Chapter 450(Happy or sad..Is still life right..:D)

This is took by Sook May's new camera..Edit by me..OK..I know my eyes is a bit cacat..Sorry..:D!!

Hehe..I love this pic..SMILE!!TEE HEE!

I actually don't know why I want to blog suddenly..:)

I think is because I just want to make a random post..:P

Actually I remember what I want to post..Is about analyzing those princes attitude and personality based by me..Haha..But the photos is not in this computer..-_-..This is what I hate..:(~!!

But I promise myself, I will post the GONG's Princes picture and analyze for them..Muahaha..I know my analyze won't be so good cause I admit I LOVE 8TH PRINCE alot and a bit dislike toward to 4TH PRINCE..=P

For next I want to post another picture..:D

Ching Hui and noob me..Hehee..

Thank for Sook May for taking this picture cause I love this picture a lot!!~

Since my mom came back from England, I think I have to be a good little girl stay at house and study..Hoho~~:P!

Next picture I wan to post:

I prefer this compared to the newest picture cause my fringe..I love my fringe when is not long nor short..:D!!

The girl beside me is Bee Kee..She a sweet girl..I have to admit..:)

She kinda quiet,nice,friendly and sweet..

But then I get to know her more since I am so into the drama GONG..Hahaa..

Actually she also very talent and smart!!I have to admit..:D!!

She also very humble..:P!!TEE HEE!!

I hope I won't make her scare of me cause sometimes I am super annoying..T_T!!

The next girl I want to mention is WAI TENG..

Ya...I love her but I always make her angry..T_T!!

Haha..She also very cute!!~~I will show pic of her cause she super shy to take pic..Muhaha!!

I also scare that I will annoying her..SIGH..*smack face*..

I think I should just make a proper post for Wai Teng also..Hehe..Can I??I think yes..XD!!

Hrmm..Actually I really want to post a lot of thing..Haha..Maybe I should just make a list what should I post..;P!!

Ok dokie..Anyhow..I go to go..:D!!TEE HEE!

PS:THX JIE FOR BOUGHT ME RAMLY BURGER..X3~~

PS:I love you but I know I have to stop~~X)!!I hope I can do it cause I am VON SAN aka PHOEBE!!

Write at 01.09.2012 by -VoN S@N-

Chapter 449(The dream finally is over ending..)

(Picture word : Please bestow on me boundless love as well as the strength to be loved)
Ok..This pic I think is took by Adila..^^!!
And I really bring small pillow to school..Weee~~~

Today is Malaysia Birthday..^^!!
And I not really that semangat..-__________-!!SIGH!!

Haha..Just over it ok..:D!!

Oh well..Yesterday I was kinda feel sad..Merdeka 12am..

Should be heart attack for me but actually I must prepared this thing to happen anyway..:D..

I wonder if one day he can see this post and maybe he will think I am so super useless so I will never let you feel so..:D!!Hehee..*ngek ngek ngek*

Cause I still want to keep the best good image of myself inside your memory..Inside all those memory that we both have..^^..I am so selfish right..:D

I do admit during those day when I like those crazy girl who want you and make you feel annoying..I am very sorry..

Hrmm..Next I should thank Jack aka Fei Ge Ge..He talk to me a lot of thing when I feel so moody..
What he said really make sense to me..Since is happen, why must I keep thinking..I should just put a full stop for it right..:D!!
THANK TO HIM ALOT!!

Oh ya..I told you all already right,I current addicting on the GONG drama..^^!!
Hehe~I need to finished up the drama then study..:)

You know..I still admit I still got those feeling for him but I need a lot of time to slowly slowly forget those pain..:D
And ya..I currently fall in love with 8th prince and also my all FORM 6 SUBJECT!!TEE HEE!!

I always agree with this quotes:

Some person are meant to be love each other but not together as a couple..

Write at 01.09.2012 by -VoN S@N-

Chapter 448(Think positive..:D..Post de go study..:D)

Ok..Am I look like those detective feel(PS:I admit I hate the greeny color)..Haha..:D!!

Ok..So I back to school and I kinda..Should be a big disappointed with my mark..I just have to thank GOD is just my minor exam..So need to work hard for it..:)..WORK HARD AND EXTRA SMART..:D

So today I just gonna post about my sickness that addicted to drama..=/..
I don't really watch drama online unless that show really attract my attention just like.........(give me a minute, let me browse back my blog to see what show I have been post..;D)

• Ok..I just too lazy to check but there sure some drama I really attract my attention..
• So I currently watching GONG..OMG that show influenced my feeling so so much..:X..Is torturing my mentally thinking..Haha..
• WHY??Cause I also don't know why..I just easily get influenced by those drama I watched..=/
• OH YA..I LOVE LOVE 8TH PRINCE(FENG SHAO FENG) and Qing Chuan(YANG MI)..Hehee
• Even is just a drama but they are SUPER SWEET which make me fall in love with them so freaking much..:D

Ok..Actually I remember I got thing to do..Need to help my fei ge ge do his blog..Luv ya..:D!!

Stay tune..ANYWAY..I want to advance to type this!!

HAPPY BIRTHDAY MALAYSIA..

I LOVE YOU!!:)

HEHEE!!

Write at 30.08.2012 by -VoN S@N-

Chapter 447(Happy Holiday..:D!!B&W~)

Ok..So I got no pic to show it out and I put this la..Hahaa..I actually like the color of it..:)

Oh ya I finished my exam..:)..hehee..Hope I don't screw all my exam paper for this time..-_-..
I mean I know I dah over but pretty please let me pass..Haha!!=/

Oh ya I finally got an answer that I want..Sometimes I feel myself so errr..=/..

Anyhow I think I am ok alot..Haha~~I mean I must know how to think properly la.

I am a pro counselor with no license..Ok maybe not pro cause I talk crap a lot..=/

Thx OC CHARLIE..:)

Oh ya..I am actually kinda moody of something..And I don't know find who to tell so I will use my blog to post it out..

Whatever I post maybe will make some people hate me but I think is ok right..=/

So I won't use name..I might use A, B ,C and so so on...

Ok..I actually think that alot of person hate me..Haha..Not sure is real or not but I think is real gua..:X

Cause hor a lot of thing I can see myself..I mean I have a very complicated friendship last time so I super sensitive with something that I can sense of..:X

Example 1:

A and B is talking about outing then when Phoebe come to them..A quickly stop the topic and giving a eyes contact to B..

So Phoebe know la..She takan so stupid to ask again mah..Right..=)!!

Example 2:

C and D and other alphabet going out and talk the outing in front of Phoebe but I think they don't really go ajak her so is oklah..Can't blame them..:)

They all nice friends..I don't think I will close with them all until going out so is ok..=/

So is actually ok..I mean sometimes the sentences is correct

 'I might look like have a lot of people surrounding with me because I am noisy+loud but I am an anti-social person so when is come to the end..I will alone and be lonely..=/"

Actually if can I don't this sentences to be correct and so so on..=/

I actually afraid of it..Anyhow must always be positive and smile..

OH YA!!BIRO GOT EVENT NEED TO HANDLE IT UP..-.-!!Need to do my survey thing de..Lalala~~~I mean I must either do today or tomorrow..:)!!~!!

Write at 15-08-2012 by -VoN S@N-

Chapter 446(A pain that I can't describe)

Mommy tied for me..Hehee..Actually today was kinda moody mood..*sigh*~

So today is my first exam for my Pra-U life..OMG..Account..:(..
Ok..I screw it..Can bakar my whole Account paper..I guess..*tears*

Later I need to study for my PA and PP..:)

Even through Account already over but other subject haven't so I must continue with my spirit!!><..NO GIVE UP..

IMMA STRONG GIRL WEI..:P..I should think positiveeeeeee~~~:)!!

4 FLAT IS OUR MISSION~~*smile*

Sigh..So I cannot give up..:)..Hehee..

Okok..So actually why I blog back..Maybe because of the mixing feeling..The feeling of sad and happiness..Hahaa..

Sigh..I feel something pain but no matter how I know I can go through of it..:)..I don't mind people saying me playgirl or playing other people feeling anymore..
Cause I can't control what people thinking like people can't control what I am thinking..

But I must always try my best to not let people said bad about me..:D!!JIA YU!~~

I must always enjoy my life..No one is perfect mah..Hehee..:)

Anyhow..I think after exam I will tell my blog a story..Hehee..Stay tune ya..:)!!

Be positive for exam mood..^..^!!Heheee!!!

Write at 13.08.2012 by -VoN S@N-

Chapter 445(Just want a little update..:D)

A nerdy me..:D!!Heeehee..:P

So is been like a month or going to be 2 month I never update my dear baby blog..Hahaa..Sorry..Pra-U life so many thing to settle..Huhu!!:D!!XD

Well, actually to be frank I don't know what to post..Hahaa..XD!!~~~
But I know I actually enjoy my form6 life..Even without May, Ying , Chin Yee or Hui Yen and etc etc like last time accompany me every recess I still ok..I guess..XP!!

Sigh..Exam is coming in next two week and I cannot play play wei..=-=..Which mean I post/update for today then gonna Missing In Action don't know where..X)!!~~

IS GO STUDY LA!!!

Ok..Actually got a lot thing to post but is oklah..I lazy..-_-..If I post is like leaving evidence on it so forget it.X)

I want to enjoy my life till the best if can..=X..

Not that much confidence so if I got any sad thing/happy thing/bad thing/good thing only I will post in my blog..=D!!

U know I still miss you a lot but I know is time to delete you in my life..Hope I can eventually find the time to delete you bah..=(!!

Write at 29.07.2012 by -VoN S@N-

Chapter 44♥(Holiday first day post..:) )

This was taken Saturday Night..

Kinda miss you that time..Sigh..My mouth is just can't said it out right..=/

So ya now I having my holiday..I can play and enjoy but don't too over..:)

I need to do my homework and assignment..Hahaa..^^!!..

Okok..Ya I was thinking to post this cause is like a new fact/evidence..

So ya I have a chat with Yi Hui last two night and she asked me why I like don't want to go couple with him or what..

Well, I got my own reason..:)

Let state it out..^^

1. I still want focus my form6 life..:)..I mean form6 I want do the best of the bestt..:)!!
2. Second I don't really want to take any more risk to hurt other person heart again..So I think I want turn to age of 18-21 only think about this kind of commitment thing serious..Wait..Is not I playing other people feeling or what..Is just that I kinda afraid of this relation..=/
3. U see I like him..And I know but I can't conquer him right so I not going to couple with him and I know he got a lot of choices to choose at outside so I will appreciate those memory with him..=)!!
4. This is like a sweet story between him and me..I won't ask for more..=)

So I know Yi Hui did said if I maintains this kind of not couple but not really like normal friend relationship with him..There sure got something I need to be prepared that:

If he loves someone else , I cannot blame anyone or what..

For this kind of situation I will err just let it go..I mean I know I will be very sad and hurt or emo but is ok..I mean is really ok cause if he choose someone better than I will be very much happy I guess..Is not he cheating behind me right..Hahaa..So for me is a small case..Tee Hee..I will wish him all the best..:)

You can't said he playing me or cheating me anything..

This is for me..LOL..I not sure..I mean even though I like him..But I also err very close with other guys in my school just the close is different..How the different..:)..School guy is all like my brother/senior..^^

But for him..He is somehow senior/brother/someone that freaking important for me..Hehee..:)

Like a quotes I found of facebook..Hehee..Luv it till max..:D

I might hug other guys, laugh with other guys or even hang out with other guys..But none of them will ever mean to me as much as you do~~

 Ya..:)..Back to the topic..I want to state one thing I love him a lot but in same times I don't want to conquer him..:(..I just want everything go as flow as is can..Can it be that simple??Hrmm..Not very sure..=)
Well, is make me remind how May and Zhen Jian last year or end of the year thing..:X..Sigh..:(~

Okok..Later watch show, do notes and do some homework..I not very sure what homework I have actually..Huhu~~:D!!

Write at 28.05.2012 by -VoN S@N-