Chapter 129(Somehow I feel tired already..)

Today morning with mom to take grandma to hospital..
Later that back to house..Hmmm...
Everything seem so perfect..Nothing wrong today..
Than read online comic.

Sigh..But now I felt like my mood had been worst..Don't know why..
Is it the show K.O.3an Guo make me feel like that??
Why le??
Later on Cao Cao going to be enemy with Liu Bei which I feel uneasy..
They are damn friendly than now is like enemy...
Actually Cao Cao quite nice de la..XPP..

And right now I don't have the mood..I getting felt my blog is full of sadness..Why is this happen..I want to cry..I really want..
In the same time, I don't want people to know..
Maybe one day I will but not now..

Hmm...
I really hate myself..I getting hate all the thing that related with him..
I feel I going crazy as sometimes I like sometime I don't..
Why this will happen??
I have no idea..I even noticed that the feeling toward with him is different..
I can feel..Whenever I sms him..I feel nervous..In the same time..I rather him won't reply but I still want..@..@
Plus when I just myself, I can really think a lot of useless think that wanted make me cry..
I hate this feeling!!

Just now sms with Crystal..
Crystal mention to me that this is boring years but to me is not..
I change a lot this year..
To guy that my friend..I feel friendly playing with you all plus I know sometimes that mouth also can use to bully..Haha..
But I also want say that I change is good thing..I now is sociable but not too also..How to say le??I also don't know..

Oh ya..To Crystal:
Must take this noticed..
Your name is like "diamond" that is your month birth stone..
Cool right..XPP..
Don't believe..Can check it out.."April birthstone"..

Kla..Just I have to be strong..If I going to cry is jus one day but don't know when..=P

Oh ya..I love Zhen Jian's sister Hui Ting..Cute and adorable..XPP

Write at 27.08.09 by -VoN S@N-

Chapter 128(4th day of the holiday...)

Hmmm..Current reading a comic tittle "Waltz wa Shiroi Dress de"..Quite like a historical romance..Hmm..The story quite like triangle love mean A love B and confused C while C love A and hate B meanwhile B love A and dislike C...Something like that..

Well, actually the story quite nice but quite pity the "C" because A and B going to be together..
The story is a nice yet sad story..

Sigh, I remember I asked May if I just simple like a guy in school just to forget "him"..Is it the best ways but I know is not..Because I felt is like playgirl style and May also told me not to..

Now I really fall in love with K.O.3an Guo..Every episod I sure can laugh until sot sot but is a nice show..

I always wonder how are you today, always want to see you so I wish time go very slow meanwhile holiday can fast fast finish..I mean this 10 day of holiday..

Kla..End here..

Write at 25.08.09 by -VoN S@N-

Chapter 127(Sigh..Boring Holiday)

I admit I already addicted on playing Pet Society..These is some of my friends include me..
Sigh..Just starter a wonderful holiday than I already start to miss him..Imagine I can't see him for 10day..Whoa..Don't dare to imagine..Hehe..

Hmmm...All I know holiday week, teacher already gave me a bunch of homework..@..@
Hope can do finish in these day..Muahaha..

Pet Society lvl up again..Weee~~
Sigh..May May seem angry again because I help Ying play..Haiz..
I know I help Ying play so I gave you some gift mah..Don't angry lo..Muakzz..I promise when my I got another large crop..I will give you one...Hehe..XPP..Don't angry lo..

Tada~~
Today dad and bro went to Penang..For what??Marathon aka running event...
So left me, mom, Bobby and Bubble(The useless doggie..)...
Hehe..Automatic I sure control the computer..Lolzzz..
Still need to study or not my future will full of mist..I want is clear future..=D

Of cause right now..
I feel comfortable but if let me think of him..I will feel very confused..Too many question mark inside my brain that I still searching for solution or any answer..

Yesterday I asked Ying will she let people know that she got blog..
Her answer said to me no..She said that blog is her diary..My blog maybe I can let people know but not school..

Why??Easy..I don't trust my school's friends unless is my close friends example Kit Ying, Sook May, etc etc...Beside that..I have no idea..

Ookay la..Busy playing Pet Society....

Write at 22.08.09 by -VoN S@N-

Chapter 126(Holiday...Hmm..)

Today I and Yen only go to school..We both very good girl de..Wakaka..Kla..
I don't know I should be happy or sad or what...I know I confused..I confused what I saw..
I know that I can't forget easily..
I know I sensitive..
I just so useless..
Hmmm...

I don't know is I too sensitive or I too like him..
I just have a weird feeling when a girl too close..You know what I mean by too close..
Hmmm..
Really no mood arr!!!
I don't know what I really want..
I don't know how he felt..I don't ever know why I must like him..

Every moment I can feel he near..I feel nervous..Just want avoid but still want see him..Haiz..

Write at 21.08.09 by -VoN S@N-

Chapter 125(Tired yet still want update..Wakaka)

Tired...Miss him..I don't know what I want right now..
Don't ever know my mind is thinking what..


So cute..Err..Von San still a kid what..What to do..Like play..=P

Hmm..
Wonder..Wonder..Omg..
Next week holiday..Suffer..Sometimes I rather got school...><..
Can play, learn , joke and..............

T..T..
No mood arr..Tired arrr..

Write at 20.08.09 by -VoN S@N-

Chapter 124(Am I started to forget you??)

Ching Hui drew for me last week..So cute but I lost it..T...T
Sigh..PMR arr!!!Must study..Study..Study..

Hmm..I wondering..I thinking..I guessing..
To him..I like him..But maybe is just my guessing..I know he my dreaming prince but too bad I not her princess..

Now my feeling toward to him is confused..Hyper confused..I know May said before that I still love him de but I just cheating myself that I hate him, forget him and so many thing..
I feel tired..I feel myself is useless..

Sigh..Later Tuition got exam and is BM..Pls hope me can get good result at Tuition..I really want to be a success person in my life..I mean it..

Kla..End here..

Write at 17.08.09 by -VoN S@N-

Chapter 123(Can I said I no mood right now??)

I don't know how to describe my feeling right now..
Actually is a easy thing but I just want make it complicated..
Hmmm~~


I look weird..XPP

Sigh..I know I just try act happy..No matter how..
Alert!!Study Study..I already start my revision jor lo..
Kekeke...

Tomorrow got school..First 4period..Can play..Later that have to study..Lolzz..
Sigh..Actually feel like want to write write a lot of thing but than think twice..Just keep inside my heart..When is the time..I might write it out..=P

Deng deng deng..I addicted to vitagen right now..Lolzz..Actually is about few week jor..Everyday buy from school..Haha..

Sigh..
Feel tired and not feeling well..
Well..I not a girl usually sick..Wakaka..
So later maybe have some nap than go tuition..Whoa!!Today is GEO!!Wait..Should be BI and GEO..Hehe..
XPP

Kla..End here O.oo..

Write at 14-08-09 by -VoN S@N-

Chapter 122(Tuition Trial arr!!)

Damn..PTP Trial coming..Another pressure..T..T
Sigh..No mood arr..
I wonder why he will make me feel like TWJ..Grrr...
Like today he can make me hyper mood but tomorrow my mood will be down..
Can someone explain to me why??
T..T

Hmmm...
I fall in love with my bro's blazer..I mean his prefect blazer..Wakaka...
It look cool..Kekeke..
Sigh..~~

Pity Porcupine cause next week his school having trial and PTP also having trial..
Double pressure but for him that kind of brain..Haiz..Nothing to say la..
He sure can score a lot of Vitamin "A" de..
Haha..

Ying make new blog..=D..
Nah..Waiting her newest post..Lolzz..
Ahhh...
I no mood arr right now..
Really no mood..

Kla end here wor..

Write at 11.08.09 by -VoN S@N-

Chapter 121(Err..Just want uptade ba..)

Trial exam finish..Phew~~~
But real PMR is near...Scare..
What a cute thing...Lolzz..
Is furry but imagine its near me..I might shout..Wakaka..
Tomorrow go "OLD TASTE" yam cha..
Lolzz..Girl yam cha place should be high class a bit..Not like guy..Mamak Stall can jor..=P

Today feel unlucky day again..
Make May and Ying bu shuang me..
But the problem is I don't know what I done to Ying ba..
Sorry..
I really don't know..Not I fake or what..Just don't know..=="

But I really love you both..Not that kind of love..Mean friendship love lor..Muakzz..
Sigh..
Maybe maybe I will study later ba..Who tell me not smart..T..T..

Klo..

End here..

Write at 07-08-09 by -VoN S@N-