Chapter 374(I must continue stay strong..!!)

O.oo
I gonna type out what today stuff..Rawww~~Be ready~~:)

So the most important stuff I online more than 8hours..Whoah..Seriously worst..Haha..=D
Ook..
Actually morning my mood wasn't so good..
I feel something is fake..=/
I feel everything is damn fake..
You really make me feel like a two-faced-person..
Luckily Hua Hau find me chat and I finally tell him that thing..I really feel sad about it..
I really feel my life is worst..=/
But when I talk to Hua Hau and Yi Hui..Then I find a way to make me stop thinking that is make myself busy..Totally busy..
Cause I know by doing that I won't feel anything..D=

And then finally my mood is better after hearing a lot of happy stuff from Hua Hau and Yi Hui..:)
Thx..
And then Shuen Bond Gor Gor find me chat..And thank to him..My mood ok a lot..
Not to forget mention that sot sot Yi Han..Haha...He really treat me like a heng dai but I don't really want tell my problem to him cause he still in his happy mood..:)
I really don't want to say bad about him but I really hate it..=/
I sometimes wish if I not exist in his life then everything will be ok..But happen is already happen..
Haixx

So now I want to state two thing..

• PLEASE!!Stop make my darling feel stressed..She no need to explain anything to who okay!!
• I hope your problem faster solve so you can really smile from your heart..

Please please let me stop think about her..
Sorry..
I don't know this is how u treat friend..
Ook..I should be alright very fast..
Remember I must stay strong..

My problem I don't want people to worry..D=
Cause I feel my problem is really a small matter to compare with it..
But when I really feel tired..I really hope my friends can support me....

GOD,Please bless Adila will alright..I can't bear look her so sad..D=

Can't wait for tomorrow..:)
Later must rush up my hw too..Hehe~~XD

Write at 30.04.11 by -VoN S@N-

Chapter 373(I know I can do it..=D)

Cool down..:)..I know I can handle it properly...Meepss~~:D
Compare now and last time..I feel I really keep myself so so busy so I can stop thinking all the negative stuff..
Last time I will stay alone and simply think but now I really keep myself busy doing a lot of stuff..
Example in class..Serious..I really really feel lonely in class that why when I talking to Yi Hui I also feel sometimes I hurt her..D=

(Y)..I really admit my problem won't so many as my friends but I really feel tired..=/
I tired acting infront of it..
But I should get used of it..
I must be strong..
But is good to keep myself busy will bunch of homework and so so on..Tee Hee..=3
Ok..VON SAN, you can..I know..

Ya..I give up..=/
Finally I give up..
Just let go...
I am evil, I am bad..I cannot give the second chances cause is too late..=/

Ok..Later I need to keep myself busy again..=D
Yi Hui, please come to school tomorrow..I can't stand lonely..I will freak out..D=!!

Write at 28.04.2011 by -VoN S@N-

Chapter 372(Thx..I acting again)

I so weird..Acting weird..But I really want to be friend with you..Oh well..Forget it..!!

I like this pic..^^~~

To a special girl..=D
To Darling..
I know you don't like her but I am serious what I saying right now..
Although I don't know her past or what..
But I can feel she treat me very friendly..
She won't treat me too friendly or too stranger which give me a comfortable feeling..
I not sure..I can't tell what but I know that she is really caring for me..
She never really ask for a goodies from me which make me happy..:)
I weird right..Haha


Kla..Back to school..^^
Today during ekonomi period was weird weird..Haha..Adila sitting beside me and the she suddenly put her head onto my shoulder..O.oo~~
And I don't know why I also let her do that to me and I don't care just keep quiet and looking at the ekonomi paper that En Kamal gave..XD~!!
Then then suddenly I listen don't know who saying "look at them..."
Then I and Adila look up and see classmates pointing me like so sweet..Haha..
I not sure but is funny..XD!!
Then Adila continue put her head on my shoulder and then I also quietly look at her..
Haha..Sweet moment with my bao bei..:)
Seldom have de O.oo

Ya..I will be strong..=/

Write at 27.04.2011 by -VoN S@N-

Chapter 371(Stay happy kay!!)

I am sorry..I really don't want to say any bad word or stuff about you..Since I promise myself..
So sorry about what I wrote just now..
Only blog make me feel better..Huhu~~
And I think you are not saying me right..
Eeee~~~I should throw my sadness awayyy..:D
Okkk..
I should biasa people saying me bad..Rightt...
I can go through ittt..I know I can..GAMBATEH..

Rawww..
Today I should talk about my school stuff right..^_^

So today school activity is do the tanah egg stuff right??:D!!
Haha..
So only student that bring egg only can come along to playy~~Rawwss~
So Pn Koh lead us to RUMAH HIJAU and start our activity..
Pn Koh tell us that use tanah liat to balut the egg but since no tanah liat so exchange with tanah merah..^^After Pn Koh finish explain then is we students do but we tell Sing Peng to do first then only we do..

But once Sing Peng do then we follow her go balut our egg~~XD
After balut do what..
Go put into fire and let it cook??Haha..
I feel like explain until so complicated..><..
Is ok..Photo will come up later..Tee Hee..

But Pn Koh say our fire is not so big so need wait hour hour to get our egg ready..XD~~
After finish our so called "BSSM Activity" then we should go back class~~XD
First we learn is Ekonomi..Haha..Ekonomi period so funn~~:D
Learning Form 4 stuff and so so on..
AND TEACHER GIVE ME A STAR for fast fast doing my work~~Rawww..♥♥♥

Then recess and is Scienceee~~Hehe
Science doing Form 4 objective..
Haha..Few chapter that I don't know so straight ask answer from AZ,Hui Yen,Pei Li and Hua Hau..XD!!
Lol..Although just 11 student after plus 5SK1,5SK2 and 5Sk3 but is really fun and I really enjoyy!!!
Later then BM period was normal..
Teacher telling storryyy then then getting tireddd so sleep..:D
Hehe..No choice la..Who tell teacher keep telling the interlok story make me boring de..><..
Sleep sleep then I heard Ying and Yen they all talking so wake up and Hua Hau also talking..
Lol..I think that all is for my Saturday School dayy..=)

Pn Koh doing demo to us how to do the Tanah Egg..^^

Eggg...^^

Make it like a boom egg??Full with Tanah Merahh~!!!

Yen showing Ying the eggg..:D!!

Startingg..=D

I kinda love the flame..Haha~~

Listening to Pn Koh explaining how to do..:D

Now is student doing..Haha..^^~~

Everyone around look at uss..^^!!

Egg in tanah..Tanah in fire..O.O!!

I like a stupid girl playing it..:D!!

Sepet eye of me..Lol!!~!!

Rock egg!!Haha..

Fresh boiled egg..X3!!

Ops..Failed boil egg..Haha!!

Went back to our class and take pic with my babe(Ying)..Haha..:D!!

My dearr(Wen Tyng)..^^!!

Babe and Mommy(Yen)..This is how people camwhore at class..^^!!

I <3 this pic..^^!!

Me and Babe again..Haha!!

She cute rightt!!

I love this pic but Alfie seem spoil it..Buu!!XD!!

Ook..So guess all this pic is enough to attract my blog..Lol!!

Write at 23.04.2011 by -VoN S@N-

Chapter 370(Thankxzz..)

Today story..Hrmm..Err..Class story..Haha..Thank to Wani and Adila who give me such a brave so I can go do my bm oral although I know I screw it but is ok..Haha..
Not to forget thank to Yi Hui..:3..I really feel so nervous today when doing the oral..Just tell me how much I hate oral..Lol..
No la..I like it but maybe too shy or too paiseh..@.@
Okok..

Ok..I know today I feel abit lonely but I should be sudah biasa right..D=
I also not sure but I will be okay de..My mind must make myself relax..Meepss..
Stop thinking negative..Okayyy..
I <3 my bloggie..Hehe..Be happy...
Gonna do thing to make me busy so I won't simply think..Hehe..

Write at 22.04.11 by -VoN S@N-

Chapter 369(Smile all the way~~)

Booo..~~I need to gambateh..Ok..I lazy to post thing but I like this pic cause is taken by me and edit by me..Tee Hee.
Ciaozzz..=)

Write at 21.04.11 by -VoN S@N-

Chapter 368(Who can really understand??=/)

I sudah biasa with it..

I did tell I not like last time so strong..
Everyday go school is like keep telling myself be happy..
However everyday is not what I wish..
Only bloggie is the one who can make me feel lot better..Thank..
I must biasa people ejek me..I must..
I always feel so weird when people keep telling me I at school is how fun with everyone or blah blah but how can they know is actually I feel damn sad..=/
I don't feel secured at all..
In class I wish I can bring my phone go..
I wish I can everyday can listening to music so I no need to listen people simply say about me..
Or talk crap about me which is damn stupid..=.=

Haha..(Lee.C.Y)
Why can't he treat me same and stop ejek me but is impossible right..
I should keep reading my post..
I should feel ok..><..
Really must..
Stop thinking negative..
I should okay with it..
He want to say me what then say bah..
I must keep wearing that "happy mask"..><..

Today really thank to PEI LI..:D
Keep waking me up at account..
Dozing at account is not good..Still blurrr..=/
Later need to do some homework..Hehe..
Before must go pasar..XD
Nagging my daddyyyyy~~<3

Maybe I should just be more patience with it..
I really don't want to show my stupidness..
Don't let people worried..Okay..
Be brave..
Keep myself busy..
I can go through it..
GAMBATEH..:D

Write at 20.04.11 by -VoN S@N-