something yesterday and today..;(

!!GOOD LUCK FOR WHOLE MY EXAM!!

Write at 19-11-2011 by -VoN S@N-

Chapter 406(I just enjoyed it..^3^)

Neko are cute!!

Today is consider a fun and awesome day..I am serious..Weeeee~~I can't describe how fun and how happy I am today and make me want to blog....XD

Exam is near me but I will make sure I do well..^^..Awww~~
I meet some new friends and they are (Y)(Y)(Y)..I mean they are awesome..Heheeee..=D
Sigh..I need to study...GO STUDY VON SAN..Will update my blog..=D!!

Write at 05-11-2011 by -VoN S@N-