Chapter 542 ( Love that never gone 1.1)

I suddenly like doing this pose..I mean I look kinda weird..I am weird..

Me and Mun aka my lady boss..

I got the mood to continue my story I guess..Anyhow I been addicted to yaoi like so seriously..OmO!! Forgive my weird err addict stuff..

Anyhow I want to continue my story before my idea run out..

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Ernest : Phoebe, you can still think twice ya..

Phoebe : You don't make me hate you also..*Phoebe key in Marilyn's data inside one of her system* Another hour I going to take her go the the world that she going to face..Either the final ending is how, is not our business..Ok?

Ernest : At least...

Phoebe : Ok, we be her guardian angel ok?

Ernest : That why I always like partner with you..*hug Phoebe* Thank again

Phoebe : No need thank, is mostly to guard her not to do any mistake in her second life.. Let go tell Marilyn this good news.. Anyhow let bet about their love?

Ernest : Serious?? I do wish everything will be sweet story..

Phoebe : Then the another girl will sad..Ernest, nothing is perfect.. 

Ernest : But I thought...

Phoebe : I already said I just bring her to the another world but that world is existed..

Ernest : Don't tell me is another alternative world? *Phoebe nod her head* I thought..

Phoebe : I got message from lady Anna, she tell me use alternative world instead of the world we create.. 

Ernest : Alright.. 

At the room Marilyn sitting waiting..

Phoebe : Hi Marilyn, another 10min you will coming back to your own world..Everything will be the same...

Ernest : Except he not your boyfriend and we both will be your relatives as if cousin to check on you and so so on...

Phoebe : Ya..Deal??

Marilyn : Sure..Thank Master Phoebe..*tears a bit*

Phoebe : Call me Phoebe and him Ernest..We are your cousin from now on..Till the next 10 years after the contract end..

Marilyn : But won't you guys is the fallen angel in here?

Ernest : No worried, 10 years to us is just 1 day..So is gonna be a long story for you and for us but after we come back here, is just a dream.. 

Marilyn :....Thank...*start crying*

Phoebe : Your thank can be over..Come here, drink this water before we start going ok?*Marilyn drinking and she faint*

After awhile.........

Marilyn :*open her eyes*...Where am I now??

Marilyn's mom : Oh dear, what time you thinking now..Faster get ready for your class..

Marilyn : Mom??*hug her mom tight*..Mom, I miss you so so much..Super miss..

Marilyn's mom : What are you saying, my dear..Don't miss your first day in new area ok...

Marilyn : Alright...*quickly do her own routine and the moment she step out from her house* Phoebe..Ernest..

Phoebe : Do you know how long we waited for you..Let go, I don't want late for class..

Ernest : Don't so mean..Marilyn first day in this area ok..

Phoebe : Like I care.. Let go.. *Three of them walk to college*

Inside the class..

Louis : Phoebe, who the new girl??

Phoebe : She my cousin..Her name is Marilyn..

Marilyn : Hi L...*Phoebe pinch Marilyn a bit* Ouch.. Phoebe..

Ernest : He is Louis.. 

Marilyn : Hi Louis..

Louis : Hi Marilyn..First day in this area..We can be your tour guide in here..

Marilyn : Sure thank Louis...*looking at him* *suddenly* 

Jeslyn : Hey guys..*look at Louis then Marilyn* Hi..You sure is the new girl here..

Marilyn : You are...

Jeslyn : Wait I haven't intro myself..I am Jeslyn..

Louis : Jeslyn is our class rep and also...*looking at Jeslyn*

Chris : Louis being shy again..Jeslyn and Louis..Hahaa..Hi I am Chris..I am the assistant class rep..

Marilyn : Hi Chris, you guys are so kind..

Jeslyn : Welcome dear..*hug Marilyn then hold Louis's hand*  Later today we go out for tea time? 

Louis : Is a great idea..Want to join along?

Phoebe : I am ok..What about you Marilyn?

Marilyn : Err...I think I am ok..

Ernest : Then let go after class..*Look at Phoebe* 

Phoebe : Yes Mr Ernest?? Anything, if nothing let get back our seat before lecturer come in..

Ernest : Nothing..

After class before Phoebe and Ernest pull Marilyn into their car for a personal talk.

Ernest : Marilyn, you really want to go?

Marilyn : What you mean?

Phoebe : You know that Louis and Jess is a couple..Ernest feel your pain so if you don't want to go then you can eventually go home..We can give an excuse to them..

Marilyn :..*she silent awhile*..But...I..Err..I don't know..Can I still hope??I mean can I? I want to go..I want to see him..

Ernest : Woman..The worst animal in the world..

Phoebe : Can't deny..You can't do anything to a woman that deeply fall in love with her man.. * Marilyn blurr looking at them thinking what their message mean*.. Marilyn, then we three go together..

Ernest : Extra info, you cannot mention anything regarding you know him ok?? I mean..It one of the rules..

Marilyn : Ok..Sorry about that..

At the cafe.......................

Ok I am going to stop here cause I don't know how to continue for now.. O.O!! Sowieee~~

Chapter 541 ( Love that never gone)

Nozomi Tojo School Uniform Version

Photo by Soup no Studio

Thank you..

I still got a long way to improve my cosplay..

Ok so ya I getting bored again and there a story inside my mine..Can I crap it out?? Thank You..

Character Name:

• Louis
• Marilyn
• Chris
• Jeslyn
• Phoebe
• Ernest 

Do you imagine your love one will happen during school/uni/college life?? Do you believe in eternity love??

Phoebe : No I don't believe at all..

Ernest  : Just face the fact..It happen all the time..

Phoebe : That is only happen in fairy tale not in reality world ok..

Ernest  : Negative FREAK!! *Phoebe stare back to Ernest* 

Phoebe : I am being realistic freak instead of you being imagination freak..

Lady Anna : Alright you two stop arguing nonsense and get your case done now..

Phoebe : Yes my lady..*looking at her notice with Ernest * Marilyn Lenard..18 year old..

Ernest   : Reason??

Phoebe :Sudden sickness..Alright let go see this Marilyn together..

Ernest  : What make her have this sudden sickness..

In another room..

Marilyn : ....Can I know where am I?

Phoebe : Hi Miss Marilyn..My name is Phoebe and his Ernest..Ermmm..Can you remember what were you doing before you come here?

Marilyn :..I was reading a sweet love letter..I was..*suddenly*..Before that, I was having an argument with my boyfriend..

Ernest   : Ok..That is more than enough..The fact I just want to tell you that you have come...to another world..

Marilyn : What you mean by that..

Phoebe  :..Ernest, why can't you be more direct?? *look at Marilyn*..Marilyn , you already dead..We both are your fallen angel but we are not devil or those demon...We just have our attitudes that make us not qualified as an angel..*smack her head*

Ernest   : Alright..We just want to know what your last wish only..

Marilyn : What you mean I have dead..*start to tear*..Is it cause of my sickness..*both of them nodded their head*

Phoebe  : Ok..Since you already know so want to tell us your last wish and see what we can do for you..

Marilyn : I want see him..*start crying*..There a lot of thing we haven't accomplish together..Master Phoebe, I don't want to die..I want continue living..

Ernest   : This kind of wish again..*feeling headache*..What about you tell us why we must let you have this chances?

Marilyn :Do you experiences a love that you know that will be your last..

Phoebe : In drama, I see a lot but how confirm you know that will be your last..I thought the reason you die is cause of argument?

Marilyn : It was a stupid argument..Please just for the last time..Let me do all the wishlist with him..Please..*begging toward to Phoebe*

Phoebe  : ...Ernest, you settle..

Ernest   : Ok..What your wishlist with him??The all you mean..

Marilyn : Married and till we die..

Phoebe  : STOP IT..Ernest, let me handle this..Miss Marilyn, you already dead..That no way what bullshit you are saying it then it will be done..We can't approve..Not even a bit..

Marilyn : This is my only wish..That I hope can be done..

Phoebe : Sigh..Sure we can done this deal with you in term and condition..

Ernest   : Phoebe, you not going to do this right..

Phoebe : 10 year..You can be with him in 10 year but he will totally forget about you..Everything is like a restart machine..10 year time...After 10 year, whatever wish you haven't done is not our problem..Deal?

Marilyn : Deal..Is not a long year but is more than enough..

Ernest   : Marilyn, you will suffered with lot of pain..Phoebe haven't explain properly..He won't remember you and you will have to work hard..What make it more worst he will have a girlfriend..Don't ask why and how it will be like that but that is the term and condition..10 year time you won't die and if you try..The punishment will be more worst..

Marilyn :.....

Phoebe : This is the deal you have with us..Yes or no..I give you 1 min to think..

Marilyn : Yes..

Phoebe  : Ok..Later soon I will come back with you and explain slowly what you have to do..Ok? Excuse us first..

Phoebe and Ernest went out..

Ernest : Phoebe, what you think you doing..10 year is going be very suffer..Do you understand?!!

Phoebe : I let her choose..To her it might not..To us is just equivalent as 1 day only...

Ernest  : Do you know when a people suffer, time tend to go more slow??

Phoebe : I don't know..I don't want to know..Ernest, let go and prepared the procedure ok?? Whatever it is, is just another visual world for her only to accept all these thing..We creating her last wish..Her selfish last wish ok..Lady Anna won't blame us use that technique..

Ernest : But is not real..

Phoebe : As long she feel is real is more than enough..No one know what is real or what not real..Who the hell going to tell the another world that we are existed until they are dead..Until they have to go through us?? Do you understand?? At the end, we giving her the most realistic world..Everything is same just the another world won't be involve so we won't break the promise that have set..

Ernest : Ok..I don't like see the suffer moment..

Phoebe :...ERNEST, what about you go into the room and let her be clear that her wish won't be done.. Settle?

Ernest :..I give up..

Lady Anna : How do you think??

Klifford    : Just let them two settle..Marilyn and Louis..No one will know what going to happen right??

Lady Anna : Most of person will have that kind of wish but if we will have to fulfilled it, we will make lot of trouble so the best way is to put her into another alternative world..

Klifford      : Anna, let slowly observe ok?? 

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So let end here ya..I mean I start crapping when I feel is a must..*OwO*

Group photos with these senpais/ amazing people..

Thank ya..^^~~

Write at 3.02.2015 by -VoN S@N-

Chapter 540 ( People call fangirling, I call it stalker!!)

People call is fangirling but I feel more like stalker..

Ernest, Dan Khoo, Wai Kit and Shaun.. Omg..Selfie with all people making my heart badum badum..*weee*~!!

I always have this bad behavior that is  "I will crazy or over excited over a thing/stuff/human for a month"..Is like I totally having 101% interested on them..Is always happen that why I used to said I got this "3 minute of moment"..

Well last time was happen on stuff I do..I used to have this 3 month crazy-ing drawing and drawing..

Then another 2 month was doing this handy crafting.. 

Another 2 month was crazy with oldies song..

Now my habits turn to human haha..*bang wall*

Ok so ya I really get too excited when I can see those youtuber and comic people..Especially Dan Khoo and Ernest..I always see their dorky funny and stupid video and make me go happy..Tee Hee~!!

Even my brother can't stand my behavior of it..LOL..

What make me more go hyper is seem like every week I can get to see Ernest..Kyaa...

Ernest in video is dorky, funny and idiot..Yes IDIOT CUTE~~ :3 

But seriously maybe cause we both is stranger so I can feel he kinda shy, kind and gentleman and you know those opposite of idiot..I guess....*wink wink*~~ 

Second week of January..Omg..He cute right??I know I know..*wink wink*

Third week of January..Was kinda happy when he can recognize me and most funny thing is I was wearing a not so malaysian style of fashion going out cause rushing..Hehe..XD!!^^~

Fourth week of January(Also the last week)..Got so many selfie with him...Thank you Ernest for taking selfie picture with me..YAY!! *bow*

Beside him I also adore Dan Khoo alot..Well I actually like Dan Khoo last two year when I saw his funny video..LOL

Dan Khoo, Me and Wai Kit..

Dan Khoo in real life also very shy but have to understand, I am a stranger/fan to them..So ya..Hehe..

Dan Khoo really got the gentleman feeling..*drools*!!*fangirling mode turn on immediately*!! 

Wai Kit another side super dorky but shy..^^!! 

Well, the last week of weekend managed to rush to KLCC to see them again plus THEMINGTHING is here so why not take chances..*wink wink*..Either is Ming Yue or Ming Han...They both just super cool and good looking!!

Ming Yue..Omg..He so cute and funny..With his funny pose(Inside camera pic)..Tee Hee!!

Ming Han..Another gentleman.. *wink wink*!! You can't blame those girls go for them..LOL

Btw, that the moment I feel Dan Khoo even more gentleman..LOL!! Only I know what really happening..Tee Hee~~ (Happen In KLCC)

Ok..I need to ermm rest and study..I been slacking and lazy..OMG..I really old de meh!:(

Write at 2.02.2015 by -VoN S@N-

Chapter 539 ( Can I just skip to normal mode?!!)

Thank Mun Ying..

PS: MY FAT ARM!:( Nooooo Is ok..=/

I want to blog my babe wedding stuff but hor my hard disk not with me..Totally stuck..Don't know what to post anymore..

There lot of negative aura inside my mind..=( Feel like crying out loud..

No matter what most most important is my academic..Haha..Feel so stressed up.. 3 hour learning FA=1-2 month of learning during Form 6~~.. O.O

Reality is cruel..How I going to cramp the 3 hour stuff into my brain in one day..

Worst to worst is when you having 6 hour of that subject in one day..OMG.. Literally half of my semester during Form 6 is there...*I need to restart my mind and put more ram inside*~

What next??Hrmmm..

I feel myself is social inside class but after class I mostly alone/1 person..Well thank to my few classmates who always lunchie with me..:3 Xie Xie Ni Men~~ :)

Ok..Whatever I owe I just transfer to "bad debt"..Serious..Sorry to my last 3 event(DECEMBER)..

Newest photoshoot...BTW, I mirrored the picture..So I can get my Nozomi's fringe correct..Arghh..*Moment I think about it just making me pissed off!!*

Btw, I prefer doing my own make up references for my own cosplay..Sorry if I fail Nozomi again..*bang wall*

I actually love this student good looking look..I mean I prefer to wear this kind of school uniform compared to secondary uniform..Thank God I currently studying at College instead of schooling..

More picture coming up soon I guess..Thank BRO for help me photoshoot!! :3 You know I always love you most of the time..Haha..:3

What next..Hrmm..I still thinking of this Saturday..I feel myself so annoying and irritating now..

Will try to post more stuff when I really free or got the thought of posting..Now let me take my precious rest?^^~ Tee Hee~~

Write at 29.01.2015 by -VoN S@N-

Chapter 538 (Penang, here I come again..Wait is it really at Penang??@~@)

Oh Hi~~ 

I think I more into this kind of fashion??HAHA!!

My Totoro, only managed to wear you one time and baboom..*emo crying corner*~

2nd event held in Penang..Is Girl's side dinner+"Zhu Kar Day"~~:3

Din't really went to Penang play stuff..Mostly busy with all these stuff but seriously I enjoy very much..Not mention can see the sweet warming bond between family and family.. *happy girl being happy girl*~~

My pale face??@~@.. Haha My face haven't really recover that time..Thank to Babe intro me the awesome foundation..And also using concealer that why my face can be at least flawless a bit??Just at least?~ PS:Pretty sis behind me!! See her hour glass body!:(

Leng Ma and Me..~~!!

Even my Leng Ma face is so flawless!! *hiding corner*~

Second day also my emo day cause my spec broke..I was like WTH!!WHY!!

Emo , merajuk and pattern..=/~~

Dad drag me out for eat and walk around..Sorry showing my fake innocent face and my big eyes bag..*pouts*

Third day last day of event..!!!~ Selfie with bro..Is was kinda happy cause that time my face slowly recovering..

Actually that a lot of photos to post but seriously I am too lazy to find and these few photos find through errr my phone..YAY! :3 Hahaa.. 

Thank to 360 camera..I really feel that camera is cool..At least I don't find my face so fake except those hardly seen pimples, ugly part of my face..Overall is look like me..*wink*!!

PS:Time to lose lot of fats..*bang wall*

Write at 16.01.2015 by -VoN S@N- event happen at December

Chapter 537 ( Happy Belated New Year and First Event December 2014 Post)

Posting a very newest picture although I got lot of picture to post..Ohoho~~!!

Btw, I started my class last week and ya I will try my best to post that later soon after I post what I feel like posting in few few post!!
SO ALERT HERE "If you don't want to see this chapter cause is a past tense post can close it"~~OwO!! Well, see only la cause is mostly picture based..TEE HEE~!!

So December 2 was my birthday and this year I wasn't really celebrate it or I don't have the mood or whatever thought of celebrating cause usually I will celebrate with friends, play whole day and blah blah blah but that time, I just want a peaceful day..@~@ I wonder what happen to me lately~~Till now also..*bang wall*

BTW on my 20th birthday, went to pick up my dear Leng Ma at KLIA so I guess that one of the reason I din't really celebrate my birthday as going out??@~@ Haha

THANK FOR THE BIG PRESENT, din't expect to get that expensive present from you~ *pouts*~~

Dear Sis and Bro..Both I always complain like million of times but still love them much..I bet they also love me much right??*wink wink*

My handsome Papa.. Always love and pamper me like I am your forever princess..Lalala~

Finally 20 years old de..Haha!~~

Let skip to my real first event..I am serious..December was a busy month for me..Totally no rest at all but I enjoyed everyday ..TEE HEE!!

That me..Hiii..Btw, the LV bag not mine..@~@!!

The first event is ermm my cousin/kai gor's dinner at Seremban..YAY!!

I only will show few picture because that nothing much to said..

Mostly is just because ermm..Errmmm.."thinking"

I think I know the reason cause I am the camera girl so there not much photo..=3=..Ish ish~~

BTW is a nice first event warm up~~

Hehee..Happy Marriage to my dear cousin Leon and Takashi!! Wish you both always sweet sweet ya..TEE HEE~~!

Show you my selfie picture.. *wink pose*..Muahahaa..I know I doesn't look like myself..I really know..*bang wall*~~

Write at 13.01.2015 by -VoN S@N- (DECEMBER EVENT)

Chapter 536 (Another month December..*gulps*)

Heart pain is very worst because there no doctor to see nor got medicine to eat..

Selfie day...Err well you see only Saturday I feel so bored and I want to selfie or slowly learn my make up somehow..December is like so near and I still slacking here ..*dead*! Hoping tonight I can done a lot of productive stuff..Ehehe!!

Next thing is still December..I got lot of stuff haven't buy..*Oppss*!!Need to find my tiffany blue dress before my babe Crystal kill me..*OwO*

Next I really cannot gain any weight please or any fats..

I admit I am a big size lady but I don't want fats!:( No no fats!! Booo~~!!

One thing I hate myself that is till now I been telling myself go to my new school to settle the final stuff and I still here blogging and ignoring and keep reminding myself I got stuff haven't do..LOL..=3=!!

Last Thursday having yam cha session with Jessica and Crystal and reason is cause Jessica is having some problem and we three have a long talk and almost cry..Ok We did cry but not that baby cry..Is tear+cry+voice cacat..:(

I always know I got this problem that I don't like seeing unhappy stuff happening around my friends..*pouts*!

Daddy's leg second operation~!

Hope he will faster recover so he can go jogging as he love ..~!!^^!!

I was too bored cause I can't get the feeling for today as I really playing with my make up which I hope I won't over for it..

I actually love the last picture..The "pek cek" look..Wakaka..Do a meme for myself..

The picture is show when your boyfriend/lover is going out but you don't really want him to go out but you got no choice so still giving the glare look telling faster come back..Hahaa!! Feel myself so lame suddenly..~~

Last picture to show..Well..Just my ordinary look~~Tee Hee~

Don't treat me like a toy or stuff ok??Is something I really hate...Really hate..*meeps*~!!

Write at 29.11.2014 by -VoN S@N-