Chapter 385(Stupid..=X)

Hey my dear bloggie..I posting my shoik sendiri photo with new lens fairy purple.Hehe...Cool right my pic..The confident eyes but innocent look..:P

Okok..
To you..
I angry and cry is because now I know what kind of people you are..
Worst than a jerk..=)

Sorry to all my friends..I make you all worried me too much..I promise..
I promise I will okay kay?=)
I miss you a lot my dear blogg..

Arghh..I need work..I need money to buy present..sob sob~~
Daddyyy..I <3 you..Hahaa..I need money for this,that ,blah blah and thattt..Hahaa

Haha..I love to chiong k at neway now..Muackxxx..
Neway is better a lot compare to Amp square..Tee Heee..

Right now I can't play SDO..
Waiting daddy fix for me..Sobs sobb..
Daddd~~~~>
Dad seem ignore me..Finee..

Haixx..
I wish my blog a lot people can know but hor..I also don't want le..Huhu~~Tak tau why..
But I know I just a boring people..:)

Okok..So without SDO..
Manga is my favourite during holidayyy..=3
I read few manga these day and is talk about love..
Few is talk about if you and your friends love a same guy..What would you do..
Well..If me..I will let go cause I can't let go frienship..
But I do heard people tell me to be more selfish..
Sighhh..
Who can tell me what to do if this stuff happen..
But hor I think won't happen la..Tee Heee~~
Arghhh..
Manga Manga Mangaaa...:)

Shit..Friends birthday coming..Better be prepared myself with stuff like cake,present and so so on..
Hahaa~~

I want camwhoreeeee...:)
I want go to Neway...
I want to have a story of dream..
Blog, I love you..Wait me update kay..Muackxx

Write at 29.05.2011 by -VoN S@N-

Chapter 384(Feel so neutral for all the stuff de??)

Sigh..Exam..Sienxzz..:(..Bye~~

After so many thing..I feel my blog can make a drama out of it..Everyday is showing different storyy~~
But the moral is keep telling myself I will have another better and nice day cause this is life..:)
(Y)..I proud of myself..Stop saying bad about people lol..Just say when the fellow make me..><..
Is consider better and I keep tell myself no no no stabbed back to my close friends..
Whoever think I got stabbed back then think cause your mind not mine..
Still same..I will still dislike some attitude like you all dislike mine..Weeee~~!!
This called life..So must everyday stay happy and in positive thinking..(Y)~!!

Ish ish..GOD, please pray to all my close friends and friends and a lot of people..Please the acidman can stay away from them..=/
Please the acidman can faster get caught by police or the acidman can just die..O.O!!!
Just feel scaryy..:(
Wasn't in a good mood..
Sigh sigh..
I need restt..Huhu~~
Kla..Tonight is account..Account..><..
Arghhh..:(
Byeee~~

Blog,I love you..Hehe~~
Cause to me don't judge one person by it cover..XD!!
I never say bad you or do bad you or what..If you really understand me..Then stop complain about me..Weee..~~

And I still in my own thinking..I will never mean never..Wakakaka~~~Rawsss..
Unless really something make me change my decision or not what also can't change..

Heheee!!!Blogg..I will make sure holiday I will tell you all my storyyy~~My life and so so on..Stay tune..^_^~~

Write at 24.05.2011 -VoN S@N-

Chapter 383(Stop thinking..=( )

So I camwhore..And I find this pic is suit it..=(

Wasn't really have a nice mood but can't find people to talk really..Everyone got their own problem..Haixx~~

Now I just hope my friends can be alright..Especially Yi Han..=/
I don't really like him when he no mood..Is like a different person but is ok..><..He still my best heng dai..:(
Although we not so close..T..T!!

Ya..I am sensitive..Thank wor..I admit..:(
I don' really feel happy for these two week..><..
Is ok..Friend that feel I ignoring you all..
I will say sorry..Cause I just not in a right mood...=/

Haixx~~
I love you a lot..Serious..My all close friends..Like I mention..I don't know how to tell but no matter how..You all are the best..:)
Kay..I tumblr all my sad+happy+confuse feeling out..Should be better..><

Muackxzz blogg..I love you..:)!!

Write at 22.05.2011

Chapter 382( If people think I am strong, then I have to be..=D)

Sorry my bloggie..
I really abandon you..:(
You won't hate me right..I really love you a lot my dear bloggie..Cause I know you are the one who keep me strong all the time..
So for this..I want tell my dear blog my story during exam week..Huhu~~Although exam haven't over but still..><~~

So first week of exam got what subject arr..@@
Is bm,sej and all kind of not so like subject..
Due exam..I keep do revision at night which I lazy to do on afternoon..:(..
Wasn't have a good mood every morning..
At my friends..Some serious study, some play play..But haixx..=/
Just not in a good mood..

Well, exam not really well in BM and some subject..I feel like I screwed it badly..:(..
Damn sad..I want to find a BM tuition but I know is late and I can't find..So suan..
Must study..Must study..
Hrmmm..

Second week of exam..
Is like haix..Normal lu..Just let everything go by normal..=)
Ok..
So exam week make me become super blurr, super moody and so so on..><..

Haixx..
And yes..My topic is if people think I am strong then I have to be one..Okay..^_^
I have to proof to them..
If I cry..I will cry silently..No more calling people asking them to help me..I must try..I cannot keep cling on my friends..
They got their own life..I cannot let them keep involves my stupid problem right..=/

Sighh..
So must be happy so no need people to worried me so much..Okayy..Be strong..Don't act..=)
Arghh...
Account and Addmath..I will make sure I won't screwed you both subject..Muackxx..Tee Hee..
Blog, love you..=)

Hehe..Sorry if I make ppl feel I am such a hypocrite people but I can tell you I am not...I just don't know how to express my feeling out..
If you think I like that..Then think..Cause I will feel disappointed cause you never ever want to understand me..XD!!
Haha..Although I really like to keep myself quiet cause I have to..=(
Don't want you all to worry me..Meepss~~

Kla..=)

Write at 21.05.2011 by -VoN S@N-

Chapter 381(Call me selfish or what..I don't care..)

I really don't care..D=
I really fed up for myself..
How can I not trust her..
I really don't know..D=
I hate ittt..
Acting like macam yes..
And I know today I really make her angry de..
But I really can't bear to lost friends that super close so is better to ignore..Right..:)

Give me some time kay..=/
I don't want to be left out again..
After the incident again..I use too much too much of time to recover..
This time I not sure how much I need to use cause we both are same classs..
And you just sitting beside beside me after exam..D=
Guess holiday and the everything will make me feel better..

Or wait bah..
Cause I really really love her...=/
Let me merajuk these day can..
Sorry and I really love you..Hehe

Eeee...I love my account tuition..
Is a place where I can laugh like crazy..
Sorryy..Teacherr..XD
I will be a little good girl if I can..I promise..Kay..

And really thank to people that beside me that keep me cheering these day..:)
I love you all..
Muackxzz

And I like you a lot Yi Hui..=3

Write at 12.05.2011 by -VoN S@N-

Chapter 380(Is to hard for me to do that..D=)

Sighh..
My eyes gonna pop out soon..D=
I feel tired but something just don't let me go sleep..D=
I hate the feeling...
Yesterday I tell a person what I really feel..
And I seriously tell that I scare..
I scare a lot of stuff..
I act strong is just don't want people see but my shield is getting broke up..
I need time to build it..D=
Sighhh.

Haixx..
I better focus my exam..
I can't disappointed my family..Right??:)
And thank a lot for people that care me..
I really appreciate it..Serious..
Although sometimes I act cool cool,emo and like md you all but actually I really care you all..
I just don't know really how to express the feeling..
Forgive me kay?T.T!!!
And if really I being cool or what just give me some time or try talk to me..I will tell you automatically..
Maybe people will say I so so stupid but I just want a simple life..:)
Not life like "宮心計"..
I want a simple friendship and so so onn..=3

Awww..So today finish my BM first exam..Sighh..I feel like I screw all my paper..D=
Hope Pn Wee can see my effort of doing it..>.<..
Tonight gambatehh SEJARAH..Rawssss..:)
Thank for people that love me and careee mee..Hehe..
I being so nerd these day..:)
Always clip my fringe on top my head..Huhu..I don't want have pimplesss..
So terpaksaa..Ngekkk
And I still mommy's cute daughter..Haha..
Ok..I really need to bath,eat and go sleep and later go tuition..

Huhu~~SUN...Can you stop being so angryy..D=
I getting die soon cause of you..T.T

Write at 10.05.11 by -VoN S@N-

Chapter 379(Happy Mother Day and so on..X3)

Mommyy I loveee you..:)
Super super lovee you..
I know I not a very good daughter to you if compare with other..And I admit..T.T
Sorry Mom but no matter how I love you mommyyyy..♥♥♥

Ok..So I got a dream to post in my dear bloggie or I want tell my cute bloggie..Is like a sweet love sad story??Awww..I don't know how to say is just a dream that I had..=/

Is all started like this..
So the story let be Mr X and Miss V..Lol..Is like a very stupid story..Haha..
So so so so..
Hrmm..Errr..Okok..
So this Mr X really really love Miss V but Miss V don't want to couple first or can say Miss V don't even got any feel for Mr X..
So one day Mr X and Miss V went out and go sit on the bus..
The bus very quiet only Mr X and Miss V..Wait..Mr X are with someone..And Miss V was sitting at the back of Mr X while Mr X sit with another person..
Awhile the bus stop..And the bus driver said "go down..go down please"..
Then the aunty sitting beside Mr X say "who going down.."..And Miss V just quiet and listen to the bus driver say "the guy beside you~~"..
Continue the aunty say "who beside me..=.="..Then Miss V was shock a bit cause she know the exist of Mr X but she remain quiet..And that time Mr X was sleeping so the bus driver just continue drive as it thought that he illusion after hearing the aunty said so he keep quiet..

After Mr X and Miss V went out the bus..Miss V look at Mr X and remember something..Is like a flashback stuff..Is like a story of telling Mr X already past away last time and now he like got don't know how many month of time to with Miss V..
And only Miss V and some people can see Mr X..

So I think I just skip main point..Can?
Then what I know is Miss V try to couple and love Mr X while don't let Mr X know that Miss V know everything..
One day Miss V cry out suddenly and Mr X ask her why but Miss V just keep crying because she know that Mr X past away is cause of her..Is cause of her selfishness only Mr X past away and now she struggle with Mr X that she don't want Mr X go away anymore from her life but Mr X is a spirit/ghost..D=

And then I woke up..
That dream make me think a lot..Sighhh
But the moral of the story is appreciate the guy you love..Don't make him wait too long..You wouldn't know what will happen in future..:)

Ok..So today was a bit tired day for me again due tuition..Lol..@@..
Sighhhh..I miss mommyy a lot..And I want my energyyyy..
And one more thing..I don't know what happen to my left hand..Keep on paralyzed..Make me like a stupid people only..Sighhh...
Okok..I should go study later..Arghhh..D=
Hope I won't end up go sleep or dozing..T.T

Write at 08.05.2011 by -VoN S@N-