Chapter 433(Planning something??Not sure..@~@)

Just a chart??LOL..I too boring la..Hahaa..^^

Yaya..

My tooth is freaking pain..:(..

Haix..Is pain during NS and now continue paining..What the~~
Not to mention my stomach which I not sure is gastric pain or what pain..
Never eat, pain..Eat de pain..Aiyo..@~@..What kind of sickness I have arr..Hrm..Sigh..
Feel myself so weak and so unhealthy..Booo~~


Next is about those BERSIH stuff??=/
Sigh..Actually was a disaster about those innocent people that passed away during the Rally of Bersih..
I mean is just feel bad about it..:(
I not really into political stuff but..Haixx..Anyways I hope everything is peace..
I very sure some of the police that duty that time also feel guilty right??
Hrmm...GOD will always bless you all..:)
For those protester, those BERSIH and LYNAS ppl and same goes to those good citizen and those good kind police..^^


So let continue the synopsis of Part 2??I mean synopsis only..Haha..^^..(CAN IGNORE ACTUALLY..XD)
...For so suddenly OC Charlie study at Phoebe's campus although Benz did told Phoebe that he actually study in the campus but due their classes is far away so din't notice so much..Phoebe also did told something to Grace(her bestie in the campus) so is still remain mystery right.However what the real motif of OC Charlie who suddenly talk to a girl in the library..That girl can't be Phoebe right..Or is another girl??Hrmm....


Next back to my real life..
I am so sorry..
I don't want to give u a fake promise or what..
I got my own reason..Serious..=/
I don't want to hurt another people again..
U are such a good guy..U should not moody or emo cause of me..IS FREAKING NOT WORTH.=(
I admit I like a selfish girl..I want you to beside with me..But I don't want because this is like a dream..I wish is real..Seriously, I wish this is real..
I wish you are just nearby me..I wish I can everyday see your cute+noob+funny+handsome face..
I wish I can see you smiling like a innocent kid..
How I wish this is all real right??
Fairy tales is not really fake nor is true but is always take a lot of thing to exchanged a love that is very hard to get..
They need to sacrifice this and that to gain it and I need to do something for it..Haha..I really naive right..*sigh*
So ya I will always bless you happiness..
This doesn't mean I rejected you is just that is not the time for me to nod my head..Cause I really really love you..
Love can't be too selfish..Love is a beautiful thing..So ya I making it to the most beautiful for it..
I always wish you will be very very happy..Like I always said..I not a girl for you to go moody for it..Is seriously not worth ok..
I mean for now..I can't see the future..I can't sense it how it will like but life isn't long so I will appreciate every moment with you till the max..=)
I really love you a lot till this is like the 3rd time I love a guy with all my heart??Hahaa..I sound like so playgirl??O.O..Nah..Whatever you all want to think la..I sienxz..=/..EMO??


Write at 30.04.2012 by -VoN S@N-

Chapter 431(I may be easily look down but please..=) )

Remember that I always got the confidence smile and eyes to overcome all my problems..=)

So ya..Yesterday night I went to Harris's birthday bbq party and ya is was fun and awesome..Huhu~~=)

Meet new friend that Jude and have a sweet time with Ally, Jason , Hua Hau, Mei Cheen, Harris , Jude and Yi Jie at the bed of Harris where we all was playing around..Hahaa..^^

Although other ppl might think we are too...Er...How to said??Hrmm..Just forget it..As long I know is nothing wrong then is alright..^^..Trust me..I not a stupid girl which do thing to hurt myself or make myself go worst..=)

Ya...I din't know that he changed his house to Sri Kembangan where the area is at UPM that side..

Doesn't mean I cheating my parent or what right...If you all want to said like that then I really got nothing to say..

Cause that true about something the more you trying to argue you are right but some people may think you are wrong and them is right..Right??^^..

Cause I sometimes I the one who think like that..I not putting all people in the same boat as me but just use some logical thinking..Please..:D

Ya..I maybe naive..I maybe call a lot of friends but I still hold still my dream, I still hold strong what I want that is study for my ACCA dream..I must achieve this dream..=3

Next of cause working and make sure my parent is always have their best life..I must make it..I can't disappointed anyone else..^^

So ya thank for you all the caring but I still the same I hate hypocrite people..I mean is ok if you hypocrite sometimes but not all the time until I don't know use what sentences to describe you right..Like I said , I respect you as my senior but don't know think you sometimes over 38 my stuff..If you don't know anything then please don't simply heard what people saying..Ya..Some may said good and some said bad but all I want from you sometimes just listen and don't judge me or put me same like some hypocrite people..I damn dislike it..Thank You..

Like I said this is like the 2nd or 3rd time..I don't like it at all..serious..=(

So I think I need 6 month to retrust you??

Nah..See how kay..Cause I really love you as my senior..Tee Hee..

So next is for TAZ

I am happy cause you like got another girl you love..Haha..:)

Wish you all the best ya..XD

Lastly is to OC Charlie..:)

Thank..=)

Write at 28.04.2012 by -VoN S@N-

Chapter 430(Hurt??Is ok..=/)

Before I go to Harris's party..I just post something to my dear blog..

Blog, u promise me you will always save me right..=3

Now something is hurt inside my heart..Something that I cannot describe..=/

Something where is drag me back to my reality world..=/..

I never feel this hurt before after so long??After how many years??Hrmm..All I can say is I really really love him until sometimes I keep wishing and praying..I am crazy right??

At first is like just a game..

A game where you too boring and found nothing to do so you start to play..

By the time , the game is stop..U can have the choice to continue or put a fullstop but u choose to continue..

But slowly this game came to real..Real until u don't want to stop it..U hope this game is real..U hope everything is real but that the first thing u must remember that is rational..In this game, the only thing u can slowly stop is rational..

Think wisely, think how to stop it but don't use cheat or fake thing, use what you think is right..

However everything stuff you think to stop it will make a paid for you..Will make you feel stress/hurt/pain..

This pain will hold how long, sometimes you will wonder..It will take how long to recover??

Maybe a day, a week, a year or it really take forever??No one can guess..

Now let we think another way..

This game start u continue and u keep continue..U don't want to wake up..There only two way is either reach happiness or more sadness..:(..

U know..Sometimes by thinking too negative is really bad right..Hahaa..

Who I am??I am VON SAN wei..The girl that no easily knock off..:O..

Damn..Last time cause of CS..Now cause of him..I really hate myself..=(

Is ok la..I not a good girl either...Like I always mention, he is like a freaking good guy..He met me,a mischievous yet troublesome girl..=/

Sigh..Sorry blog, I did mention I want post friends stuff but I know Harris's bbq party sure got friends stuff for me to post..:)

Gosh..I miss him freaking much..OC Charlie..

Write at 27.04.2012 by -VoN S@N-

Chapter 426(Even everything is gone..)

One of the pic I love it..Thank Abot..:)..Is really hold the memory when I know one day there will be no more contact between me and him although I don't want it to happen..=(

Okk..So err just go the topic which I wanted to said that is even everything is change, even there no more communicate between whoever is it..Just always remember the good memory we had..

I am serious with what I post right now..

So I state my first problems or something that make me hurt so deep..:(

I already disappointed with those people(Not the guy that beside me nor Yi Lin or Shaw Yin nor all those Malay's guy friends) but is those those people that always close with us during our supper night..

Ya is them..:(..Is those people..I still remember when got one of them said me is cold-blooded..Is was actually very very hurt me..I mean I admit myself is what type of people toward to my friends at first but once I put u to important friends mean u are kay!!

Sigh now I just want to keep our happy memory during the camp..Is ok we lost contact..Is really ok..:(

I will miss all the moment with you all that is Fei Ge Ge, JJ, Lam and Potato..=/..Potato not really include cause he still find me..:)

Second is those friend that I close too in last year..
This is specialist for these few people..Serious..I think this call life right..U come in my life, I come in your life and then we both never stay into each other life anymore so is like being stranger back right??From a quite close friends become a stranger..Whoah..That really a life but no matter how I seriously thank that you all have come into my life and colour it for me..:)
Sometimes is cause of you all, then I have such a wonderful memory..=3
So seriously thank even our story have a full stop already..X3

I love OC Charlie in 2012..=3

Write at 23.04.2012 by -VoN S@N-

Chapter 423(Melaka trip..:D)

Although now my mood is freaking down but is ok..
Must always think positive..Remember my blog is full of spices..Not only bad thing but good think also must got..^^
Before I post about my blog..I admit I feel unfair when my freedom is lock..Well, is ok la..:(..
I must keep think that my mom is super love me..=D
Oh well, she memang love me kay but more a little on my sister..><
Aiyo..I want to cry..TT..Must think postive arr me..:(

Anyway went to Melaka is really fun and enjoyable although haixz..:(

Introduce my driver..:D..Jason..XD!!

Chui Wen..She accompany me..Luv luv..Tee Hee

Me and her..Lalalaaa..XD!!

Plain lazy girl like me..Tee Hee.

Jason told me that he super tired when fetching me and Chui Wen from Selangor..O.O!

This is taken at car..Awww..Aren't we both look cute and pretty..Hahaa..XD

Boom Shakala..Lalalalala~~This cap sure suit me hor..Tee Hee

Then go on Jason fetch me and Chui Wen to meet Yi Lin..Yi Lin take me go shop here and there..Haha..Yi Lin wear very pretty that day..=D
But never really took some nice pic so I just skip it..XD

This is something I bought..Mask is damn cheap..Haha..RM1 per pieces..^^

Then I keep tell Yi Lin I am very hungry until she betahan me and cooked me maggie mee..
But hor she keep ask me want this and that until the maggie mee is really luxurious dish that cost Rm7++..Hahaa~~

Not to mention is big bowl too..XD..Maybe have to increase to Rm12..LOL

Got crab meat,meat ball, vege, fried onion and etc etc..:D!!

Oh well then later eat is like a two very very long time friends that never have a chat so we both chat until what time??5am??Nah..I guess around that time..Huhu~~

Then the following next day..Consider next day..:O..
I wake up a lot of time but also slow do stuff until Jason come and fetch us..Tee Hee

Me in Jason's car..My hair is done by Yi Lin..She want to try to straightener my hair..Hehee

Me and the pretty meanie girl..hehee..^^

We two going to err which shopping central to eat seoul garden..:D
But end up I don't want to go eat due a lot of reason..
First I hate lanci ppl!!:(..
Second I mad..
Third I feel haixx..
Fourth a bit expensive..Hahaa..

However I still managed to take photo with my Fei Ge Ge..Awww..^^
Me and Fei Ge Ge!!

Although only see him less than a 5min but is ok la..:(
Aiyo..Can get to see him is my happiness lee.^^
Later that I ask Yi Lin to go anywhere to eat..
Then she drag me go sushi..Hahaa..Although not as delicious as Zenmai but nyaaa is ok la..

Yi Lin..Lalalala~~:D!!

After go eat only we two go to KTV for awhile..Hahaa..^^
During KTV was a fun moment..I guess..I mean the fun part is when Benze and Jason start to sing like ah gua..-.-..OMG..
And imagine a argument happen like "Set the fire to.....=.="..OMG..I betahan them la..
Benze's serious singing..LOL..He really like a bear/king kong..Kakakaka~~!!

But then we sing halfway then me and Yi Lin got something to do..:D
Well, is something not really make me glad or happy about it..=(
Sighhh..Think about it also regret le..:(
So le~~We end up going to prepared those BBQ food..:D!!

Show some pic..:D
Jason..:D..Yi Lin..XD

Both of them choosing which chicken wing to buy..Hehee..:D

Take chances to take pic with Chui Wen..*love*~~

Benzeee!!XD

So after bought those stuff although still got some bad stuff happen but haix..Everything will be ok right??That what I though..=/
Anyhow remained happy ookay..:D

Me and Highway...My look seem err noob..-.-!!

Yi Lin's bbq "pro" skill..Hahaaa

Jonker walk dragon statue??:D!!

OLD PANGKALAMA..Yummyyyy!!

Happen during Melaka Trip..;D!!

Chapter 422(Although tired but is ok..=) )

Today go pyramid to break with Crystal again..Lalalala~~:)
Tee Hee..
Next next I must really relax myself..Another two more day I going to Melaka and enjoy wei~~
So no matter how must stay positive..I know I can..Lalalalala~XD

So let just err go to today happy day at Piyopiyo..Lalala..Heheee..Have a nice day with Crystal and May..:D!!
They both are so important to me..Well, I luv them very very much..^^
So photo time??:D!!

Crystal..She very gorgeous..Lalalala~~:D

My dear Crystal and me..Tee Hee~~

Green Tea Ice-Cream..I luv it.:D!

May and Crystal..^^..Weeee~~:)

They are so freaking cute..Right??:D

Sailormoon May and Pretty Babe Crystal..:D

Luv duckie??:D!!

Write at 04.04.12 by -VoN S@N-

Chapter 421(Hurt?Fool?Emo??I not sure)

Stay positive so everything will be alright??:)

Damn,I really err bad mood for a lot of stuff..
First at all Jason,I am mad of you..
You promise me what and now what..I am freaking angry..I mean it..=/
Haixx..Freaking disappointed on him...

Well, let just straight what I feel today..:(..
Oh gg..I really make myself becoming so worst..:(..Why why??PHOEBE, you can't fall in love with him..No man..
=(
I must relax..Kay..

Feel myself so stupid but is ok..I really really love him..For 2012 I really love him..=/

Write at 04.04.2012 by VoN_S@N

Chapter 420(Is time for me to be serious??!!)

Used my dad's Lumix Camera took de..
I really want my own camera..:(
Dear daddy please bought one for me..=/

Ya..Is really sweet by err chatting with OC Charlie..He really a nice guy..I am serious..:)..I still state if he chinese, then erhem erhem..Tee Hee..^^
Well, I can say serious he the only one(Err..Can say other is got their funny pattern in camp but not him) can make me smile without any reason when I emo and want to think of someone..^^
I wish he and my friendship will always stay long and long..

But then I not sure what is it I really really like him a lot..=/..Sigh, I really going to gone crazy le...=/
Whatever is it..I need to make sure I settle photo for tomorrow develop..LOL..How could I forget it..
And ya going to see Yi Lin..:D!!Is so happy!!!Hehee..But..but..Feel sad when Shaw Yin can't have the fun with me..:(
This make me mad at her..=/
Haixx..I need to confess one thing and sorry to Shaw Yin..That all I gonna state..=(

Feel myself like a fool..The more May advice me don't go for it but I still..Sigh..Just let me do something that is not good for myself for once..Just once..That all..

Write at 02.04.2012 by -VoN S@N-