Chapter 129(Somehow I feel tired already..)

Today morning with mom to take grandma to hospital..
Later that back to house..Hmmm...
Everything seem so perfect..Nothing wrong today..
Than read online comic.

Sigh..But now I felt like my mood had been worst..Don't know why..
Is it the show K.O.3an Guo make me feel like that??
Why le??
Later on Cao Cao going to be enemy with Liu Bei which I feel uneasy..
They are damn friendly than now is like enemy...
Actually Cao Cao quite nice de la..XPP..

And right now I don't have the mood..I getting felt my blog is full of sadness..Why is this happen..I want to cry..I really want..
In the same time, I don't want people to know..
Maybe one day I will but not now..

Hmm...
I really hate myself..I getting hate all the thing that related with him..
I feel I going crazy as sometimes I like sometime I don't..
Why this will happen??
I have no idea..I even noticed that the feeling toward with him is different..
I can feel..Whenever I sms him..I feel nervous..In the same time..I rather him won't reply but I still want..@..@
Plus when I just myself, I can really think a lot of useless think that wanted make me cry..
I hate this feeling!!

Just now sms with Crystal..
Crystal mention to me that this is boring years but to me is not..
I change a lot this year..
To guy that my friend..I feel friendly playing with you all plus I know sometimes that mouth also can use to bully..Haha..
But I also want say that I change is good thing..I now is sociable but not too also..How to say le??I also don't know..

Oh ya..To Crystal:
Must take this noticed..
Your name is like "diamond" that is your month birth stone..
Cool right..XPP..
Don't believe..Can check it out.."April birthstone"..

Kla..Just I have to be strong..If I going to cry is jus one day but don't know when..=P

Oh ya..I love Zhen Jian's sister Hui Ting..Cute and adorable..XPP

Write at 27.08.09 by -VoN S@N-