Chapter 490 (Poof..I am back after so long)

Eyes bag worst..

Pimples here and there..

Hair super messy..

Whoah..I am like came out from hutan wei

Ok I am super super long time never blog..And ya now I am having holiday..=)

So I will be more active a little to blog those thing I cannot express through twitter nor moment..:(

So for this post I will post my super duper current condition but also need to remind what I should do..

That is what??

My assignment I must complete..NO SLACKING!!TEE HEE..:)

Second is do my homework..:)

Third is revision...

Fourth keep updated with all my friends..well since I got all my sweet time with my family..HAHA

Fifth for now is forget him..=)

Well I still state this to myself..I will never thought of liking a person till that level..

Being true, in my life..Really this current guy and worm-worm make me so heart empty..Both no need to do anything at all..

But like now I can feel super pain..Super hurt..Super not feeling well..

Well maybe I already age of 18++ so ya my controlling of my feeling is super strong..

I can know why Adila scare the incident of OC Charlie but don't worry..I am ok..

I am the cupid..Cupid job is to see everyone love story how sweet it is first..^_^

Plus I am ok de..I really ok..I just don't like the feeling of get dump aside somehow..HAHA

Kla..I should get myself some food..Some this and that..Headacheness feeling is back..:( *suck*

And ya I really really really like the guy so much but in same times I will take of the likeness by slowly and slowly..HAHA..

I just love myself how randomness I can be..:D

Write at 04.08.2013 by -VoN S@N-

Chapter 489 (Holiday=Philosophy Moment)

Watching back Sabrina..How much I love this show back then..Hehee..Maybe cause I love Sabrina, she a witch..A cute witch..:P

Ya..Maybe now I am teen not child so when watching back the feeling is so different..:P

Like the relationship between Sabrina and Harvey..:3

How I remember that every holiday is like a day where I no need social..I no need do anything to impress people or what..Just being myself, reading manga, watch cartoon anime tv show and so so much more..

Maybe what my mom sudden not sure decision did influence me a lot..:(
Of cause I do want go outstation to play but telling me if I got the chances go there like for a long period..What??All the small little fame I make and build in Malaysia will gone like "poof"..
Whatever la..I should just follow the flow..=3

Haixz...I really hope I can solve everyone love problem but what I really know is no one can really solve whoever problem..Is not like saying putting yourself into people shoes and then yay..I settled and I know their problem..NO~~Is not like that..:(..Even being an outsider sometimes seem to know everything but actually you won't really get how the person feels..That make us special..Unique I guess..:)

Well, I currently doesn't have any love problem cause I go no one I love..I love my friends and family..That it..
And also Form 6..Forced to love one..:P~
But when I see my friends who having problem especially love..T_T..I feel like "HOLY VON SAN, FASTER USE ALL YOUR SKILL TO SOLVE IT..YOU PRO AT IT"...=_=..NOPE I AM NOT PRO..I just hope everyone is happy with their lover..That it..:D
Simple request..Hard task..=_=!

Nah..Holiday oh holiday..I never find Wai Teng, never find anyone..Kinda like waiting people to kacau me only..LOL!!~
Well, just want to settle my photos thing as in I have to upload everything..:)

Ya during holiday I kinda notices something..
Is it the sentences "oil and water"..I am just like a little bubble of oil that get to mix with water with all the force I using?Is it worth??Well is does worth but when I really realized it , it does give me a lot of pain which I scare I cannot endure it anymore..:(
Maybe that why during holiday I rather just go out with Crystal and some of my secondary friends or preferable stay house and be pig..That it..:P

Sigh..Just do your job Von..Everything will be alright..:)..Eventually will..Haha..Be happy..

PS:Wishing Chen Chen faster recover~!!!

Write at 29.05.2013 by -VoN S@N-

Chapter 488 (HOLIDAY MOOD ON)

Me and babe..OMG..So long time never take picture with her already!!!XD

Haha..

So I finish my semester 2 and I got this two week planning..I should and must do some planning that make my two week feel a bit fun..Or at least I shouldn't make my brain stop thinking..

So before I start today my topic or thing I feel funny..:)..I should post last two day after exam but eventually nothing really happen..Just having a mini session of eating lunch with my classmates..XD!

Here me and Gwen Ling..Phewit..She such a pretty girl..I AM SERIOUS!!HAHA..CUTE PRETTY GIRL..:P

Kelly and Wai Mun..HAHA..Another two pretty girl..

So we all went to this "meat mee" eat..I forgot what the chinese name..Whatever..:P!

It was very fun..:P!

Then the 1st day of holiday..I PONTENG SEKOLAH cause for few reason..=-=

Then 2nd day which is today..:)

For a serious thing..I can't believe got this person msg and ask me why I din't come school..Haha..Don't add my guilty pretty please..*sob sob*

So ya I got this approve..Is so called approve to drive car to "pyramid"..Well...I did tell my mom "mom,I go pyramid find Crystal then later we go out eat"..Sound indirectly but haha..:)..Ya I drove her to SS15 and eat..HAHA

So I fetch CRYSTAL go out..:)

Haha..Hope I din't scare her off with my driving skill..LOL!~

But I think she was so happy cause I can drive for now and she keep on want me to fetch her everywhere..NO!!I still noob la dear..:P

So no..

Well..Holiday is kinda boring and I don't really like go out..Or maybe I am just waiting people to plan and ask me out..=-=..LOL!! VON SAN, you think you are what..

Kla..I just don't feel like la..:)

Plus I don't really like to ajak people out..Saying true here..

But really thank Crystal who always plan something for me..Really a pro planner..*love*

Haha..Reason why I don't want go out..I don't know la..Just love to be lazy inside my house..That is..Kla..I got a lot of thing to do..Will do soon..=-=!!LALALA~~There for now right..Hahaa

Actually got few more thing I want to post but let me have the stable mood to post..MUACKX EVERYONE..:P

Write at 25.05.2013 by -VoN S@N-

Chapter 487(Just a though.A message.Point of View by me)

Poof..Black color..Black is a nice color..Can't deny that..Sometimes I just feel pathetic how those bad and evil thing can related to black color..Sad..Righttttttttt~~

Oh well..Today should be a monday blue but become a monday black in Malaysia..

Ok..So ya I am still state I am not really go a politic person..I don't really like those chaos and so much more thing.

So is all my point of view..I never meant to hate anyone or help anyone but still is like a selfish confess..

I am under 21..So I cannot go vote..All I can do is by showing I still LOVE MALAYSIA a lot a lot..Whatever I going to post is never been influenced by any FACEBOOK or TWITTER people post..Is just what I have thought for all the the time..Can't deny certain thing I write will be a little bit sensitive to certain person..Well, you no need to read this post..Read other..:)

• First I mentioned I am under 21..So I cannot go vote for Malaysia.All I can do is hope and pray.

Before the election, I don't really go support whoever group although can't deny I really put a high hope on PR(Pakatan Rakyat).Maybe I really hope to see a change..Just a change will be alright.I want to see how other going to lead my country, my state. "give a chances to other,if they fail..Then when my time to vote..I will pick the right leader back la"..That my thought when the election month is still on..

• Second..I really pity to most of the majority non-malaysian..T_T

Why say so?? First those non-malaysian who come Malaysia to work that equal to money..So I can't stand how another parti(U know who I mean) using money to bride them , tell them vote form them and so so on..NEED MAH??!!SERIOUSLY..They are non-malaysian..They are innocent..All they want is money..Money and they blindly go support and even get beat up/fight/humiliated by our Malaysian people..Thank to YOU(THE SO CALLED ANOTHER PARTI).You make us feel bullshit...

I used to respect to most of the non-malaysian people..They are alright..I know they come to Malaysia to work is for their home..Money is what they want..Can't deny sometimes I do hate them but still I will ignore it..Using those non-malaysian to get your vote??Haixz..

• Thirdly.Magic..Media..Seriously..:(

Haixz..I think I am so lazy to type..:(..I hope got a slightly change bah..:(

I really need to protect my rights..:(..

Write at 10.05.2013 by -VoN S@N-

Chapter 486 (Relax a day then start be a busy bee..A serious busy bee)

Your truly..:)

I look like weird in two pony tails..Hahaa...

So yeap, I finished my exam and yesterday have this outing with my form 6 friends..:)!!..With my classmates of Pra-U(S)K1 go pyramid hang gai gai..:)

Nah..Is like my first time really consider go out with them..Meaning dressing myself a little bit pretty so ya that my first outing..Although I remember February that time is also a outing as chiong k with them but well..Is different la..:)

Yay..We all in the TONG PAK FU..Hehe..Ok..That Sao Yong..My ex-tuition addmath buddy and also 

Jenny and Voon Yee super close friend..

I shall study and not blogging first..Exam is super near and I already having a lot of personal bad mood problem..:(

Am I thinking that I will lost a lot of friends again??I don't know and I can't think of it..Is making me more pain..:(

I shall appreciate every moment with them before I lost them..Before I lost them..=(

I already lost one and I don't know how to mend the feeling or relationship again..I know is hurt..More hurt sometimes but remember that everything will be ok..:(..Must always hold the happiest memory..I cannot make any regret in my life..Serious..:(

I know I will have but well..I am not that strong..I can act like one but I always end up fail to do like one..:(

Kla..I go study la..Bye world..Bye everything..=)

Write at 02.05.2013 by -VoN S@N-

Chapter 485(Exam screws de..=(..Rumors is getting weirder and weirder..@@~!)

Me and Wai Teng..:D!!GOSH GOSH!!SHE IS SHOO PRETTY..:P

I love her a lot..:)
I actually love a lot of person right..:P
Well~~:)

Well today exam Account and no need to know how worst I done it..=-=!!

So before exam I went to ERC to study..Not said study but to do some past year question..:)

Alone doing..I don't really got this habits to study group or what..:(..I am too noob..I always be the listener to listen what people teach me only..*sob*~

Arghh..Actually before Account, my econ and PA also screw like shit..=-=..Von San, stop playing..Start be seriousssssssss!!

Meepss..:)..So ya I am going to on sis's laptop and study PP..YEAH!!

And ya...I think the rumors going to fade off soon..Phew~~:)!!At least is better right..=3..I mean I kinda feel pity to that person..:(!!Well, don't worry it will fade off then yeah.

I will have my big big family in Form 6 once again cause I love you all equally I guess...Okla.Maybe more to girl, less to guy..Hahaa..:D

And I should be alright..At lease I got rumors in my schooling life..Hoho..:)!!

Although last few day I was super emo but now everything alright..:)!!Ok..Study PP..:)!!I feel like I got more thing to post but revision and exam first kay..:P

Write at 25.04.2013 by -VoN S@N-

Chapter 484 (If I can take it easy..Hrmm~)

No picture today..Why?No mean no..Lazy to take..Settle..
Hrm..I can't post at twitter because I don't really like to make people misunderstood??I mean I love to have this random mind thinking and so I will post love quotes , sad quotes and so many more weird word because I think inside the house got this philosophy feeling..Hoho..:)!!*act smart again* 

So I can conclude this few day not really a good day for me..I been thinking so many negative thing..=(
Haixz..Sometimes I know is my own problem who keep all these unnecessary thing to be fuss about..
Maybe I just hate myself sometimes..Thank to my so called smart detective brain that I really want to found out some stupid truth so now making myself so bullshit..ARGHH!!

Wai Teng today ask me did I do compared??Is her or other person?LOL!!
I said cannot compare la~~Both is good and I no feeling for both now..
Ok..The 1st I just playing around la~~You know just goofing around..=-=!!Then I clear my mind..
The 2nd one is so sudden!!NO MAKE SENSE AT ALL WEI!!So I am super sure is prank..Is just prank..~~ 

Ok..I know sure got wonder what I talking about..Is just haixz.T_T!!I don't know la..:(
I feel myself so unlucky..=(
I keep on thinking these day how can such a nice conditions human being will like me??=-=!!Well..I know because of this prank too much until now the human being scare of me..:O!!I AM NOT SCARY..*sob sob*!!
And one more thing..The human is really a very good condition..Hrmm..Let me use some branded item to label it..The human is like errmm ermm a very good quality item meanwhile me is like a pasar malam item..=3
So is sound ridiculous..

And ya I am so glad I think..:D!!Cause today someone told me about something that make me feel better..:D!!First is to proof is prank..So yay!!
Then second is about a human told me that human is like "sporty type of girl"..OK..So settle de..=3..
Feel so better...

OMG!!BLOG you really making me feel better..Hoho!!:)!!
Thank again..I should be alright..:)!!Plus junior coming soon so the human will you know...Tee Hee..
I am a such a cute cupid..:P

Write at 23.04.2013 by -VoN S@N-