Chapter 490 (Poof..I am back after so long)

Eyes bag worst..

Pimples here and there..

Hair super messy..

Whoah..I am like came out from hutan wei

Ok I am super super long time never blog..And ya now I am having holiday..=)

So I will be more active a little to blog those thing I cannot express through twitter nor moment..:(

So for this post I will post my super duper current condition but also need to remind what I should do..

That is what??

My assignment I must complete..NO SLACKING!!TEE HEE..:)

Second is do my homework..:)

Third is revision...

Fourth keep updated with all my friends..well since I got all my sweet time with my family..HAHA

Fifth for now is forget him..=)

Well I still state this to myself..I will never thought of liking a person till that level..

Being true, in my life..Really this current guy and worm-worm make me so heart empty..Both no need to do anything at all..

But like now I can feel super pain..Super hurt..Super not feeling well..

Well maybe I already age of 18++ so ya my controlling of my feeling is super strong..

I can know why Adila scare the incident of OC Charlie but don't worry..I am ok..

I am the cupid..Cupid job is to see everyone love story how sweet it is first..^_^

Plus I am ok de..I really ok..I just don't like the feeling of get dump aside somehow..HAHA

Kla..I should get myself some food..Some this and that..Headacheness feeling is back..:( *suck*

And ya I really really really like the guy so much but in same times I will take of the likeness by slowly and slowly..HAHA..

I just love myself how randomness I can be..:D

Write at 04.08.2013 by -VoN S@N-

Chapter 489 (Holiday=Philosophy Moment)

Watching back Sabrina..How much I love this show back then..Hehee..Maybe cause I love Sabrina, she a witch..A cute witch..:P

Ya..Maybe now I am teen not child so when watching back the feeling is so different..:P

Like the relationship between Sabrina and Harvey..:3

How I remember that every holiday is like a day where I no need social..I no need do anything to impress people or what..Just being myself, reading manga, watch cartoon anime tv show and so so much more..

Maybe what my mom sudden not sure decision did influence me a lot..:(
Of cause I do want go outstation to play but telling me if I got the chances go there like for a long period..What??All the small little fame I make and build in Malaysia will gone like "poof"..
Whatever la..I should just follow the flow..=3

Haixz...I really hope I can solve everyone love problem but what I really know is no one can really solve whoever problem..Is not like saying putting yourself into people shoes and then yay..I settled and I know their problem..NO~~Is not like that..:(..Even being an outsider sometimes seem to know everything but actually you won't really get how the person feels..That make us special..Unique I guess..:)

Well, I currently doesn't have any love problem cause I go no one I love..I love my friends and family..That it..
And also Form 6..Forced to love one..:P~
But when I see my friends who having problem especially love..T_T..I feel like "HOLY VON SAN, FASTER USE ALL YOUR SKILL TO SOLVE IT..YOU PRO AT IT"...=_=..NOPE I AM NOT PRO..I just hope everyone is happy with their lover..That it..:D
Simple request..Hard task..=_=!

Nah..Holiday oh holiday..I never find Wai Teng, never find anyone..Kinda like waiting people to kacau me only..LOL!!~
Well, just want to settle my photos thing as in I have to upload everything..:)

Ya during holiday I kinda notices something..
Is it the sentences "oil and water"..I am just like a little bubble of oil that get to mix with water with all the force I using?Is it worth??Well is does worth but when I really realized it , it does give me a lot of pain which I scare I cannot endure it anymore..:(
Maybe that why during holiday I rather just go out with Crystal and some of my secondary friends or preferable stay house and be pig..That it..:P

Sigh..Just do your job Von..Everything will be alright..:)..Eventually will..Haha..Be happy..

PS:Wishing Chen Chen faster recover~!!!

Write at 29.05.2013 by -VoN S@N-

Chapter 488 (HOLIDAY MOOD ON)

Me and babe..OMG..So long time never take picture with her already!!!XD

Haha..

So I finish my semester 2 and I got this two week planning..I should and must do some planning that make my two week feel a bit fun..Or at least I shouldn't make my brain stop thinking..

So before I start today my topic or thing I feel funny..:)..I should post last two day after exam but eventually nothing really happen..Just having a mini session of eating lunch with my classmates..XD!

Here me and Gwen Ling..Phewit..She such a pretty girl..I AM SERIOUS!!HAHA..CUTE PRETTY GIRL..:P

Kelly and Wai Mun..HAHA..Another two pretty girl..

So we all went to this "meat mee" eat..I forgot what the chinese name..Whatever..:P!

It was very fun..:P!

Then the 1st day of holiday..I PONTENG SEKOLAH cause for few reason..=-=

Then 2nd day which is today..:)

For a serious thing..I can't believe got this person msg and ask me why I din't come school..Haha..Don't add my guilty pretty please..*sob sob*

So ya I got this approve..Is so called approve to drive car to "pyramid"..Well...I did tell my mom "mom,I go pyramid find Crystal then later we go out eat"..Sound indirectly but haha..:)..Ya I drove her to SS15 and eat..HAHA

So I fetch CRYSTAL go out..:)

Haha..Hope I din't scare her off with my driving skill..LOL!~

But I think she was so happy cause I can drive for now and she keep on want me to fetch her everywhere..NO!!I still noob la dear..:P

So no..

Well..Holiday is kinda boring and I don't really like go out..Or maybe I am just waiting people to plan and ask me out..=-=..LOL!! VON SAN, you think you are what..

Kla..I just don't feel like la..:)

Plus I don't really like to ajak people out..Saying true here..

But really thank Crystal who always plan something for me..Really a pro planner..*love*

Haha..Reason why I don't want go out..I don't know la..Just love to be lazy inside my house..That is..Kla..I got a lot of thing to do..Will do soon..=-=!!LALALA~~There for now right..Hahaa

Actually got few more thing I want to post but let me have the stable mood to post..MUACKX EVERYONE..:P

Write at 25.05.2013 by -VoN S@N-

Chapter 487(Just a though.A message.Point of View by me)

Poof..Black color..Black is a nice color..Can't deny that..Sometimes I just feel pathetic how those bad and evil thing can related to black color..Sad..Righttttttttt~~

Oh well..Today should be a monday blue but become a monday black in Malaysia..

Ok..So ya I am still state I am not really go a politic person..I don't really like those chaos and so much more thing.

So is all my point of view..I never meant to hate anyone or help anyone but still is like a selfish confess..

I am under 21..So I cannot go vote..All I can do is by showing I still LOVE MALAYSIA a lot a lot..Whatever I going to post is never been influenced by any FACEBOOK or TWITTER people post..Is just what I have thought for all the the time..Can't deny certain thing I write will be a little bit sensitive to certain person..Well, you no need to read this post..Read other..:)

• First I mentioned I am under 21..So I cannot go vote for Malaysia.All I can do is hope and pray.

Before the election, I don't really go support whoever group although can't deny I really put a high hope on PR(Pakatan Rakyat).Maybe I really hope to see a change..Just a change will be alright.I want to see how other going to lead my country, my state. "give a chances to other,if they fail..Then when my time to vote..I will pick the right leader back la"..That my thought when the election month is still on..

• Second..I really pity to most of the majority non-malaysian..T_T

Why say so?? First those non-malaysian who come Malaysia to work that equal to money..So I can't stand how another parti(U know who I mean) using money to bride them , tell them vote form them and so so on..NEED MAH??!!SERIOUSLY..They are non-malaysian..They are innocent..All they want is money..Money and they blindly go support and even get beat up/fight/humiliated by our Malaysian people..Thank to YOU(THE SO CALLED ANOTHER PARTI).You make us feel bullshit...

I used to respect to most of the non-malaysian people..They are alright..I know they come to Malaysia to work is for their home..Money is what they want..Can't deny sometimes I do hate them but still I will ignore it..Using those non-malaysian to get your vote??Haixz..

• Thirdly.Magic..Media..Seriously..:(

Haixz..I think I am so lazy to type..:(..I hope got a slightly change bah..:(

I really need to protect my rights..:(..

Write at 10.05.2013 by -VoN S@N-

Chapter 486 (Relax a day then start be a busy bee..A serious busy bee)

Your truly..:)

I look like weird in two pony tails..Hahaa...

So yeap, I finished my exam and yesterday have this outing with my form 6 friends..:)!!..With my classmates of Pra-U(S)K1 go pyramid hang gai gai..:)

Nah..Is like my first time really consider go out with them..Meaning dressing myself a little bit pretty so ya that my first outing..Although I remember February that time is also a outing as chiong k with them but well..Is different la..:)

Yay..We all in the TONG PAK FU..Hehe..Ok..That Sao Yong..My ex-tuition addmath buddy and also 

Jenny and Voon Yee super close friend..

I shall study and not blogging first..Exam is super near and I already having a lot of personal bad mood problem..:(

Am I thinking that I will lost a lot of friends again??I don't know and I can't think of it..Is making me more pain..:(

I shall appreciate every moment with them before I lost them..Before I lost them..=(

I already lost one and I don't know how to mend the feeling or relationship again..I know is hurt..More hurt sometimes but remember that everything will be ok..:(..Must always hold the happiest memory..I cannot make any regret in my life..Serious..:(

I know I will have but well..I am not that strong..I can act like one but I always end up fail to do like one..:(

Kla..I go study la..Bye world..Bye everything..=)

Write at 02.05.2013 by -VoN S@N-

Chapter 485(Exam screws de..=(..Rumors is getting weirder and weirder..@@~!)

Me and Wai Teng..:D!!GOSH GOSH!!SHE IS SHOO PRETTY..:P

I love her a lot..:)
I actually love a lot of person right..:P
Well~~:)

Well today exam Account and no need to know how worst I done it..=-=!!

So before exam I went to ERC to study..Not said study but to do some past year question..:)

Alone doing..I don't really got this habits to study group or what..:(..I am too noob..I always be the listener to listen what people teach me only..*sob*~

Arghh..Actually before Account, my econ and PA also screw like shit..=-=..Von San, stop playing..Start be seriousssssssss!!

Meepss..:)..So ya I am going to on sis's laptop and study PP..YEAH!!

And ya...I think the rumors going to fade off soon..Phew~~:)!!At least is better right..=3..I mean I kinda feel pity to that person..:(!!Well, don't worry it will fade off then yeah.

I will have my big big family in Form 6 once again cause I love you all equally I guess...Okla.Maybe more to girl, less to guy..Hahaa..:D

And I should be alright..At lease I got rumors in my schooling life..Hoho..:)!!

Although last few day I was super emo but now everything alright..:)!!Ok..Study PP..:)!!I feel like I got more thing to post but revision and exam first kay..:P

Write at 25.04.2013 by -VoN S@N-

Chapter 484 (If I can take it easy..Hrmm~)

No picture today..Why?No mean no..Lazy to take..Settle..
Hrm..I can't post at twitter because I don't really like to make people misunderstood??I mean I love to have this random mind thinking and so I will post love quotes , sad quotes and so many more weird word because I think inside the house got this philosophy feeling..Hoho..:)!!*act smart again* 

So I can conclude this few day not really a good day for me..I been thinking so many negative thing..=(
Haixz..Sometimes I know is my own problem who keep all these unnecessary thing to be fuss about..
Maybe I just hate myself sometimes..Thank to my so called smart detective brain that I really want to found out some stupid truth so now making myself so bullshit..ARGHH!!

Wai Teng today ask me did I do compared??Is her or other person?LOL!!
I said cannot compare la~~Both is good and I no feeling for both now..
Ok..The 1st I just playing around la~~You know just goofing around..=-=!!Then I clear my mind..
The 2nd one is so sudden!!NO MAKE SENSE AT ALL WEI!!So I am super sure is prank..Is just prank..~~ 

Ok..I know sure got wonder what I talking about..Is just haixz.T_T!!I don't know la..:(
I feel myself so unlucky..=(
I keep on thinking these day how can such a nice conditions human being will like me??=-=!!Well..I know because of this prank too much until now the human being scare of me..:O!!I AM NOT SCARY..*sob sob*!!
And one more thing..The human is really a very good condition..Hrmm..Let me use some branded item to label it..The human is like errmm ermm a very good quality item meanwhile me is like a pasar malam item..=3
So is sound ridiculous..

And ya I am so glad I think..:D!!Cause today someone told me about something that make me feel better..:D!!First is to proof is prank..So yay!!
Then second is about a human told me that human is like "sporty type of girl"..OK..So settle de..=3..
Feel so better...

OMG!!BLOG you really making me feel better..Hoho!!:)!!
Thank again..I should be alright..:)!!Plus junior coming soon so the human will you know...Tee Hee..
I am a such a cute cupid..:P

Write at 23.04.2013 by -VoN S@N-

Chapter 483(Daily post I guess..:) )

Haunted House Adventure..Oh well..I actually don't really like myself inside the picture..Hair cacated then look so pale..Sigh..But is a nice picture because got a lot of awesome people inside ya!..:3..!!Hoho

OMG!!So long no post..Actually got a lot of thing to post but oh well..I just so so lazy yaaa..Hahaa..Ok so first at all..I am officially very happy I know my feeling or my very confusing moment..Hahaa..Is really feel great..:3..

Thank to someone in my class that make me found that I care someone and another person more..Super care..I guess..:P!!Hahaa

Then then I should take care myself more ya..=-=!!I know I am scary sometimes so ya..Take care myself..:P!!

And I technically miss a lot of person like Crystal, Sook May and etc etc la~~=3..Nah my exam is super near so no play play..:3..Hoho!!

Not to mention that I should study tonight..=3..Exam is so so scary..=(!!

Especially STPM..=-=!!I wonder how my bro and sis can go through it..I am so salute to them..*love*!

Ok next next..I am so gonna state here..I don't even care whoever want to judge me..=-=!!

I am still stick with my opinion..I won't care it anymore..I can be cruel..Super cruel..So just wait and see..

For what I am doing is for you and my own good..So is call selfish but is alright..

If you reading this..Just to let you know..I got someone I really care..And no one can really replace that person for now..No one..So ya..:)

Be cruel to me..I am alright..Not first time kena de..=)

Next I want to state who I really care..For now..Really care..

• My family..Of cause..:)!!Including my two doggy..:P
• My Form 6 friends..They are all someone that so important to me...I am serious..
• Crystal, Sook May and etc etc..;)
• Elise Wong, Stephanie and so many more..:P
• Tuition Friends..:)!!As well teacher..
• My life..My STPM..

So ya..This is my list..I remember I state my blog is like my black and white proof..So once this is posted meaning everything is already been cop and be approved..Ok..Study Von San..:)

Write at 21.04.2013 by -VoN S@N-

Chapter 482 ( A magic coin put into my pocket )

Acolyte.. One of my favorite job when I play RO last time..:)

OMG..So long din't post..Gosh..:)..I also don't know what happen to me..Maybe was super busy with my PBS..Actually everyone also busy with PBS..So well..:(

Ok..I actually feel happy when everything is calm back down..I guess so..=/

What is happiness..I mean how can I archive happiness..Everytime I feel happy but deep down I super scare..I scare a lot of thing..I think this sound fake..Hahaa..

Maybe I still wonder this question "If I die?" or maybe I migrate to other country and one day I lost memory..So whatever happen in Malaysia will vanish like "poof"..

I won't really worried so much that I can recall back or not..Or maybe one day I saw whatever I post and laugh at it wonder why this girl so weird..Yes..WEIRD..

Ok..I will just post today thing..:)..I actually wonder every step I walk..I mean I know I going to a world that I have to be alert for all the thing..:)

Oh ya..Thank to Jason..:)..This Jason is not those Jason I mention..He is special one..

Someone who I dislike sometimes but whatever he said, I will listen..:)

I admit when he talk, my heart break a little..Seriously a little but I know the attention..He nice..:)

Thank again..Even I know I am kinda selfish and put my pride super high so in here I only can thank you in here..=)

Hrmm..I actually still got PBS haven't settle so tomorrow settle..:)

Now I want to do some other thing that I been neglect for this week..:(..Arghh..

Write at 06.04.13 by -VoN S@N-

Chapter 481(Awww..I am just a clinging human being)

If you wonder who this pretty gal beside me..Her name is Beatrice Yew Jia Yi aka Angel(the name I name her last year..LOL)

She from SMK Sultan Ahmad(Ok..I don't know the school name~~Sorry~)

Same tuition with me..Billy Tuition.=3..

Hahaa..So ya I kinda moody due most of my friends went to the JPAM camp and left me hanging there like I am so lonely..*sob**sob*..:(

So got the weekend tuition with Ryan and Lilyan and Jia Yi but Lilyan din't come on Sunday..*emo*..T_T!!
My "only friend" in my class din't come to tuition on Sunday..How could she..T_T!!(I think she gonna kill me soon if I keep using the "only friend")..

So Sunday is me, Jia Yi and Ryan..Three human being in the tuition center..LOLOLOL~><

Okok..;D..I feel myself so bad today said the sentences:

 "If Jia Yi is in my school maybe I won't really so close with Wai Teng.."

LOL!!I am just playing la plus I imagine if she in my school she not gonna talk to me or what right??So stay in tuition can de..Hahaa..*Selfish*

Oh ya..Hw, Assignment and so many thing I haven't do yet..*bang wall*..:(~~

Ciaoxz human being..:D!!
I miss the human so much but well..:D!!~~

Write at 10.03.2013 by -Von S@N-

Chapter 480(Memory that won't fade in March)~

I have a happy life during primary and secondary..
But those life gave me a lot of lesson of life..Trauma of life..

Such as bullies by those person that I really hate..Sorry..I not being sarcastic but I think I should thank to them who make me so tensed up during Secondary(Especially SECONDARY..=( ) until I really do appreciate friends although I complain but like I mentioned although I complain is just complain..Nothing much so no worry..:D

I think for now I really don't want to think problem or anything weird again..=(

Chapter 479 (Long notes for February feeling..:D)

March here and ya a lot of thing I need to settle especially PA PBS Project..
Next is of cause study for my up coming trial exam..;(..Feel like crying..*sob**sob*
So ya March is like a busy month for me..I feel like every week is a busy week for me..*piff*

Ok so ya this is a long February notes..

I actually got a lot of thing to post but something just stuck there so I just post my main speech for blog..:)

I am actually very happy for having a lovely family..:)
Although I got this bad temper and I trying my best to change but is kinda fail..:(
Oh well..Hard task for me..:)
I love the moment during CNY..:D!!Although my bro and sis got their own event and I still like a kid who stick to my parent..=3..
And ya certain of my parent's friends who said I am still young..Still kid..Wait I got my own world then I will fly away from them..:(
I feel like I don't want..I want to stay with my family for special occasional..Like CNY,Christmas and so so on..
I still hope what I wrote today is still work in future..Is like a reminder..Is like a jobs but ya I love it..=)

Next is ya my school thing..=)
I think even form6 is hard but I must work hard on it..:D!!No lazy bum bum for me..:D
And I must really state one thing..:)
I love all of Form 6 human being..Ya I admit I do complain a lot but I never really hate them...I just complain..Haha
Ya..I still admit I "LOVE" all my form 6 friends..A lot a lot a lot..:)

And I think is important decision..
Adila told me about the 3 month theory..And I feel the time is come..I actually don't know what to do..;(
But I know is time for me to be tough and strong..
Is just a immature feeling of it during form 6..I guess..=(

*Von San, that doesn't mean you need to get yourself someone you like cause your bro and you sis also couple in form 6..Ok dear..*

Time to tell myself to wake up and give up..No need to think something so complicated right..Hahaa..

Oh ya..I got certain notes must post..:)
I got like so happy got so many zi mui and heng dai in form 6..=)

I mean I really happy la..I treat them like one of my mini family..Hahaa...;3

Actually I called some of them like my brother...=)

For my sister is ....I want list but too manyyyyyyy!!!Is like every class of girl I treat them like sister..Hehe..:D

Kla..I should be more positive and forget whatever moody thinking..:)..Von, you cannot fall in like with a guy you know is no happy ending kay..*nods*

Write at 02.03.2013 by -VoN S@N-

Chapter 478 (Enjoy and care the moment ok..You can do it~)

Oh yeah..Pretty human being in my house..^^!!

Haha..Tell me how much I love them ya..

They are my classmates and also Wai Teng..She my president and my husband so she is a must call come..:D

Ok so is kinda packed up all pretty girls inside my house..:)

Ok..This should be a long post but kinda having a moody season..Boo..:(~~

Write at 24.02.2013 by -VoN S@N-

Chapter 477(Tralalala~~Lelalala~~)

Those three human being..:D..Same class but they are genius human..OMG..Math students..Slacking sometimes but freaking smart..Haha!!

I mean them..:)..That is Mun Ying , Hui Qing and Ryan..Those awesome human..Hehee

I was so happy with them..:)

I am the first one who arrived to Mun Ying's house and I must said Mun Ying's house is like a art of the house..Or can said is more than art..Hahaa..

Her house is awesome..Is like those showroom but is more awesome..Arghh..Next time I must took picture and ya show how pretty is her house is..^^!!

Then Ryan and Hui Qing show up..:)
Oh ya..We have this K1 chit-chat and talk..:D!!Is was so great..Of cause I am super happy to have them as my friends and buddy..:)

I am so happy to know them..^^!!
Hehee

Then ya Mun Ying stuffed us with lot of yummy food..Nuggets , Tom Yam Mee Hoon and not to mentions those yummy juicy fruits..:D!!Hoho~I got took some of the picture but it in my phone so ya..=-=!

Seriously I am damn envy Mun Ying eat a lot of yummy food but no fat..Well, she do exercise I din't..Haha..

I just fat..LOL..I need to burn up lot of fat..Haha!

Oh well..Is overall is super fun in her house..I laugh a lot..:P!!Tee Hee..

:)

I love them a lot..MUN YING , HUI QING AND RYAN LEE...:)!!

Who can say no love to them..:D!!I just wonder..Pretty+Cool+Good Looking+Awesome people..:D

Ciaoxz..Homework time..I am serious..:D!!

Write at 15.02.2013 by -VoN S@N-

Chapter 476(Taa daa..Just a short note post)

Nah..I remember once people said when people break up..They tend to do something different..:D
For me..When I tend up too moody or too emo...I feel like snipping my hair is kinda best choice?
But but I will let the professional to do..:)..
I kinda love my hair..Although is layer cut but ermm..:)..I found is kinda suit me..:D
Gasp..Just forget my pimples face ya..:)

Ok..So today is the 4th day of CNY..=/..Arghh..I know today is the day I want to kacau this human..=/

But in same times I also don't want..

Why!?WHY??Why I always have this doubting decision..=/..Is sux..=(

Piff piff..:(

I think I will do the decision during 1pm or later..Remember what I doing now will influence my future..:)

Oh ya..I remember yesterday I told Wai Mun something about my past..The first few sentences I told her "I don't like guy"...Then she was like what??!!..No no..I don't like guy but I still friends with those guy..Just kinda dislike guy somehow..Hahaa..=0=

Actually now also sometimes yes..But ermm I ok MAN..So can understand when I like Darren , Chris and so so on artist..:)

Plus ermm..I think I treat guy like buddy and girl like princess..LOL..I am weird..=-=..Super weird..

Arghhh..Need to do hw..:(..But but all the graph seem so complicated..=(

Need to brainstorming ya..

So I got acc, PP and what more hw??I think these three..:(

Why..HW during Holiday is like Holiday is a day for my homework..Whatever la..=-=..Hahaa..

Oh ya..:)..Tomorrow Valentines..Day with my phone and brunch with Babe..:D..Haha

Write at 13.02.2013 by -VoN S@N-

Chapter 475 (Start my 1 week of holiday of CNY)~~!

Me with my beloved naughty Bubble during Chinese New Year Eves..:D..

I think somehow technology really make me super lazy sometimes or I can said is always..:)

Yesterday have a mother-daughter shopping at Pyramid..Mommy's bought me uniqlo t-shirt Snoppy..Hehee..Love it..OMG..Although is kinda pricey but once a while should be okay although still feel guilty..Imagine I use Rm 50-60 and go shop FOS instead of uniqlo but oh well..Is not like I will always go uniqlo to buy right plus the quality is nice..Haha..*wink wink*

Ermm..Then is kinda boring..I mean all I doing is just playing my iphone whole day..Since I have no idea who to spam due some of my friends back kampung..*piff*
My bro keep asking me to download games but there none games to let me download..I am so PICKY!!=(
Hrmm..
Oh well, I also did clean up my wardrobe by throwing out old clothes and make it neat..I suppose..=3

Then have a nap and having a reunion dinner..Erm..I kinda lazy to post the food pic but overall is nice..I mean I love the part of "lou sang"..:D
Once a while man~~Enjoy it..Hahaa..

Ok..I need to make my RESOLUTIONS of 2013 of half year..Nah..Why half year..Well, cause I think is fun??:O
I can't stay in place somehow..Hrmm..=/

Myself:

1.  Be more happy as usual..

1. Be more patience with others..:)

1. Keep moving on..I cannot stay in the same old place..I mean I need to improve..:)

1. Be a proper "lady"..I am not a kid anymore..I mean I can be like a kid but in other thing I need to grow up for something..*Tee Hee*

1. Be more responsible for the thing I do..Like promises , being a good leader , good super friends and so so on..

1. Be more ermm "jimat jimat"..I don't want waste too much money sometimes..=X

1. Always be honest..I mean is a must..:)

1. Loss some fats..I am so fat..=0=!

For my academic..

1. Must keep on doing hard+smart work..:D

1. Do finish all the homework in at least 1 week like that..Hahaa..I love delaying homework sometimes..=/

1. Do finish projek on times..Is like a must wei..

1. Must get CGPA for 3.00 and above..*pretty please*..

1. Do well in everything..I don't look down on people so I hope people also don't look down on me..:)

For relationship with others(Friends and Family):-

1. Be truth to them..

1. Try the best don't hurt them..A

1. Fight for it..I mean don't let them to have any misunderstanding of me and so as I to them..

1. Be more happy to have them..

1. Appreciate them like they are my dearest..:D..Hehee..

1. Prove to them that I also love them by using action not only word..:D

1. Less fight..And More love..:D

Oh well..I guess that for till end of JUNE..:D..Hehee..Hope I can do all..Is like a reminder for myself..


Write at 10.02.2013 by -VoN S@N-

Chapter 47♥ (I need some rest..:) )

Ok..I super shoik sendiri..LOL..I mean ya..I using instagram which mean I using smartphone..Kinda make sense ya..:)

Kk..I know this week I kinda moody but there is something that make me happy back..:)..I think I can recall some..

So Monday..(4.02.2013)

I was kinda moody whole day..I got this mental problem with me..I hate meeting..I complain to Adila, Putra and Jia Qian(Since they are MPPPU member)..I also did complain to Wai Teng...Well..I just complain to everyone cause I don't like meeting la~~

Then oh well , meeting is as usual normally just go through like that until my phone vibrates and I got a call from Fei Ge Ge aka Jack..That make me happy..

Next thing that make me feel kinda awkward and laughing so much is when Jia Qian lawan balik my sentences with nonsense..-_-
Ish ish...

Is like that...

Someone asked him about laporan..Then he said he own-self haven't even do finish yet then I look at Adila who sitting beside me!!(OMG...President sit beside me..YEAH!) like telling her "see..His also never finish...Sigh sigh sigh"..

Then he was like "I later tak lulus your laporan only you know"..Walaoee...=.=!!Feel like cekik him if he really do that but he won't la..:D

Oh ya back to main point..Eeee..Fei Ge Ge called me from Austraile again..Awww..Although he always said I very cruel but is ok..:)..He always my favorite Fei Ge Ge..Haha

Ok..So Tuesday..Hrmm...What happen during Tuesday arr..I think is just normal daily day..I have a fun time with my dearest classmates and that the day I can use my smartphone..I mean once back home and my aunt's/leng ma's parcel finally arrived so ya..I can use..

And at night I kinda happy that got friend won't said I am annoying..I mean I know I am la but I feel kinda happy that they don't mind too..:)

Wai Mun Jie Jie sick..That sound sux man..

Oh well..The weird and funny thing is when ermm I was talking/ejek Chien Zong and then Jia Qian have to melawan my word then Mun Ying and Chien Zong seem so serious talking about badminton thing so I also masuk campur just to ejek Chien Zong cause there is nothing to ejek Jia Qian that time and he said me back..Ah well, is ok~:)
Then ya..I ponteng 2 period of Perniagaan for jaga Wai Mun Jie Jie but end up we both crap inside the rest room..Well, is still resting..Right??=3

Wednesday is a day without Wai Mun..Buuuuu~~
But overall was alright..Being a boss..Control 3 table..Muahahaa..:D

Thursday is the day when I emo..I mean I really emo a lot..=/
Maybe is due a lot of my friends who plan don't want come school and I end up being like a child don't really want to talk to anyone but still remained happy for meanwhile time..=0=~!
Is actually fun to merajuk with my classmates once a while but still piff piff..Moody mood on..=(
So during recess I went to ask Marvin about is it him coming school and even no mood to eat even I asked Jun Kiat borrow me money but end up I gave him back..

Well, on the way back to class, I feel myself super stupid..I wait him to come up to talk to me and ya we both talk forawhile..Is like a mean/teasing talk..=-=
Anyhow I feel so happy that got friends care about me..:D

Ok..I stop for now..Let me post for CNY and so so only..Then I post Yi Jie's birthday..:D~!!

Write at 10.02.2013 by -VoN S@N-

Chapter 473 (I just hate myself being so dumb..=/)

Took by Putra..:)
I look kinda fat..I mean I am fat..=)

But I love this picture..I look chubby??Awww..Von San shoik sendiri..:3

Ook..I being so freaking lazy to take picture..Well, not sure why but somehow I lazy..=/..

Hrmm...Bad Von bad Von ya~~=(

I think is like a month I like one thing and dislike one thing but everything will be alright I guess..=3

Sigh sigh..Rumors sometimes can kill a person..

Sometimes is just make me dying slowly..Von San, why you choose a guy that is impossible..=X

Ya I think I feel myself correct when I tell Kuan Peng "so what the point if I like a guy that I know is like no chances at all??" and I walk away..*sigh*

Like for him is scary for me..Why??

1. He my consider close buddy la..
2. We chat nonsense last year..I mean he the first guy that give me a deep expression on him when playing the game??
3. He a nice friend..I remember how crazy we both are arguing why each other copy each other lines for no reason although is like so long ago thing?
4. I always push him when he make fun on me..@~@!!
5. He talk mean thing to me but I still patience with him.
6. Although there is rumor about us in last year but we doesn't care much...NO!!Is he doesn't care much..-_-..although I kinda hate it..Thx

I don't want to make myself suffer anymore..I art class , he science class..Is like oil and water..Cannot mix around...Tadaa~~Settle..:)

Ok..Whatever la..I need control myself..He science class..He my brother's friend's brother..That is a no for me already..Sigh..I need to rest..:(..

Better upload picture..:)
PS:I am kinda selfish..His bag is nice to hug although is heavy..LOL

Write at 01.02.2013 by -VoN S@N-

Chapter 472 (Let everything back to square one)

Yup..Phoebe Tan Von San love Klaine a lot a lot..=3

Okok..Back to main topic about these day..

Ok..I just being frank..I moody..Mood down..Emo??Yes..

I feel kinda useless..I mean I admit I was super jealous when I saw Adila , Aisyah , Hui Qing and Mun Ying got the sijil but in same time I kinda proud of them..Jealous but still be happy for them..

I am really need to cold down myself before I cried it out..Gosh..

I am thinking who I can tell my problem right now..I can just act like over-react but still in the positive mood to let people know I am normal..:)

I mean I can tell to Crystal , May and so so on like last time but now is my form 6 life..I have to handle myself..

Sigh..

Next thing I kinda worry..I mean I can get used of it..

Jia Qian is my important buddy..=)

Same goes with all Science 1 and Science 2 and K1 and K2 friends..=3

I love all of them..Hahaaa..

I don't want to lose one of them..I am scare..Sigh..Just let me have a fun senior year of 2013..

Let everything back to square one..=)

Everyday happy..Having my own happy life in form 6..Always being so busy with a lot of thing..

Ya..I must be normal and strong..Need to do homework..:)

Write at 31.01.2013 by -VoN S@N-

Chapter 471 ( Random question..Seriously??!)

My sepet mata look..

Oh well, with the extra boom human that I love a lot inside this picture behind me so I like this picture..Haha..

Thank to Mun Ying help me take..Hahaa..

Oh ya..I kinda have a lot of weird question these day..:)

I remember last post is about the yellow question..And these few day another weird question but oh well, I am just so random...

I feel so relaxed when I no need force myself to do something I don't like..
Anyhow I really love to "bully" Wai Teng..Call her cold-blooded animal...Hahaa..That a bad thing you can do ya but oh well..

Muahahaa..:)..I love her the most inside the school..:)

Oh ya..i am lazy..Back to lazy as usual..Hrmmm..Just get used of me ya..:)
By the way , I am so happy..I mean my faithful for Klaine is still so strong and also Bravid..Lalalala~~

The thing make me happy when I want to test Wai Teng by telling her "u want me to tell you who I like arr"..

Then she answer "me lo..still got who.."

Is kinda nice of her..:)

Write at 31.01.2013 by -VoN S@N-

Chapter 470(Odd question that I don't know how to answer)

Ya..I kinda thinking about my another life in another dimension is doing what?

Maybe because of the show "beyond X" from Singapore that make me wonder a lot..Although I kinda hate the ending is the girl who love the another guy but oh well..-_-!!!

Von San, is just a show..-_-!!
NO~~I mean I really hope the ending is her with the mr doctor..Piff piff~

Nyaa~These day those producer really making me crazy..:(
First I hope KLAINE faster together back..I never said Adam is not a good match for Kurt but Blaine is more suitable for Kurt and Tina and Sam definitely not a good match for Blaine plus I can see through the video of "Baby Got Back" is similar the situation when the "Teenage Dream"..Is like similar same thing..*JUST SAYING*

So what Kurt feel happy is cause Adam can give Kurt the feeling of Blaine last last time..

Ok..Whatever, cursing Adam is straight..Muahaaa..

Still hope Klaine is always sweet and cute couple..^^

Okok..Next thing that questioned through my mind that is kinda "yellow"..

I was asking how two person is drunk and can have those intimate process together??

Nah, I was watching some taiwan drama and suddenly this question pop out of my mind..LOL~~

I think I need to ask this question to someone at sometimes one day..=3

Tee Hee!!

Next thing that make my mind kinda confused is about last year and this year..I know is kinda weird..-_-

But last year I admit I care..I care about it but that not the feeling..

Additional is that time..I mean that time I like a guy..Like but no love..Should be just like only..:)

Arghh..Feel sorry to him cause I felt myself kinda cheated him but oh well, who care anyway..

Well, I can see him super sweet with his current girlfriend so oh yeah..XD

Ignore ignore..^^

Sometimes I just lazy to care about this kind of love thing..Better focus my study and academic..By the way, there got thing make me super crazy is Klaine and Bravid..Hahaa..-_-..I am so obsessed with gay thing ya..=)

I know I always love it..Muahaha~~~

Write at 28.01.2013 by -VoN S@N-