Chapter 536 (Another month December..*gulps*)

Heart pain is very worst because there no doctor to see nor got medicine to eat..

Selfie day...Err well you see only Saturday I feel so bored and I want to selfie or slowly learn my make up somehow..December is like so near and I still slacking here ..*dead*! Hoping tonight I can done a lot of productive stuff..Ehehe!!

Next thing is still December..I got lot of stuff haven't buy..*Oppss*!!Need to find my tiffany blue dress before my babe Crystal kill me..*OwO*

Next I really cannot gain any weight please or any fats..

I admit I am a big size lady but I don't want fats!:( No no fats!! Booo~~!!

One thing I hate myself that is till now I been telling myself go to my new school to settle the final stuff and I still here blogging and ignoring and keep reminding myself I got stuff haven't do..LOL..=3=!!

Last Thursday having yam cha session with Jessica and Crystal and reason is cause Jessica is having some problem and we three have a long talk and almost cry..Ok We did cry but not that baby cry..Is tear+cry+voice cacat..:(

I always know I got this problem that I don't like seeing unhappy stuff happening around my friends..*pouts*!

Daddy's leg second operation~!

Hope he will faster recover so he can go jogging as he love ..~!!^^!!

I was too bored cause I can't get the feeling for today as I really playing with my make up which I hope I won't over for it..

I actually love the last picture..The "pek cek" look..Wakaka..Do a meme for myself..

The picture is show when your boyfriend/lover is going out but you don't really want him to go out but you got no choice so still giving the glare look telling faster come back..Hahaa!! Feel myself so lame suddenly..~~

Last picture to show..Well..Just my ordinary look~~Tee Hee~

Don't treat me like a toy or stuff ok??Is something I really hate...Really hate..*meeps*~!!

Write at 29.11.2014 by -VoN S@N-

Chapter 535 (Saturday??Hrmm just Saturday..)

I am a little weird, my life is kinda weird..That why I still finding someone who can tolerate with my weirdness..If I can find one??Oppss~~

Super long time din't post again..Reason well a lot of thing happening but errr well..I just want to post happy fun stuff..Can I??

Ok..Well I should be happy that I finally done one photoshoot with my Piggie..OwO!!

One of the photo..Ok..My photo edit skill is not that good and I only use Adobe Photoshop 7 and also Photoscape(if is a need) so don't expect me to give those high skill photo result..*pouts*..*emo*

Err I am saying here that thank Piggie who tolerate with me a lot..Although there no saikang and the sun was our big bully or savior I would said cause my camera temperature keep rising and I was too afraid so I keep on "pause" the photoshoot.. 

Well, also thank to her Piggie's mom was there for us but I do feel bad about it so I did try my best to done finish the photoshoot as we just hope to get at least few of the feeling result..Hehe!!

So ya next thing should be working right??

During work I love to spend most of my time with my babe and a new friend name Jessica...Anyhow I feel myself so uke mood cause they both always hit me with no reason or is their love express toward to me??..*reality is cruel*

So long never selfie with my babe..She still my pretty princess babe..LOL..Oh ya, I changing my fringe that is want to grow longer which I hope is gonna be success..

Me and Jessica..Haha..She look very cute , cute voice , cute look but her pattern is disaster funny..=3..

She love to do funny expression somehow..=.=" LOVE RICE AND SOUP SO SO MUCH..

Working seem like got trouble but keep telling myself that I want happy not sad and December is my favorites month so no no sad thing or whatever shit thing although is really happen and deep down I feel sad but I can't do anything..

Trust me, this year I become more selfish and more self protect...sigh~~!!

My regular pose and look and whatever it is??

Was kinda surprise that one of my friend I thought I will never talk again come and find me..I don't know is it good or bad or what but I know I don't want to get attached to this friend again..Trust myself can do it ok..

Err who the friend..I think I will revealed when I feel like ok?? Haha..

Yes..Too much of selfies today?..Cause I want to take a nice passport picture so ya I do a simple make up and it took me like 1 hour++ do settle especially the eyes which I have no idea why I go put mascara for it since I going to wear spec...*weird me*!

So I was selfie and want to try duck lips expression..Hope I never fail and suit for this pose??..*gulps*

Thank to my most favorites cosplayer Ying Tze, her "duck lips" is damn pretty and eepss!!! Super love her..Haha..If next event I get to take picture with her again, I confirm having this butterfly feeling inside stomach again..LOL~!!!

Also my piggie who inspired me..My piggie duck lips expression also very cute and pretty..That actually make me want to have a photoshoot session with her for our Kotori and Nozomi again..*meeps*!! I also wish I can know photographer friend who can help me to do this..I can do my edit myself although I not pro(Don't really like giving people trouble)~ and I am shy..Super shy in Cosplay World..*serious*~~

Anyhow I need control my diet..No no gaining weight..WHY I SO FAT!:(!!

I guess that all for now..Want to listen song and continue my edit job and later my project..Haha~!!

Write at 22.11.2014 by -VoN S@N-