Chapter 289(Dream..Weird dream..Haha)

Arghh..I have a weird dream..Not a bad or not a good dream..Is a totally weird dream that make me thing a lot..

Let start the story of my dream..=/..Super weird..

I was at my class doing homework than when I going back doing something..
I feel like someone is controlling over my body..
I rush to the window and is really dangerous but than I stop myself..
I don't know how to describe but later that I cry out loud telling myself that I scare my life will just doomed..
All my friends asked me what happen..I said to them "later we go out only tell"..=/
So so than when back time..I was at Wen Tyng's bus with her sister and some student..
I told her that I want to the shopping mall..=/
But the bus like ignore what I said and pass by it..
Than I told Wen Tyng.."OH NO"..
Wen Tyng tell me that let go a place than later let taxi to drive us there later since she said got thing to do..
And we went to a house??
Wen Tyng straight went into a room and fall asleep while her sister go change a cloth to a dress??I guess..
Than this later got a guy came out a sudden looking at me and said "Wear dress"..
His name is something "Er Kang"??I don't know how I get the name but his look is like something I really will adore that person look..Haha..
But I don't know why I just follow his word and I thought about Wen Tyng and give her a dress to wear but she ignore me??=o=
And out sudden..I thinking is late to go shopping mall so I sms my friend about I not going but with Wen Tyng..=X
Than I saw this guy "Er Kang" sitting there alone..
So I go talk to him..He really look mysterious and something that make me wanna talk to him is just so weird..He body is like got "burn" or don't know what..
He told me that this house is actually not free or what or is not exist??
Just wonder why we(Me, Wen Tyng and her sis) can be here..
So I told him is "Wen Tyng take me here"...And I told him about the incident I got at class..
He like "O.oo"...
I never say I love or what to this guy just I thinking he mystery and I feel got some secret about him that make me so wanna know him..
But than all I know is just a dream..=/

Poof..
I woke up..
This dream make me think a lot..Totally a lot..
I not thinking something good or bad but please don't let the bad thing happen..DX
I don't know why this "guy" in my dream is telling me that I going meet this guy but different name..
We gonna be a friend??XD

Hahaha..
Is just a dream..
Think less..XD

All the best to my bro and his kawan-kawan..^o^

Write at 23.11.2010 by -VoN S@N-

Chapter 288(18.11.2010..Happy day..XD)

That day is like a journey again to me..=D
I went to Xue Yi's house cause she promise will go out with me..Weeeeee~~XD
With her brother as well..Tee Hee~~

So we went to where play??Go MEEPLES~~!!!Haha
We play a lot of game..>o<..But since is three people so we cannot really play a lot of strategy game..D= We end up playing all the funny game..Tee Hee~~XD I only capture few pic of the games we play..One is "PANIC TOWER"..Is like UNO TOWER but is just slightly different..XD

Xue Yi's brother..Hehe..So cute..XD~~

Haha..Xue Yi's bro is pro..XD~~

The view of top..=D

Xue Li..Lose the game..XD~~

The token..Get three of it..Lose the game..=D

Fun but easy get boring..XD

Me with the loser token..Haha~~

His bro is pro at this game..=D

Our card..XD

FAST FOODDDDDDDDDDDD~~~~~~~~~~~~Rawwss

Xue Yi with the burger..XD

Cloud 9~~Winner is Xue Yi..Ahahaa...

Later that we go Asia Cafe makan makan..After makan Xue Yi noisy want play snooker..Ookay..
So I teman her go bah..XD~~With her bro..Tee Hee~~

Teaching his bro how to play..Haha~~~

Cute little Xue Yi..OMG..I love her..Haha

Around 6-7pm~~Raining..We went to Subang Parade..Force Xue Yi to let me eat ROTI BOY..Yuummm~~~One of my fav bread..Tee Hee..

Than Khairi fetch us home..Sorry Khairi..Really feel so trouble..=/

Have a totally fun day with Xue Yi..
XUE YI~~!!I want play "NUNS OF THE RUN"~~!!!Hehe~~

Write at 19.21.2010 by -VoN S@N-

Chapter 287(Haixx..I no mood~~~!!!)

Haixx..Hrmm

I wish you really will care me but at the end is just my dream..=/
Sorry..

Ying..
Maybe you trying to tell me that she care me, care me or she care everyone but I think you know who really care now??..You know you actually putting salt to my scar??
Sorry..I doesn't mean to say such a word..
Is just sometimes life is like that..
I get jealous easily..You not the first day know me..=/

Sorry..
I feel so sad..=/
Somehow..
Sorry..No mood..

Bye~~

Write at 12.11.2010 by -VoN S@N-

Chapter 286(Yi Hui, I know you the best..=D)

Sorry..Yi Hui..I mistake you too much..=/
Haha~~

And to you again..=.=...
What wrong with my horoscope??=.=
And please don't say I playgirl or what..OKAY!!~~
So what my horoscope saying that playgirl/playboy stuff..Bullshit..
My horoscope just want a bit of freedom and don't lock all her freedom..That it..
If you said like that..Is unfair for me lor..
I not a playgirl..!!Kay..I got my own reason why I doing that decision..I don't mind people asking me why I do that decision..Kay??
If you think I am playgirl than I think I still better than you lor..
As long I still blame everything, every faults to myself..
Is you are the one who make me angry only I will tell out lo!!

And one more thing..
Horoscope is just for people to think who they are..
To me..I trust horoscope half and my life half..
Why??
Cause I think everyone should have a unique attitude..
I not being protect that my horoscope is not that and this..
I do admit sometimes I act a bit flirty and playboy style but is only to my friends(girl)..
Don't know how to say la..
I still searching for my truth self..

I just hate people simply say me..That it..
I just say sorry to you for I saying you a lot bad thing..Sorry..
You make me first..=PP~~

Write at 09.11.2010 by -VoN S@N-

Chapter 285(Haixx..=.=)

Stupid coward brainless..=.=
Why you need to block me..
Why need so scare to let me see what you write??
I feel weird la..

What I mean..All my friends they all care about me..
They all don't want me keep everything myself..
They know I don't really dare to post at facebook..
They know that I rather post at blog or tell a friends..
That all...
So what my friend post at facebook..
Do you need to admit is you?
Why you so shoik sendiri and think is you le??
Stupid..
If someone that I dislike post this kind of this thing..I will just ignore it and act as nothing although I know that me..
Although I frustrated that what you write to Yi Hui that time..
So I just quietly and write at my blog..
I just keep to myself and told my really close friend..
I never take a speaker to tell all world..

Kay..
Haixx..
Bye bye GIRLS..Hello GAAGOO KIDS..Haha..
Although salary low but I still have to keep a lot of money..So so??
Dad give me pocket money must keep..^.^
Gambateh Von San..^^

A lot of person is caring about me..I so happy..
First is Elise, Yi Hui, May, Xue Yi, Ying, Katrina, Harris, Hua Hoa, Wen Tyng, Zhen Jian and many more..=D
I so happy..
And friend like I never tell them the story like Kevin and blah blah..Thank a lot..
This is all the person who know my story..Haha
Feel like telling my third daddy "DAVID" for Friday..I suka him a lot..He funny and he care me..Haha..^.^..
I don't know why..Tell people that older my story is better cause they won't gossip and go listen and forget about it..Huhu~~XD


I love you a lot..
Haha..I becoming les??
Lolxx..I need to do well..^O^..Good Luck PHOEBE TAN VON SAN~~

Write at 08.11.2010 by -VoN S@N-

Chapter 284(Happy..Happy..!!!)

Want cry now..I feel so happy..
I thought really no one will care me..
I really thought a lot..
I really have a bad mood for this week..
I don't know how..
Everything worst is like just come to me for this week..
I don't know how to handle it..

All I know is cry cry cry..
Every night cry and cry..
All the feeling have been mixed up..
Feel so weird..
Doesn't know what going to happen on me..I thought a lot of people will hate me and feel I such a a worst..
But now I glad..
Totally glad..

I don't know la..Sometimes life is like that..
Sometimes I tend to think so much..
What also think..
But only blog understand..
Really..

I really feel so lost on last week..I scare this and that..
I just don't know how to make myself feel better but now okay..Really okay a lot..=D
I really think that I think too much..
Life is like that..Like a waves..

I just want a rest and I really don't mind telling all my friends what I really jealous about..
Maybe after saying it..I can go for mine real real friend that I totally care..
Maybe that time..I wouldn't care about her anymore..
That better??
Right??^O^..

I saying to ONG XUE YI..
Ya..I jealousing you care she more than me..
But what to do??
She your real jie..=D
Go go sayang her bah..
Cause I know you won't like me so..Is okay..=D
Bye Bye..

I break the promise..
Sorry..
If you really know what promise I mean..=D

Write at 08.11.2010 by -VoN S@N-

Chapter 283(Don't touch my "wound" when is never fully recover..Kay?!!)

Sorry..
If I being such a what to you..=.=

If you know I am jealous than don't ask me "why" la..=.=

Don't make me sad and cry anymore kay..
I don't want you touch my wound kay!!!

Sorry..If I being like a what to you..Than sorry..
I am a sensitive girl..
Sorry..=.=

Write at 07.11.2010 by -VoN S@N-