Chapter 497 (Time to face reality wei!!*pouts*)

Even the reality is such a cruel stuff but well..I will still have to face it eventually..*Pouts*..

Thinking positive so at least I must overcome my so called new obstacle

I thought when I said break up mean break up and why you still forcing me to love you another few more month..WHY!!:(

Ok..Since I got one month to face you, so yes I will make sure I love you a lot, need you a lot as well you love me too..Tee Hee..!!

Who the "you"..I will show it in future if I remember to draw..XD!!Wakakaka!

*I got a big nose, imperfect teeth*

Imperfect make me feel unique and weird..*yippie*!..Another way to comfort myself.

Ok so ya..Retaking subject...ARGH!!:(..Haixz..T_T!!

Need to buy revision book..=_=!

Need to start and facing it every sec, every min and ya every hour and thank since I am so freaking free..SO YA MATI FOCUS THESE TWO SUBJECT..Might still finding job to do since I know my craziness of study not everyday!!Tralaalala~!! 

Hrmmm..I think sometimes I can be so creepy just listening voice chat..*bluekxz*...

Tomorrow another day with my leng lui~..I must know how to wake up myself man!!:(

Write at 11.02.2014 by -VoN S@N-

Chapter 496 (I wish I could~~)

Selfie combination during CNY..X)

Hahaha..Currently no need take picture since I got lot more picture to slowly post..:3

Btw, I been addicted to this soft song from the movie ARRIETTY(STUDIO GHIBLI)!!

The song giving me the oriental yet classical feeling..:)

Opss..By the way I think certain habits I got here is ermmmm..I actually love phone call..I mean I can really phone call my friend for 1 hour if I am not doing anything..Except watching drama, movie or really doing stuff so ya phone call for me is actually quite normal thing..

Also depend my phone got credit or not..If no then no need think of phone call lo..Tee Hee..

Hrmm..I think is it sometimes I will pause my life awhile and think of lot of stuff..
Ermm..One of the stuff is my current friendship..I been questioning myself..Am I taking Voon Yee like a replacement??..After awhile..I think and confirm is no..=)
What I meant here is :-

1. Yes I don't admit I treat Voon Yee nice but actually from the beginning of last year I treat a lot people nice mah..Can't you all feel it..T_T!
2. I still love a lot of my friends..Creating memory with every each is super duper important to me..X3..Big example "TMR I GONNA LUNCH WITH MY BABE"..:3~
3. I still love my Aisyah in the lenglui gang(Adila named it..They all leng lui je..I not leng lui)..So Aisyah "do you want to be my boyfiee?"..She said she always mine for now..:3~!
4. And if people asking why I seem going out with them is like mostly cause we only out few hour not whole day..Maybe will plan for whole day like that but need time..Since I can't really out..:D!
5. Ok yala..I do phone call with Voon Yee yesterday 1 hour..HELLO..I call quite a lot people don't know how many times, to this don't know how many times..Like I said, I got credit, I got mood I call..:D!!^^
6. That all..When I think of it I type la..I treat mostly everyone equally..Everyone is important to me..:P

And yes I really feel you avoid me wei..So I think we just let everything cool down then will you find me back like last time..Please say will cause I am tired of thinking of negative stuff..I have to do a lot of thing to make myself happy..I just can keep recall how nice you are to me since A to Z..Thank..

Oh ya..Need to keep on commitment with my exercise..I not sure it is really work but well..I not a type of exercise girl and doing the 30min++ of simple aerobic dance hope it help..I really want to cut some of my fats..*pouts*..I want wear pretty shirt, dress and skirt..Really want..And COSPLAY TOO!!><

Write at 08.02.2014 by -VoN S@N-

Chapter 495 (Sometimes is like a dream~)

"Dream as if you will live forever.Live as if you will die Today"

Nice quotes..:)..Haha..Took this pic on Voon Yee's bed when she was busy picking what shirt to wear meanwhile I am tired for sleeping the 4 hour nap..=_=..Trust me, insomnia is torturing..I end up have to on Studio Ghibli's musicbox song that around 50++min to make me go sleep..=/

The feeling of crying is there but it can't so it sux..:(

Oh well..I let Voon Yee know..Ermm..How to said..I don't really like to lies my friend..Or maybe I too follow my policy so ya usually certain friends, I don't really lies but I do hide cause I don't want too many people to know about stuff that related to me..Sometimes it give me big trouble and also them..:(..Me don't like big troubles..Headaches..:(

Plus when I can feel something, I really feel unright, I tend to become super emo..HAIXZ~

Luckily I think Voon Yee can tolerate my craziness..Haha..Also Aisyah..Most funny is when Adila keep repeating during that day..I was so INNOCENT..How could you all keep bully me when I did nothing wrong??>< Tee Hee..:D

Ermm..Don't know since when I do always go out with those bunch..Maybe cause we all are crazy...*WAITAMIN*..I think only I am crazy one..Haha..It like once a week or once a two week, I sure go out with them for a lunch or breakfast..Maybe that few hour is better than nothing..LOL!

Today gossip..Wait..Is more like update a lot of stuff to Gwen!!~~

Due she always/seldom can come out like us..ALSO SELDOM ON FB..=_=..Haha

She is Voon Yee's beloved..:3~!

Aren't that both are so sweet..Haha..Is always nice that every stage you got someone that you feel important..

For me is Aisyah..Currently..HAHA!!I have to change..I must let go of Aisyah..T..T!!

Oh well..Today unexpected visit from Jia Qian, Jacklyn, Alvin and Daven..YAY!..Haha..Is so unexpected..Still having fun few hours with them..Tee Hee!!:D

Most funny part is when we all was sending wechat voice to Adila and Adila only can recognize two people that is Jacklyn and Jia Qian..

She can't recall Daven and Alvin..LOL!!Sad die Daven..@~@!

What I should post more for today??I also not sure..Should be that all..Was actually hoping that today I should feel much more better.

Am I a weirdo??I will never try to bring problem to a place where I can feel fun..Haixz..Tonight I must sleep more than 5 hour..HAHA!~

Me with COCONUT ICE-CREAM MILKSHAKE..:D

Damn freaking full..HAHA!!

Thank my dear boyfiee(Aisyah) treating me this yummy drink..HEHE!!

Another nice day have past..Time to have a proper rest..

Eventually I think I miss this particular human being~My Sunway Boss..Tee Hee~

Write at 07.02.2014 by -VoN S@N-

Chapter 49(heart) ( The feeling to post stuff is back)~

Am I look so amazingly cool??I mean ya cool..CNY DAY 3 took..Hahaa..Feel like change profile pic to this one but is ok la..Policy change once a month..LOL!

Know what??

What?

I can post and post a lot of post using a lot of different picture..Hahaa..

Is like when I got the mood of taking pic, it will be more than I can handle..*meeps*~!

Well went to Pn Wong's house during CNY day 4..Who Pn Wong??..One of my best addmath tuition teacher..Hahaa..The way she teach me make my ADDMATH from FAIL TO PASS AND GET B during SPM..

Not saying proud but a lazy fella like me can get a average result make me go weeee~~~Haha..Thank to that time Zhen Jian and Sook May intro to me..

And also get to know this few bandar sunway human being..:)!!

Anyhow I really feel awkward but still alright..All nice people hang out together will eventually become awesome..=)

Sigh..I saw Adila post about result 10th of Feb and I was like =_=..Save me man!!Those result is killing me indirectly..:(~!

I did told my papa my result is really not good..I mean I don't know la..:(..I not smart but I got a selfish desire now..Pass everything..PLS PASS..And get a super good result for my ACCOUNT!><!! *bang wall*

So February event..Hrmm..I not sure what event got yet..Ermmm mostly I still want to go check out government braces for price..YES...I don't know why I want to go make braces but a word is I love braces..HAHA~~!!Voon Yee, sorry for trouble you about this case..><..*paiseh paiseh*~! For a moment I love VOON YEE A LOT hahaa..I always trouble with her my stuff..As usual, my selfish stuff..*pouts*~!

Ok..Time to my photos again..Thought of watching drama but well result make me emo more now..Haixz haixz..:(..

Regret is always have but I just don't know how to face it..T_T!!

Yes..I miss you..Can I chat with you..Can I throw away my pride again??:(..I don't know..Haixz..Is like my pride is killing me eventually..I think around 11 something I will talk to you..Maybe??Or maybe not??I not sure..

Doraemon!! Me love Doraemon..Gosh..If I got the last gadget(camera) I can wear a lot of kind of awesome beautiful dress, shirt and even cosplay!! WOO HOO!! 

Ok..I back to reality..Haha!!

Write at 04.02.2014 by -VoN S@N-

Chapter 493(Extraordinary feeling on New Year)~!

Me and my beloved papa..Haha..During CNY..Being so attached to my dad so I can go there and here..Wakakaka~~

Trust me..I officially feel sick right now..Haixz..I sometimes asking what I want but at then end..I feel myself a bitch..Seriously??Yes..

I don't know what to said but I think the feeling is got but not so deep..Maybe is I already feel myself like so big girl liao~~Hrmmm

Kla..I need rest..~~I mean edit pic..HAHA~~!!

Write at 03.02.2014 by -VoN S@N-

Chapter 492 (HAPPY CHINESE NEW YEAR)~

Aisyah and Phoebe..The two crazy retarder girls you cannot miss out..:3

Actually still got more crazy fella..Haha

OK!!HAPPY CHINESE NEW YEAR 2014~XD

There is so much stuff I need to do..

Hehe!~

Actually wanted to post one of today pic but I just too tired and my face is so freaking round..:(..*not a good feeling*

How to keep lose fats during CNY?!!Is like all the good yummy delicious food is looking me and asking me "want eat me?"..with the innocent look..HAHA!~
So ya will continue my routines after my day with CNY~

Sigh..Now really got too much of CNY PIC..And sorry I need to edit..:(..My nose got pimples...Trust me is sux..:(..And thank to myself that I actually got the habits to remove those pimples only~~PIMPLES ONLY..Usually I won't edit my face to sharp or "v" shape..HAHA~~I will keep on cut down my fat..It might take forever but well..I must do it anyhow..:D~~!!

I will try my best upload more and more pic I took..Using DSLR..THANK PAPA~:3 

Tee Hee~!! 

Since I really need to edit quite a lot of pic..+ FILTER TOO~!! Hehe

Oh ya..Did I mention about the comfortable zone??Nah..Already reach the level??I don't know..I getting confused and confused..I wonder is it because my principle that save me from simply thinking nonsense or this is the very first time I drop to that kind of situation..

Well~~Can't think much..ANYHOW HAPPY CHINESE NEW YEAR PEOPLE..:)

Write at 03.02.2014 by -VoN S@N-..

PS:Will update very soon..ME PROMISE..TEE HEE~XD

Chapter 491 ( Complicated+Weirdo)

As usual..I never really look normal in some sense..Hahaa~
Weirdo me is back..Tee Hee~!!X)

ALERT!!I am having a dizzy moment so I can't ensure what post I am gonna post..*paiseh*~!

Well I want to go studyyyyyyyyyyy..I mean I getting jelly those who studying right now..I feel so lifeless..So I everyday also need to plan what stuff I need to do which mostly is all surfing internet..XD!!

Oh ya..I bought all my cny stuff(not really bought all but you know is just a term of buying new shirts,dress,pant)..Ok I no buy dress nor pant..><..Just shirts+short..^^!! And haven't buy shoes but think of it, I got a lot of nice and good looking shoes so no need buy..Save money on other stuff that is important to me..Tee Hee!~~

Anyhow I really feel happy to have lot of awesome friend..I mean I love all of my friends..Hahaa..:3 

Thank to Jason aka Sao Yong who really tolerated me a lot wei..*feeling bad*

And those who let me crazy with..Wakakaka..XD!

Suddenly felt myself like become more aunty+childish pattern..What is mean??

Well..Ermm I remember I will always pin point out certain stuff when the price is reasonable..Example "Babe, this storage is good la..Got roller..Can roll..Price also ok"..Or today to Voon Yee "Voon Yee, the reject shop sell short buy 1 free 2 wei"..XD!~~

Oh ya..Today I lost in BIG AEON!:( Suck feeling..I hate place which have a lot of maze..Gah!!:( 

My sense of direction, please be good to me once again..Haha!!

Ermm...I actually missing certain stuff but sorry..I am a very coward human actually..The obstacle this time is something I don't want to face so once we both cool down..*even u said you no mad me but your behaviour is somehow betray yourself so I understand..X3*Ya will give time for you..Cause as usual you are so freaking important to me..To this guy name SYakaJ_ _ _ _..Tee Hee~~ 

What next..OK..EXERCISE MAN!!THE CONSISTENCE MUST EXIST!!

Then clean my room also..Wakakaka~~X) Can't wait to created more and more happy memory with my friends..Tee Hee!!

By VoN_S@N~~28.01.2014...The 1st post in 2014...Will try my best spam more..Nyaaaaaa~~:)