Chapter 558 (Complicated Feeling)

No picture because I am using Uni's Library and post..*pouts*

I feel myself so weird, I know I am not longer belong to you or wait..I and you doesn't have any contract agreement..

I just don't know how to be normal anymore toward to you..

Maybe the climax point is already there and then slowly slide down until I don't feel like putting you beside me..Let everything back to normal..

Sometimes when you "love" a person, maybe temporary letting go is one of the best choices..

Don't hold too tight, cause holding too tight will eventually make us more worst..

Don't hold too tight, cause holding too tight will make you hate me one day..

Don't hold too tight, cause holding too tight will make lost everything..

Well, I actually kinda happy that I don't feel anything weird inside my mind or my heart..
Maybe I really turn coldblooded de..So I eventually can't feel any feeling for anyone..*love feeling no more de* LOL!!

But my "hua zhi" toward to human , actor , actress , idols , my 2D character is still exist..Hahaa!!

Basically just want to say let everything be normal bah..I don't want to stress myself with the word "relationship"..

The curse inside me is getting more and more worst..

Taa-Daa..Should go home now or maybe simple shopping then go home??Hrmmm~~

PS:My mom tomorrow birthday..Can't wait to wish her soon.. My love..

Write at 21.07.2015 by -VoN S@N-

Chapter 557 ( BOOKFEST 2015)

Thank my dear Ching Hui and Wen Tyng who accompany me to Bookfest..

Cause I keep on want to buy stationary but end up don't know buying what kind of stuff..*STARE*!

Well, since we all went kinda late so is expected go home also late..*pouts*!!

Let start the story~~

So Phoebe went to Tyng's house around 2pm while Tyng's sis and her friend is busy doing they make up for cosplay so Phoebe keep on annoyed Tyng until Hui come to her house and all of them were waiting for Charlie ( Tyng's boyfriend, my boss) to come and fetch them but unfortunately he seem stuck in traffic jam so around 2:30pm, Phoebe thebn decide fetch them all go to the nearby LRT Station..PS: Thank that Phoebe drive to Tyng's house..

Around 4pm only reach to KLCC and well, they dump Tyng's sis and her friend cause they main topic is cosplay while three of them is for shopping..*smirk smile*..The only thing Phoebe's regret is bringing her camera but din't use..*bang wall*!!

So start their journey inside the stationary hall..

Is a good thing that they focus on stationary hall instead of book hall..*yawn*!! 

Three of them having this struggle of buying things..Actually is two of them..*PHOEBE AND HUI*..=......=

But luckily when they buy, the thought of "is it a must" is there so eventually feel worth it..

Phoebe spend around Rm150++ just to buy don't know what things.. ORZ~~:(

So three of them having this short rest and then Tyng offered them sushi she made!! HOW SWEET CAN TYNG BE!! *doki doki*

See Tyng being such an angel.. Why Phoebe always surrounded by so many sweet friends.. Hoho!!

So after having this pre-dinner, they all decided to wait Charlie come over and then only back together..Phoebe then tell Tyng that she drag Hui to Kinokuniya to get something that she want cause Hui wanted to go there at the first place..

Went into the shop and found this book, Phoebe really hope she can buy but everything in chinese..=(

Nooo..SO SAD! EMO

Hopefully in future, she will get both book of herself so she can learn more sewing skills..Tee Hee

TOTORO!! Phoebe's favorites..So creepy smile yet so cute..OMG!! The combination is so perfect..

Show one of the last picture to sum all yesterday event..

Memory Bread.. 

Basically to accompany me when Phoebe have stress study..HAHA!!

Story end here..Tata~

If I can make you happy everyday, I will do it cause your happiness is my priority..

#plovec

btw, the ballon belong to my dear Hui~~ Love her max..

PS: I look like a hamster..Oh no~!

Write at 20.07.2015 by -VoN S@N-

Chapter 556 ( C.U.R.S.E)

Behind a simple smile, is just a complicated weirdo who thinking a lot of stuff every minute..

So this year raya holiday, I din't really done any productive stuff which I plan to do..*bang wall*

Mostly today need to do , if not I won't have any time to do it..

Sem 2 getting more and more busy as well more challenging plus with my this brain who don't even like to memorize also have to force myself to do it..*DIE DIE ALSO NOT GIVING UP*

Next thing, please please everything can be peaceful and harmony..

I don't want to lose anything nor anyone..I am tired of it..

I am tired of how people think I am just a girl who taking advantage of it..

I am tired of how people think I only want to close to people who give me benefits only..

I am strictly saying don't treat me too good, cause I can't or never will give you my 100% of attention..

I only can say I am a selfish girl who like to do things that make me happy..I don't show my attention through action nor through word but eventually I will show it..Not now, not later but maybe in future..

Well, if like that I rather don't take any benefits from you all..I am tired..I can't stand of it..I can't hold all these tension..

The word "love" is too strong..Is strong until I am scare of it..

If like that, why not treat me like normal person..No need give me too much..I got too much already..I don't know how to repay all these "love"..I don't even want to face all the moody/anger/jealousy behavior..

It only make me avoid or just ignore..

I admit I want attention but not until that level..Serious..No joke..Maybe is my curse..

I just can't have a happiness for a long period, there always have a challenges waiting for me..Obstacle trying to pull me down and such on..

I just want to release all the moody-ness in here..

Nothing much..

I am not implying anyone..

Just treat these day I have lot and lot of weird and nightmare dream...*bang wall*

This is me..A coldblooded human that have this small "sun" inside her..

Tata..~~ 

Need sleep..~~ *yawn*

Write at 18-07-2015 by -VoN S@N-

Chapter 555 (Quick summary I guess)

Holiday going to end soon, my hell life going to start soon..

Better make less regret and more important moment in my next semester..Jia Yu!! JIA YU!! 

So there like two more day then my holiday is gonna over..OH NO! :( This is not a good sign but I haven't really clean my mom's room which become my workshop room..O..O!! I AM SO DEAD!

Anyhow this month holiday, I fulfilled myself with lot of anime and also drama and also this CHINA/MAINLAND ENTERTAINMENT SHOW that is Happy Camp..

Maybe not as funny as Running Man(I am not into Running Man but once a blue blue moon, I got watch) but I like..LOL~~ Now watching back the old episode hoho!!

I will continue watch every week even I start my semester..*YAY*

So due of these mainland drama, I started to think of WEIBO..Well is Miyan who tell me about Weibo and I was like I want to play also although I am banana..1/2 banana..I can speak and listen..XD!

Reason I play weibo is just I decided to dump Cosplay thing inside..HAHA..I want my twitter remain crazy with my thought and selfies and nonsense picture..

Then I actually remain a lot of mystery thing that I don't want to exposure to lot of human..*O3O*

Anyhow , regarding what media social I play, I also die die will let few people know..Hehe!! Thank Charlie and also Angeline..I just find bored and die die also want follow them...

You guys can ignore my weibo post but also please guide me cause there lot of chinese word I don't know how to spell/write..*T3T*~~

Maybe is also a way I can improve my chinese word..*evil smile*..Tee Hee..

Tonight must must sleep early and do more benefits stuff for myself..Tata.. 

Write at 03.07.2015 by -VoN S@N-

Chapter 55* ( ANIME/DRAMA Marathon Gekkan Shoujo Nozaki Kun, One Piece and Cruel Romance)

Cause a selfie a day, keep my negative away..

So today topic is gonna be anime/drama marathon..Will straightly tell the anime/drama thought about what I have been done in my own world..LOL!!

1st anime I watch in my holiday is Gekkan Shoujo Nozaki-Kun

Thank my dear Jing Yi who intro me..^^

This drama is mostly funny-warming type of story..The only stress part is HOW CAN NOZAKI din't notice Sakura's feeling..*sigh*

But overall is a nice anime..Is not as funny as Keroro nor adventures as One Piece or other anime but this anime got their own what but with the all character personality which actually attract me..

Before watching this anime , I like Kashima cause she super cool, super admiring but sometimes very blunt and pattern..:3

Then I not really liking toward to Mikorin at first because he macam yes but then after watching mid of the story..I somehow like Mikorin a lot..*wink wink*

Cause my personality is mostly the mixture of Mikorin and Kashima..*roll roll roll*

Ok so overall if you finding a short anime to watch/spending time..THIS ONE IS A MUST..I use 1 and 1/2 day to watch finish..LOL!!!

ONE PIECE THRILLER BARK ARC..

I know I know I super slow...

I like this arc story although can said Luffy can't really win the Shichibukai(Warlord) 

But the moment I love is when how Zoro sacrifice toward to Luffy..*BROMANCE LEVEL INFINITE*

But but I think although I like Thriller Bark Arc..I actually prefer Water Arc mostly because of the design and backdrop and everything....HOHO!!

BTW, I skipped the part of Perona VS Ussop..Don't ask me why..LOL !!

I actually pause the part for ACE part..Hopefully next week I can continue ...*kyaaa*

Before I start my new semester..

Luffy, my most important husband..Mo Mo Da..*wink wink*

The next drama I have watch or somehow stop for now cause of my emoness is CRUEL ROMANCE...My 2nd Mainland Drama in 2015..First is the THE FOUR 2015(will review soon)

Ok at first I don't really want to watch cause is airing in 8TV then got this one day I was super bored so on TV and watch one episode and I get addictive toward to the character of the main lead..

So I take the initiative to youtube and find and success is got..XD

So I also did read the first opinion review and it was kinda great so continue watch..

The main lead is Huang Xiao Ming and Chen Xiao En ( I actually watch cause Chen Xiao En also one of my fav actress so watch..I usually start watch a drama it must be the main lead have to attract me or one of my fav actress/actor is inside the drama so I watch LOL and their character must be good or funny..NO VILLIAN ALLOWED) 

So what make me really watch is their love story..

I actually really easily go hyped to those "bossy man" but still trying to act romantic but fail that actually very sweet compared to those romantic man..LOL!!

So let me call him Er Ye(in drama his name is either Er Ye or Zhou Zhen..Er Ye sound nicer to me LOL) then the girl character name is call "Jing Shu/Jing Xiu" but in my twitter I keep said Jing Shu..Sorry, I not good translate..

So Er Ye in this character is so bossy yet when he show the so called kind toward to Jing Xiu, is actually make me laugh and go hyped especially when Er Ye force her to to be his woman cause at first he thought Jing Xiu like him but shy to tell and second he personally like Jing Xiu..Kyaaaa!!!

So even this drama ending is kinda urghh but due the sweetness moment and blah blah blah..I forgive the ending..LITERALLY!! =/

 See so cute..Plus Chen Xiao En always got the innocent looking..Hahaa..Innocent people always attract me..LOL

Anyhow their love story is so doki-doki..

Huang Xiao Ming, I don't really have any big fond on him like how I have big fond on Feng Shao Feng when he act 8th Prince in GONG (My 2012 mainland drama~~ =3 )

So I actually ok ok with him but the way he portray Er Ye is actually that make me go doki doki..Cause I seldom watch drama so I don't want to do any comparison..

So if you were fond of this kind of bossy+pattern+ego+unromantic type..Can actually watch this drama..Melt your heart..XD!!

And also his body shape that make girl go weee wee~~ =3 *our maiden heart*~~

CONCLUSION: Watch the progress..Ignore the last 10 episode..I look through the review from other they stated 5 or 4 but for me is 10..WHY?? 

Ok here the answer..

Don't know since when I actually will also go like second character/second lead/minor character..Don't know since when I watch drama, I will go hyped for minor character..

Although in here the second lead doesn't make go go doki-doki but got two character make me go hyped that is these two:-

There are henchman( I call them right left man of Er Ye) of Er Ye.. One is very cool and steady..He look kinda cute and more "smart"..XD!!

Another one is very cute but unsteady and more devilish and he is like the noisy fella..

So the cool one always have to control the devilish one cause sometimes he really go overboard and he treat Er Ye like buddy-master while the cool treat Er Ye like master..LOL!!

*YAOI IMAGINATION*..Wink wink!! Okok I am just kidding, I seldom put yaoi imagination on drama.

 The two cute character that attract me..

Also reason why I stop today cause they in trouble..NUUUUUUUUUUUU!! :(

Ok I will try my best to watch finish until episode 40 and then emo for a week..I WILL..

That all for today..I really hope I can update more but drama/anime/manga is my biggest weakness..LOL!!

Write at 26.06.2015 by -VoN S@N-

Chapter 553 (SEM 1 SUMMARY)

I am not a perfect people and I know my weirdoness is out of my limit..

I tend to make lot of mistake and super awkward 

Therefore,

I am very happy and appreciate to those human who still treat me as their friends after knowing me..

Tee Hee

*Pic take at Inti Library and ya I can 100% said this picture is thank the light+my very super simple make up and 360 camera(rosy)*

Alright alright, I feel myself actually saying something in here but oh well..I really do appreciate my friends who still treat me as their friends.. Tee Hee!!

So ya summary for my Sem 1...~~!!

1. Thank for my dearest classmates...
2. Although I know some dislike me..I think and can sense so ya..*roll roll*~~!
3. Don't ask me who it is, I lazy to name it nor want to waste my time to think about it..
4. Thank to my three best lecturer that I can successfully pass my sem 1..
5. Next sem can't really play much..I need to be more serious!! ALERT REMINDER!!
6. Still I am very happy I got them as my classmates..*wink wink*!! SINCERE HAPPY!
7. Ok that for now..I really have no idea what to type..I don't want comment so much about SEM 1..Tata~~!!

Thank my dearest classmates.. LOL!!! 

You know even I am not close with you guys but I appreciate selfie, memory with you guys..Really a lot..

Hope next sem will be a peaceful and wonderful sem for me and you guys..TEE HEE

Write at 08.06.2015 by -VoN S@N-

Chapter 552 (Malay Wedding..=3)

Sedetik wajahmu muncul

Dalam diam Ada kerdipan ada sinar Itukah bintang atau rembulan Terima kasih kuucapkan

(For a moment your face appears) (In the silence of the night) (There is a glimmer of light and illumination) (I don't know if it was a star or just moon light) (but I just want say thank you)

-Kau Ilham Ku by Man Bai-

So so one of my dad's relative having wedding and is Malay Wedding..

Yup, I got malay's relatives..XD..

They are friendly and nice and awesome.. 

The first time I get to know about them is during I was Form 5 which is 2011..^^

Anyhow I feel from last year December till today wedding, I always with those important person..Ohohoho!!!

So ya..One thing I like about Malay Wedding is the Bunga Telur, the design of the hall and almost everything..LOL!!

See so nice right the Bunga Telur design...

The color combination even make me go "eppss, I must get no matter how"..Hoho!!

The two kid that super duper cute..

The girl is so active..U can see a little disaster..=3

The boy in another side so shy and innocent..

Super hard for me to selfie with them!

Cousins!! <3 font="" nbsp="">

I actually kinda happy when I get to know that I got Malay's relatives..

And my relatives is so friendly..Kyaaa

Super rare that we can meet up but enjoy every moment.. <3 font="">

Tee Hee

Bride and the Groom!! So pretty and so handsome..

So which is my relative??The Groom..Hehe..So good looking and manly..XD!!! 

Such a sweet couple..Wish them filled up with 101% of happiness..

Last crazy selfie inside car..

Really love my lips tint..Tee Hee~~!!

Kau begitu sempurna

Di mata ku, kau begitu indah

Kau membuat diriku akan selalu memujamu

-You are too perfect-

-Always so wonderful in my eyes-

-Always make me want to admire you more and more-

Write at 07.06.2015 by -VoN S@N-