Chapter 485(Exam screws de..=(..Rumors is getting weirder and weirder..@@~!)

Me and Wai Teng..:D!!GOSH GOSH!!SHE IS SHOO PRETTY..:P

I love her a lot..:)
I actually love a lot of person right..:P
Well~~:)

Well today exam Account and no need to know how worst I done it..=-=!!

So before exam I went to ERC to study..Not said study but to do some past year question..:)

Alone doing..I don't really got this habits to study group or what..:(..I am too noob..I always be the listener to listen what people teach me only..*sob*~

Arghh..Actually before Account, my econ and PA also screw like shit..=-=..Von San, stop playing..Start be seriousssssssss!!

Meepss..:)..So ya I am going to on sis's laptop and study PP..YEAH!!

And ya...I think the rumors going to fade off soon..Phew~~:)!!At least is better right..=3..I mean I kinda feel pity to that person..:(!!Well, don't worry it will fade off then yeah.

I will have my big big family in Form 6 once again cause I love you all equally I guess...Okla.Maybe more to girl, less to guy..Hahaa..:D

And I should be alright..At lease I got rumors in my schooling life..Hoho..:)!!

Although last few day I was super emo but now everything alright..:)!!Ok..Study PP..:)!!I feel like I got more thing to post but revision and exam first kay..:P

Write at 25.04.2013 by -VoN S@N-

Chapter 484 (If I can take it easy..Hrmm~)

No picture today..Why?No mean no..Lazy to take..Settle..
Hrm..I can't post at twitter because I don't really like to make people misunderstood??I mean I love to have this random mind thinking and so I will post love quotes , sad quotes and so many more weird word because I think inside the house got this philosophy feeling..Hoho..:)!!*act smart again* 

So I can conclude this few day not really a good day for me..I been thinking so many negative thing..=(
Haixz..Sometimes I know is my own problem who keep all these unnecessary thing to be fuss about..
Maybe I just hate myself sometimes..Thank to my so called smart detective brain that I really want to found out some stupid truth so now making myself so bullshit..ARGHH!!

Wai Teng today ask me did I do compared??Is her or other person?LOL!!
I said cannot compare la~~Both is good and I no feeling for both now..
Ok..The 1st I just playing around la~~You know just goofing around..=-=!!Then I clear my mind..
The 2nd one is so sudden!!NO MAKE SENSE AT ALL WEI!!So I am super sure is prank..Is just prank..~~ 

Ok..I know sure got wonder what I talking about..Is just haixz.T_T!!I don't know la..:(
I feel myself so unlucky..=(
I keep on thinking these day how can such a nice conditions human being will like me??=-=!!Well..I know because of this prank too much until now the human being scare of me..:O!!I AM NOT SCARY..*sob sob*!!
And one more thing..The human is really a very good condition..Hrmm..Let me use some branded item to label it..The human is like errmm ermm a very good quality item meanwhile me is like a pasar malam item..=3
So is sound ridiculous..

And ya I am so glad I think..:D!!Cause today someone told me about something that make me feel better..:D!!First is to proof is prank..So yay!!
Then second is about a human told me that human is like "sporty type of girl"..OK..So settle de..=3..
Feel so better...

OMG!!BLOG you really making me feel better..Hoho!!:)!!
Thank again..I should be alright..:)!!Plus junior coming soon so the human will you know...Tee Hee..
I am a such a cute cupid..:P

Write at 23.04.2013 by -VoN S@N-

Chapter 483(Daily post I guess..:) )

Haunted House Adventure..Oh well..I actually don't really like myself inside the picture..Hair cacated then look so pale..Sigh..But is a nice picture because got a lot of awesome people inside ya!..:3..!!Hoho

OMG!!So long no post..Actually got a lot of thing to post but oh well..I just so so lazy yaaa..Hahaa..Ok so first at all..I am officially very happy I know my feeling or my very confusing moment..Hahaa..Is really feel great..:3..

Thank to someone in my class that make me found that I care someone and another person more..Super care..I guess..:P!!Hahaa

Then then I should take care myself more ya..=-=!!I know I am scary sometimes so ya..Take care myself..:P!!

And I technically miss a lot of person like Crystal, Sook May and etc etc la~~=3..Nah my exam is super near so no play play..:3..Hoho!!

Not to mention that I should study tonight..=3..Exam is so so scary..=(!!

Especially STPM..=-=!!I wonder how my bro and sis can go through it..I am so salute to them..*love*!

Ok next next..I am so gonna state here..I don't even care whoever want to judge me..=-=!!

I am still stick with my opinion..I won't care it anymore..I can be cruel..Super cruel..So just wait and see..

For what I am doing is for you and my own good..So is call selfish but is alright..

If you reading this..Just to let you know..I got someone I really care..And no one can really replace that person for now..No one..So ya..:)

Be cruel to me..I am alright..Not first time kena de..=)

Next I want to state who I really care..For now..Really care..

• My family..Of cause..:)!!Including my two doggy..:P
• My Form 6 friends..They are all someone that so important to me...I am serious..
• Crystal, Sook May and etc etc..;)
• Elise Wong, Stephanie and so many more..:P
• Tuition Friends..:)!!As well teacher..
• My life..My STPM..

So ya..This is my list..I remember I state my blog is like my black and white proof..So once this is posted meaning everything is already been cop and be approved..Ok..Study Von San..:)

Write at 21.04.2013 by -VoN S@N-

Chapter 482 ( A magic coin put into my pocket )

Acolyte.. One of my favorite job when I play RO last time..:)

OMG..So long din't post..Gosh..:)..I also don't know what happen to me..Maybe was super busy with my PBS..Actually everyone also busy with PBS..So well..:(

Ok..I actually feel happy when everything is calm back down..I guess so..=/

What is happiness..I mean how can I archive happiness..Everytime I feel happy but deep down I super scare..I scare a lot of thing..I think this sound fake..Hahaa..

Maybe I still wonder this question "If I die?" or maybe I migrate to other country and one day I lost memory..So whatever happen in Malaysia will vanish like "poof"..

I won't really worried so much that I can recall back or not..Or maybe one day I saw whatever I post and laugh at it wonder why this girl so weird..Yes..WEIRD..

Ok..I will just post today thing..:)..I actually wonder every step I walk..I mean I know I going to a world that I have to be alert for all the thing..:)

Oh ya..Thank to Jason..:)..This Jason is not those Jason I mention..He is special one..

Someone who I dislike sometimes but whatever he said, I will listen..:)

I admit when he talk, my heart break a little..Seriously a little but I know the attention..He nice..:)

Thank again..Even I know I am kinda selfish and put my pride super high so in here I only can thank you in here..=)

Hrmm..I actually still got PBS haven't settle so tomorrow settle..:)

Now I want to do some other thing that I been neglect for this week..:(..Arghh..

Write at 06.04.13 by -VoN S@N-

Chapter 481(Awww..I am just a clinging human being)

If you wonder who this pretty gal beside me..Her name is Beatrice Yew Jia Yi aka Angel(the name I name her last year..LOL)

She from SMK Sultan Ahmad(Ok..I don't know the school name~~Sorry~)

Same tuition with me..Billy Tuition.=3..

Hahaa..So ya I kinda moody due most of my friends went to the JPAM camp and left me hanging there like I am so lonely..*sob**sob*..:(

So got the weekend tuition with Ryan and Lilyan and Jia Yi but Lilyan din't come on Sunday..*emo*..T_T!!
My "only friend" in my class din't come to tuition on Sunday..How could she..T_T!!(I think she gonna kill me soon if I keep using the "only friend")..

So Sunday is me, Jia Yi and Ryan..Three human being in the tuition center..LOLOLOL~><

Okok..;D..I feel myself so bad today said the sentences:

 "If Jia Yi is in my school maybe I won't really so close with Wai Teng.."

LOL!!I am just playing la plus I imagine if she in my school she not gonna talk to me or what right??So stay in tuition can de..Hahaa..*Selfish*

Oh ya..Hw, Assignment and so many thing I haven't do yet..*bang wall*..:(~~

Ciaoxz human being..:D!!
I miss the human so much but well..:D!!~~

Write at 10.03.2013 by -Von S@N-

Chapter 480(Memory that won't fade in March)~

I have a happy life during primary and secondary..
But those life gave me a lot of lesson of life..Trauma of life..

Such as bullies by those person that I really hate..Sorry..I not being sarcastic but I think I should thank to them who make me so tensed up during Secondary(Especially SECONDARY..=( ) until I really do appreciate friends although I complain but like I mentioned although I complain is just complain..Nothing much so no worry..:D

I think for now I really don't want to think problem or anything weird again..=(

Chapter 479 (Long notes for February feeling..:D)

March here and ya a lot of thing I need to settle especially PA PBS Project..
Next is of cause study for my up coming trial exam..;(..Feel like crying..*sob**sob*
So ya March is like a busy month for me..I feel like every week is a busy week for me..*piff*

Ok so ya this is a long February notes..

I actually got a lot of thing to post but something just stuck there so I just post my main speech for blog..:)

I am actually very happy for having a lovely family..:)
Although I got this bad temper and I trying my best to change but is kinda fail..:(
Oh well..Hard task for me..:)
I love the moment during CNY..:D!!Although my bro and sis got their own event and I still like a kid who stick to my parent..=3..
And ya certain of my parent's friends who said I am still young..Still kid..Wait I got my own world then I will fly away from them..:(
I feel like I don't want..I want to stay with my family for special occasional..Like CNY,Christmas and so so on..
I still hope what I wrote today is still work in future..Is like a reminder..Is like a jobs but ya I love it..=)

Next is ya my school thing..=)
I think even form6 is hard but I must work hard on it..:D!!No lazy bum bum for me..:D
And I must really state one thing..:)
I love all of Form 6 human being..Ya I admit I do complain a lot but I never really hate them...I just complain..Haha
Ya..I still admit I "LOVE" all my form 6 friends..A lot a lot a lot..:)

And I think is important decision..
Adila told me about the 3 month theory..And I feel the time is come..I actually don't know what to do..;(
But I know is time for me to be tough and strong..
Is just a immature feeling of it during form 6..I guess..=(

*Von San, that doesn't mean you need to get yourself someone you like cause your bro and you sis also couple in form 6..Ok dear..*

Time to tell myself to wake up and give up..No need to think something so complicated right..Hahaa..

Oh ya..I got certain notes must post..:)
I got like so happy got so many zi mui and heng dai in form 6..=)

I mean I really happy la..I treat them like one of my mini family..Hahaa...;3

Actually I called some of them like my brother...=)

For my sister is ....I want list but too manyyyyyyy!!!Is like every class of girl I treat them like sister..Hehe..:D

Kla..I should be more positive and forget whatever moody thinking..:)..Von, you cannot fall in like with a guy you know is no happy ending kay..*nods*

Write at 02.03.2013 by -VoN S@N-