Chapter 468 (Nostalgia to those feeling that surrounding me..)

I thinking if I can explain so good in my school subject, I will be freaking happy..=)

Luv ya..X)

So this week topic gonna be in this blog and I pick this tittle which I found is kinda suit this week thing..^^~

Tension and Nervous Monday..

Well..That nothing much to said I suppose..Just feel so weird..=/..And ya..Don't be ego for whatever we do..Be humble..

Guess nervous can really kill me like OMG..=/..

Fun and Enjoyable Tuesday during bureau time..Oh yeah..

So our 3rd social meeting is to play monopoly..Hoho..:)

Oh well, sometimes I really hope can handle goodly until I forgot Wai Teng is my president and I don't like giving her trouble..Ok..Be more humble and quiet ya..:)

And I love her a lot..Just the feeling..No word..No voice..=(

By the way is fun to teach teachers and my beloved friends playing monopoly card..XD

I wish I got this high knowledge to my subject also..*bang wall*

Wednesday..Is like..Hrmm..

Oh well..I just kinda lazy to post this thing..So I will just be usual me again..X)

Ok..Why I post this nostalgia feeling..:/

Maybe is happen on Thursday..:)

Was having those girls talk with my dear classmates that is Wai Mun, Jenny , Voon Yee and Gwen Ling..:)

Then I kinda think back to those people I like last time..I feel myself kinda bitch..-_-..*just saying*..A
Anyhow now I don't really want all these..I prefer those long term friendship..Somehow, I also not sure what I want..=(
Whatever is it, I need to let go the past and seek for my future..:)
Hahaa..Doesn't care is love or anything..Tee Hee!!~

Sad case of me..

Sometimes I just need to calm down myself..*smirk*..=)~!

Write at 20.01.2012 by -VoN S@N-

Chapter 467 (Busy of Koku Again?!)

I remember that if this week is my story I gonna name it "Busy of Koku Again?!"

Before that as usual a picture ya..:)

Ok..I admit after I got this paloraid camera that my mom bought for me last year as my birthday gift..I just so lazy to use digital camera..Hahaa..

Oh well, I need find my love for camera, edit and imagining..Hehee
By the way the pic is with the smart sweet loving match partner "Hui Qing and Mun Ying" with the sweet cute innocent Lilyan and also the Science 1 Ketua or Penolong "Chien Zong"..Well, he actually responsible guy..Hahaa..=)

Ok..Start the story right..:)

So Monday..Ok..I kinda need to refresh what happen on Monday..

So I was sitting her usual place but she with two big box to giving new photocopy account book to her classmates that pass by her in canteen..

Then as usual I talk to my friends and then when time come just lines up as usual but since is Monday so is like a formal day for "perhimpunan"..

Sigh..As usual I said a "hi" and "talk" to my consider friend "Wai Teng" and also my other friends..

Ermm..Actually that nothing much about Monday due is just a normal day with normal homework, normal routines and back home as usual..:)

Busy Tuesday??Ermm..Not really..
Today the event is mostly like helping Pn Yip do her thing..No no..I bring CNY's homemade biscuit to teacher and try..:)
And then after recess take back and share with her Pra-U friends..
Awww..^^
Of cause eat inside the class..They are so good friends..:)
Haha..Then MPPPU meeting..Kinda emo and sad somehow..:(
Why?
Ermm..Is oklah..I think that the day I only noticed that I am not that important??Or everything is just I treat too good and forget that maybe the person will never like at all..I think so but still I will never ever hate or dislike..Hahaa..

Wednesday of helping friends and teachers..:)
Today is the pendaftaran of those koku thing..Oh well..Before that is already busy helping Pn Yip settling those thing and keep thinking about want to continue hold the post of Vice President?
Beside this, also help Ryan my dear friend penolong..He a very friendly guy in my class..Well, my class all human is nice..LOL..:)
Help him what?
Join the Buddhist Society..Oh well, I remember I told a lot of my friends that I more to Christian Religions but in the same times I just so interesting on listening some story of those adults's life which can put extra knowledge into my pocket?:)
So I also talk with my dear Wai Teng during recess but I think I notices about something..She got her strong friendship with Science 2 and I have my just build up new friendship with my K1 which I love them a lot and keep tell myself to make more memory with them..:)
But when I was looking at her..I also hope that I can build a stronger friendship with her when I was sitting alone and talking with my K1 dear friends..

Thursday..Consider a boring but tired however is make my decision more clear day?
Howeverrrrrrrrr IS GWEN LING BIRTHDAY..:)
So today is like the AGM for all the event so oh yeah no classssssssssss for 4 period..How much I love it!!:)
Beside that I can get to have extra time with Wai Teng..Ok..I know is sound crazy but I already have so much time with my classmates but I seldom have time with her..
But everything is not how I think..=(
Oh well..Even I really feel kinda ignore but still I enjoying all the AGM with my other friends..
Actually that kinda remind me about hrmmm the moment..Ok shuu..
Extra here..My red team the president is Ryan...LOL..Then Secretary is Kenneth(the new guy)..Treasurer is Yen Cheing and AJK is the Cuthbert..(Is sound like our Red Team of Pra-U is good looking??LOL)
Well, I think the Kenneth is kinda nice and blurr person..Maybe his new..:)..Hahaa..I kinda want to see the fun drama about them with someone..Fuyooo..:)
Well, all Pra U is good looking..LOL!!
Anyhow I think the sad part is all after the Red Team..Which I mentioned early..:(
Feel like crying that day..Is like a sad day for me, Adila and some human?Who know?
Happy thing is can joke around with my classmates more and more..:)
PS:I am happy that Dora come school today..:)

Friday..=)
I think I can really let go again for someone I very precious..Maybe I know is something that use force is useless and I won't be happy if I really got it..:)
I will just let the person talk to me if she want..Oh well,I will still said "hi" and "bye" like the hi-bye system..I think that is enough..
And the two special day..Just give the person thing?And if the person is lucky I can ajak to go out eat only I eat or not is ok..:)
I don't mind much..I love the person so so much..=)
Well, Friday is just normal day..Is like a day for me to think and rest and I finally understand..:)
Sigh, I used up the 5 day to understanding thing..:(
Ok..Need to ciaoxz..:)
There so much thing I need to to do to improve myself..:)
Jia Yu!!

Write at 11.01.2013 by -VoN S@N-

Chapter 466(Ok..I delaying my post..:()

Damnit..:(..

My edit skill is never been improving since long time ago..:(

Oh well..Ya I delaying so many post..:(..Sad huh..Huhu.
Anyhow today post is gonna be about my school..:)

Ok first thing is ya this year is my senior year..Time to shine..Time to love and appreciate my fellow classmates as well my form 6 friends..Time really flies so fast ya..:(
Is like gonna be a last year I with Wai Teng..I mean I don't think I have the time to be with her..

Why?

She science class meanwhile I at art class..Both already busy with their own trek..:(

Anyhow I always get to talk to her even just a little but is make me so happy..Always waves hand to her and so so on..:)

Still I don't know why I can think so negative..:(..Gosh..Sometimes I thank GOD that she don't know my blog name plus I don't think she will read ya..:)

Ok..Now back to my class..:)

I freaking miss they all..I mean I not that really social type..I don't know when I will do something wrong and might pissed off them..Who know??Who can tell me when I will not make them mad or what?

Always must be careful ya..:)
One year together..I don't want my blog any of my complains anything..Maybe what I think is correct..
I maybe will complain and talk bad people but I don't really dare to hate a person until super deep?-_-..I also not sure..:(

Sigh..I really need to motivated myself super much and enjoy my last year of form 6 life..I am serious..I don't want anymore of regret in form 6..

Write at January 2013

Chapter 465(Is gonna coming soon)

I can be lazy as my cute fat Bobby somehow..Tee Hee

Part 2..

Kurt immediately went to the counseling room and find Phoebe..

"At last, you came..I thought you won't come..Hahaa"..Phoebe looking at Kurt while she writing some advice list on a piece of paper..

"Sigh..What you think of..Writing something you acknowledge about..What if your boyfriend or girlfriend cheated you..What your feeling?!!"..Kurt fierce looking at Phoebe.

"I will straight break up with the person but maybe not now..How to put a word..Since I don't have a boyfriend and all I got is my all this important people..Well.. I love them a lot..:)"..Phoebe finish writing the notes and look at Kurt..
"But I can understand how is long distance relationship is like..Maybe only 2 or 3 will success out of 10 couple"..Phoebe sigh again looking at Kurt..

"Long distance relationship.."..Kurt break out of tears slowly and look at Phoebe.."I miss him..I miss him so so much..I never though of this thing will happen"..

Phoebe pat on Kurt's head.."Well,if you miss him then give him last chance?Hehee"..

"I think I will..Thank Phoebe..What is those present"..Kurt asked..

"For my friends in Malaysia, today I need to post"..Phoebe look at her phone as she look at the time..
"Hey, I think I need to gotta call someone..Just excuse me for few min"..Phoebe smile to Kurt..

"Sure..And I think later I going to call someone else also..I mean I miss him so so much"..Kurt excused himself and walk away..
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"Phoebe Tan Von San, wake up wake up!!!"

"Huh??Wai Teng??"Phoebe looking at Wai Teng.."What time is now?"

"10am..Remember get ready..We gonna go pluck some strawberry later"..Wai Teng was kinda excited as well as Phoebe..

"Wai Teng.."hugged her as tight as possible.."U know I just now dreaming my Klaine.."

"Klaine again..San, is not good to always day dreaming kay"..Wai Teng sound like kinda worried for Phoebe as she scare she will turn to les?

"Okok..I told you a lot of time, I love them as couple and their friendship kay..I just want our friendship be like them"..Phoebe look at Wai Teng like she have explaining this thing for more than 10 times..

"Well, our friendship is special..No need to be like them..Just be special kay"..Wai Teng always know that Phoebe love to jock between them..Is not the first time Phoebe act like one..

"Ok..U win this time.."..Phoebe unlock her iphone as well looking the wallpaper of Klaine that she changed last time.."One day I should change the wallpaper to you and me..Haha"..

The End..

Ok..I know stupid right..LOL..Maybe that what happen that make Kurt called Blaine that night..OMG..I wish they both will together..I know when I saw actor of Kurt said is good to have the rest..But I really hope ending is they both together..Awww..=)
Hahaa~~

Anyhow I also wish my ending with a lot of human being is happy ending kay..LOL..:)

Whoah..Still got 3 more day..I better start busy with writing summary of my 2012 ya..Tee Hee..

Write at 28.12.2012 by -VoN S@N-

Chapter 464 (Sweetest couple in 2012..My stupid mind need to be more creative)

Ching Hui with me..Ok..I look retard and I know I still love to cling on poles...Just kinda like..Not cause is what kay..:3

Ok..Merry Christmas and oh ya..This post is my opinion..I mean is my moment..I just want to write a lot of stupid thing in this post..Haha..So whoever feel this post is boring and stupid..Just skip it..LOL!!

For you opinion, all the pairing is kinda like fake..Mean what??Let me show you kay..:)..Just to point out one point more that the 1st is real..:)..I mean real..^^

So the top 10 will be hrmmm..Phoebe and Yi Hui..

Ok..I know is sound weird..-_-..But ok..Shut up...:)

Well, there are sweet but somehow the feeling is not there..Is like everything change??

Even Phoebe understand that Yi Hui got boyfriend but she also understand that the level..The level of their relationship is dropping gradually as she din't notices..:(

Anyhow, they both will be back up each other no matter what happen..I am very sure..^^

To no 9 is Phoebe and....(I know why..Phoebe again..I told you is fake..I just want to crap)..and Yi Lin..

Ok..Actually this both is takde relationship is like only Phoebe who keep on flirt with Yi Lin all the times..

They both have this sweet and sour relationship during PLKN..LOL..Even Phoebe put highly important Yi Lin for her and don't even care she always tell her that Mus is hot guy or what..=)

Even after PLKN, they both still keep in touch..Even is very hard to maintenance this long distance relationship but for Phoebe, as long a "hi" from Yi Lin, is sure touched her very much..^^

Top 8.=)..Whoah..Who is it arr..I think is gonna be Phoebe and Eelaine..:)
Ok..Since she my Pra-U Junior Husband..I must put her into my list..
Although we din't talked much compared to my other top people but she always there for me..She even always care about my feeling am I too stressed up but if possible I the one who hope she always alright..I am serious..
I don't really bear seeing her so stressed up..:)
Anyhow we both are a cute pair loving..Haha..

No 7  ..Whoah..So who again har..Hrmm..I think is gonna be Phoebe and May..=)

Ok..So actually after no more in high school, both of them have different way..I mean different world..

One is student of form 6 and another one is student of Segi College, so their life is kinda complicated but oh well..

Whenever they got this kind of breakfast together is always so sweet..:)

Always can listen what Phoebe complained about her form 6 life..She such a complain king..Arghh..

And May will listen whatever nonsense she said, she will just laugh and also will tell Phoebe her story in her college..:)

Two sweet person together always there for each other..:)..Talk and listen..Then over..Hehee..^^

By the way, May got boyfriend..:)..Sweet couple of them..^^

Top 6..Ok..Is kinda gan jiong when I don't know who to put due is like all of them is too sweet..But I know I must put..:)..Phoebe and Grace..
Ok..She is a sweet girl..I mean Grace..Grace and Phoebe always there for each other..I mean Grace always listen to what Phoebe's nonsense..Like Phoebe love Barbie and crazy for one person..
Grace always worried Phoebe when her mood is down but everything already alright..:)
I mean Phoebe understand and tried her best to give less trouble to Grace..Awww..
Beside they both always share this kind of understanding each other to each other..:)...I guess..^~^!!
Sweet couple of relationship..LOL..

Top 5..That is Phoebe and Ching Hui..Whoah..They both share a mutual sweet relationship from anime, how to see person and so so on..:)
This both is like a princess and a knight couple..Who the princess..Princess is Ching Hui meanwhile Phoebe is the charming knight who always protect the princess and also tease and play around with the princess..:)
Hehee..
Although the knight sometimes can go emo but the princess always there for her..Awww..OMG..
If need to mention all the top10 how the way they treat each other..I think I can make 10 essay..Muahahaha..

Top 4 and Top 3..Actually is kinda same rank but oh well..=)
Ok..So I mentioned the first is Phoebe and Crystal..:)
Very long relationship..:)..Nah..They just together in last year..Remember April 9 in facebook..Married?:P
Ok..So this year I forgot our anniversary but next year I will remember..:3!!
Well, we both is like a couple who always tease each other and always talked nonsense..Maybe is Phoebe only..Haha..
And sometimes phonecall or skype to each other..:)..
Always jock around as if flirting around but always kena shoot back by Crystal..Haha..
Their love story is always docky and funny..:)..I swear..Hahaa..

Next couple is Von San and Wai Teng..^^
Von San and Phoebe is same people..:)..
This two lover also called as wife and husband or husband and wife..=)

The naib Pengerusi of the Dana club and the Pengerusi of Dana club..

Ermm..Von San kinda cling on Wai Teng a lot..And treat her very special..-_-..I guess..Huhu~~!!
Next moment is every funny and stupid memory they both have in this year..Since they both together is around Julai..=)
Well, maybe Wai Teng still feel awkward toward to Von San so is always full of misunderstanding between both of them..
However Von San still so loving Wai Teng so much even she know that in future she gonna break up with her..
Awww..:(

Ok..So the Top 2..This top 2 is real..I mean is sweet..Not real..Is fiction..Klaine..=3..
Klaine??Okkk..Kurt and Blaine..Hahaaa..I am so crazzzzzzy about them..
Even the show put them break up..!!!But still the both couple is sweet..
Is somehow resemble me and Wai Teng in a good friendship way and also to other person..Maybe I act too much or I really like the way they treat each other!!-_-..Somehow..I feel..
Actually they both is super sweet even they both are gay in the show but so what..Like what Blaine mention "people fall in love is with person not the gender"..Simple as that..^^
I know I crazy till I watching the show and even skip to the part to them and most crazy I go search their picture..:)
Oh well, I know I can be so crazy about all this thing so just ignore me..Hahaa..

The most lovely couple I think all the time la..Not in 2012 is my dearest mom and dad..=)

Ok..Trust me..Sweetest couple..:)..

Award to them and is real..Haha..So all the above is just my stupid typing around mood..Haha..But for Top 2 and Top 1..:')

Awwww..

I really hope Klaine will together back..Please~~=3

Write at 25/26-12-2012 by -VoN S@N-

Chapter 463 (Imagination always make me gone weeeee~~)

 Kurt is trying his best to study/doing homework and then Blaine just want to have fun with Kurt..=3

I love them..Klaine..^^

So when Phoebe was in the room introduce herself saying she came from Malaysia and stay at England with her god-mother/aunt(Is it the same..^^) and going to study here for 1 month for the sake of learn about what is the difference of this college..NYADA..

So when she was sitting on her table that the professor told to and then she was taking out her laptop as while a mini album to put beside her.

Just then a guy beside her asked her what is that.."Is a picture album" say Phoebe as she was actually taking out her camera to start taking picture of the note when professor was showing.

"Can I see??" said Kurt.."By the way, my name is Kurt.." continue saying..

"sure..Oh well..You can see without asking my permission as long you don't lost it.."..Phoebe was clicking the button to take the next slide pic..

"Sure sure..I will make sure I won't lost it"..Kurt said as he looking through the album.."Babe?Darling?Husband?..All is different girl...Is this all your ex?"

Phoebe chuckle awhile as she look at Kurt "Well, Kurt..they are important people for me..Especially certain people like them..Anyhow I am straight not les but there got one girl I really adore." as Phoebe said finish she  show Kurt some picture of one girl which the folder name "Wai Teng"..

"who she?..Is it someone you mentioned very important"..Kurt continue..

"Ya..Her name is Wai Teng..I know her last year ago through my form 6 year..High School years..She is my husband"..Phoebe said as looking through the picture that she took with Wai Teng..

"U like her??"Kurt is curious about Phoebe and Wai Teng's relationship..

"I don't like her but I love her a lot..A lot..Really a lot even I am straight but she someone important to me"..Phoebe continue saying as she close the folder and show Kurt her other friends..

"Phoebe..Can I ask you a question..I mean you love her but you still call other person sweet name..Isn't that wrong?" Kurt still thinking about how Phoebe can cheat Wai Teng feeling but he also know that she mentioned that she straight..What about Wai Teng??Is she straight or les?

"Well, you see my this friend husband, she know I got a lot of this person around me but she know that I put her into very high list..I not cheating her..Just that I know she care about me this friend and she also have a lovely boyfriend..I think I answering all your thought and question.."As Phoebe look at Kurt and saw a cute little bow tie ring.."From your girlfriend?"

"My boyfriend?Ex.."Kurt pout as he feel sad and hurt after Blaine cheated him so deeply..

"Awww..What happen..You seem still like him..I mean if you never love a person, you will throw all the things away"..Phoebe can still feel Kurt is being sad and she can understand why he asking is she les..

"He cheat..I know that long distance relationship is hard to maintains but he doesn't need to to like that right?"Kurt start to tear out a little as he said..
"Well..Don't sad..Hrmm..Later after the class, find me in this room.."Phoebe give Kurt a paper after she write down something and is show that the paper is written "counseling room" and some long notes.."I am actually coming here to be 1 month counselor as well to learn and study"..Phoebe close her laptop and then she on her way out of the room..

Kurt looking at the paper with a full note saying:

If he cheat you..Is his wrong but if he confront to you then is up to you to forgive him or not..

Anyhow I don't really know what happen but I can feel you and the guy is kinda sweet..

I think is the ring and some of your thing in your pencil box that I saw..Anyhow good luck..:)

Meet you soon

Stop here..

Ok..This is just a fiction story that I make for fun..:)

I am Phoebe the counselor as well a girl who always flirt around...Haha..

I mean I crazy with the cute couple..Klaine..I know is both guy but so what..:P!!

Haha..Happy Merry Christmas Eves..:)

I miss all my important fellow like babes(Crystal),Husband(Wai Teng),Piggie(Ching Hui),Darling(Yi Hui) and other more..:)

PS:I passed my license..Feel relief and happy..^^

Now gonna go watch my Glee Show..:P

Write at 24.12.2012 by -VoN S@N-

Chapter 462(Update for my wish and important note)

I love this pic..Hehee

Thank for the kakak who help us take..=)

Still got few more picture inside my mini album that bought by Ching Hui..Thank to her a lot..=3

Ok..I know I delay for so long due I having this recover mood from my sadness that I have gone through for my car license..=(

No matter how I must pass..Or not I will cry like hell again..Maybe to think of suicide..@~@

I can and must do it..=3

Ok..
Back to main topic..I feel like posting out what Wai Teng wrote for me le..Hehe but I am very sure she gonna chop me if I do so..I still love my life..:)~!!

So I plan to blog about reviews..You know I know..Is like overall reviews although I feel somehow guilty..I delete or lock certain post..*meeps*..><!!
I actually got a lot of thing to post but when I stuck on one post too long..I end up don't know what I post about already..Short term memory sux..:(

Ok..Next thing I want to post is I want to get my smart phone and my license so much..Arghhhhhh..Feel myself kinda useless..:(
Want to work hard and smart..Tee Hee..Oh well..Better read back my post and start preparing for last review..Fuufuuuu~~=)

Write at 18-12-2012 by -VoN S@N-