Chapter 559 (Weak.Tired.Orgz)

"Sorry if I keep testing your love because I am afraid you will stop loving me one day"

Such an innocent look but seriously..I am just a disaster..Hoho~~

Just Tuesday and I feel myself already in hell for one month?? :( My happiness with my Boss Eng Hong no more liao..SO SAD!! REALITY IS SO CRUEL!! 

I become so quiet in my class..I am like so alone and lonely..Haih~~!!

So negative...

PS:I am just typing what I am saying..

I actually nothing to type but I just hope SEM 2, please treat me nice and sweet.. PLS PLS PLS!! =(

Tata~~

Write at 28.07.2015 by -VoN S@N-

Chapter 558 (Complicated Feeling)

No picture because I am using Uni's Library and post..*pouts*

I feel myself so weird, I know I am not longer belong to you or wait..I and you doesn't have any contract agreement..

I just don't know how to be normal anymore toward to you..

Maybe the climax point is already there and then slowly slide down until I don't feel like putting you beside me..Let everything back to normal..

Sometimes when you "love" a person, maybe temporary letting go is one of the best choices..

Don't hold too tight, cause holding too tight will eventually make us more worst..

Don't hold too tight, cause holding too tight will make you hate me one day..

Don't hold too tight, cause holding too tight will make lost everything..

Well, I actually kinda happy that I don't feel anything weird inside my mind or my heart..
Maybe I really turn coldblooded de..So I eventually can't feel any feeling for anyone..*love feeling no more de* LOL!!

But my "hua zhi" toward to human , actor , actress , idols , my 2D character is still exist..Hahaa!!

Basically just want to say let everything be normal bah..I don't want to stress myself with the word "relationship"..

The curse inside me is getting more and more worst..

Taa-Daa..Should go home now or maybe simple shopping then go home??Hrmmm~~

PS:My mom tomorrow birthday..Can't wait to wish her soon.. My love..

Write at 21.07.2015 by -VoN S@N-

Chapter 557 ( BOOKFEST 2015)

Thank my dear Ching Hui and Wen Tyng who accompany me to Bookfest..

Cause I keep on want to buy stationary but end up don't know buying what kind of stuff..*STARE*!

Well, since we all went kinda late so is expected go home also late..*pouts*!!

Let start the story~~

So Phoebe went to Tyng's house around 2pm while Tyng's sis and her friend is busy doing they make up for cosplay so Phoebe keep on annoyed Tyng until Hui come to her house and all of them were waiting for Charlie ( Tyng's boyfriend, my boss) to come and fetch them but unfortunately he seem stuck in traffic jam so around 2:30pm, Phoebe thebn decide fetch them all go to the nearby LRT Station..PS: Thank that Phoebe drive to Tyng's house..

Around 4pm only reach to KLCC and well, they dump Tyng's sis and her friend cause they main topic is cosplay while three of them is for shopping..*smirk smile*..The only thing Phoebe's regret is bringing her camera but din't use..*bang wall*!!

So start their journey inside the stationary hall..

Is a good thing that they focus on stationary hall instead of book hall..*yawn*!! 

Three of them having this struggle of buying things..Actually is two of them..*PHOEBE AND HUI*..=......=

But luckily when they buy, the thought of "is it a must" is there so eventually feel worth it..

Phoebe spend around Rm150++ just to buy don't know what things.. ORZ~~:(

So three of them having this short rest and then Tyng offered them sushi she made!! HOW SWEET CAN TYNG BE!! *doki doki*

See Tyng being such an angel.. Why Phoebe always surrounded by so many sweet friends.. Hoho!!

So after having this pre-dinner, they all decided to wait Charlie come over and then only back together..Phoebe then tell Tyng that she drag Hui to Kinokuniya to get something that she want cause Hui wanted to go there at the first place..

Went into the shop and found this book, Phoebe really hope she can buy but everything in chinese..=(

Nooo..SO SAD! EMO

Hopefully in future, she will get both book of herself so she can learn more sewing skills..Tee Hee

TOTORO!! Phoebe's favorites..So creepy smile yet so cute..OMG!! The combination is so perfect..

Show one of the last picture to sum all yesterday event..

Memory Bread.. 

Basically to accompany me when Phoebe have stress study..HAHA!!

Story end here..Tata~

If I can make you happy everyday, I will do it cause your happiness is my priority..

#plovec

btw, the ballon belong to my dear Hui~~ Love her max..

PS: I look like a hamster..Oh no~!

Write at 20.07.2015 by -VoN S@N-

Chapter 556 ( C.U.R.S.E)

Behind a simple smile, is just a complicated weirdo who thinking a lot of stuff every minute..

So this year raya holiday, I din't really done any productive stuff which I plan to do..*bang wall*

Mostly today need to do , if not I won't have any time to do it..

Sem 2 getting more and more busy as well more challenging plus with my this brain who don't even like to memorize also have to force myself to do it..*DIE DIE ALSO NOT GIVING UP*

Next thing, please please everything can be peaceful and harmony..

I don't want to lose anything nor anyone..I am tired of it..

I am tired of how people think I am just a girl who taking advantage of it..

I am tired of how people think I only want to close to people who give me benefits only..

I am strictly saying don't treat me too good, cause I can't or never will give you my 100% of attention..

I only can say I am a selfish girl who like to do things that make me happy..I don't show my attention through action nor through word but eventually I will show it..Not now, not later but maybe in future..

Well, if like that I rather don't take any benefits from you all..I am tired..I can't stand of it..I can't hold all these tension..

The word "love" is too strong..Is strong until I am scare of it..

If like that, why not treat me like normal person..No need give me too much..I got too much already..I don't know how to repay all these "love"..I don't even want to face all the moody/anger/jealousy behavior..

It only make me avoid or just ignore..

I admit I want attention but not until that level..Serious..No joke..Maybe is my curse..

I just can't have a happiness for a long period, there always have a challenges waiting for me..Obstacle trying to pull me down and such on..

I just want to release all the moody-ness in here..

Nothing much..

I am not implying anyone..

Just treat these day I have lot and lot of weird and nightmare dream...*bang wall*

This is me..A coldblooded human that have this small "sun" inside her..

Tata..~~ 

Need sleep..~~ *yawn*

Write at 18-07-2015 by -VoN S@N-

Chapter 555 (Quick summary I guess)

Holiday going to end soon, my hell life going to start soon..

Better make less regret and more important moment in my next semester..Jia Yu!! JIA YU!! 

So there like two more day then my holiday is gonna over..OH NO! :( This is not a good sign but I haven't really clean my mom's room which become my workshop room..O..O!! I AM SO DEAD!

Anyhow this month holiday, I fulfilled myself with lot of anime and also drama and also this CHINA/MAINLAND ENTERTAINMENT SHOW that is Happy Camp..

Maybe not as funny as Running Man(I am not into Running Man but once a blue blue moon, I got watch) but I like..LOL~~ Now watching back the old episode hoho!!

I will continue watch every week even I start my semester..*YAY*

So due of these mainland drama, I started to think of WEIBO..Well is Miyan who tell me about Weibo and I was like I want to play also although I am banana..1/2 banana..I can speak and listen..XD!

Reason I play weibo is just I decided to dump Cosplay thing inside..HAHA..I want my twitter remain crazy with my thought and selfies and nonsense picture..

Then I actually remain a lot of mystery thing that I don't want to exposure to lot of human..*O3O*

Anyhow , regarding what media social I play, I also die die will let few people know..Hehe!! Thank Charlie and also Angeline..I just find bored and die die also want follow them...

You guys can ignore my weibo post but also please guide me cause there lot of chinese word I don't know how to spell/write..*T3T*~~

Maybe is also a way I can improve my chinese word..*evil smile*..Tee Hee..

Tonight must must sleep early and do more benefits stuff for myself..Tata.. 

Write at 03.07.2015 by -VoN S@N-