Chapter 223(Weee~~..I still kid arr??Haha)

I love this photo..Hehe..XD..
Oh well..Koperasi's day is over jor..=X..TT..I want to eat sausage,wedges,spaghetti,fried ice-cream and so so on..=X

During Koperasi's day..I keep on playing,eating and enjoying..Today I play with Kiko(May),Hui Yen and Xue Yi..All run here,search for food and avoiding people who forcing us to buy food..=3

Geezz..I don't want eat canteen food..=PP..Arghh..I so tired right now..I want to sleep..@.@
Later have to clean house again..=X
I want to buy a lot of thing le..How??XD

Save money lo..Haha..
I want to play and run again but I really got no energy la..><...
Weee~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~

Anyway..Is time for me to oi oi..Night..Muackzz..Love you all..

Write at 30.06.10 and 01.07.10 by -VoN S@N-

Chapter 222(Really rainbow appears on sky??)

Like I said is it really rainbow appears on sky??I wish so but ZJ(Porcupine) telling me that rainbow will gone..Ookay..So everything settle with Chin Yee..One of my close friend last time but she somehow change to another person but now I wish she will back to her normal..=3

I really feel that the storm actually is just hide behind the rainbow..I try all my best to let the storm go away but it doesn't go..PHOEBE!!Stop thinking..K??
Try try..TT

Today Koperasi Day..During Koperasi the hour..Me and Kiko(May) keep on walking,running,siao at dewan kesidang..Searching for food..Not I don't want play with Crystal(Ying) and Chin Yee but I know they both is not really a hyper active like me when I on the mood of super hyper active..Haha..Plus I don't know how I really love Kiko a lot..Hehe
Still I got play with Crystal and Chin Yee de..Muahaha..Never skip out Xue Yi..I playing around..XD
Teasing Form 6 people..XD..

So went back to class..Weee~~
Wait..My mood is from hyper active become scary..=X
I was sitting with Yi Hui until Sivik period..When I went back my place..The creepy Chee Yeow like so friendly with me..I was like huh??Scary~~

Lolzz..Ookay la..Don't want to think so much..Just want to enjoy enjoy..><..Meeps..Is not like I won't meet new people..Tee Hee~~

Write at 28.06.2010 by -VoN S@N-

Chapter 221(Everything is so sudden~~)

Friends problem..Haixx..I don't really care..I just having a terrible bad mood..Maybe I should take back on the last Thursday..

She told me that Account Teacher said bad me that "I am a girl who want get attention from people" which make me feel no good cause I know I am noisy but I just want to make some attention at class so all people can enjoy..

So maybe you mistake word or what I don't know but teacher explain me with different thing which I trust teacher..=3

I said jor "I din't hate you but is you make me hate you.."I so sorry but I really missing the old you..Really..

During Teacher's Day..I love some photo..

Wee~~


Booo~~~


Raws~~~


XP..O.o..

Write at 27.06.2010 by -VoN S@N-

Chapter 220(Feel what??)

Gasp~~
Today teacher's day and we(Citra Warna) got to dance "dikit barat"..Errmm..That ookay cause is fun to dance but not MTA..ToT..

Whatever..Skip the dance first..LEE CHEE YEOW!!Feel like wanna to slap and punch you!!I don't know you got feel sorry or not but I really hope you will feel..
And the girl(Beatrice..Yi Hui told me the name)..Maybe you are not wrong but sorry I don't like you..Hurt my friend and being so LC..

Hehe..Maybe is a bit of rude and bad attitude..
This happen when I(freaking bu shuang) and Kiko(May) said bad about Chee Yeow and the girl(Beatrice) loudly at Dewan Kesidang but I guess not a lot people know..Haha..
Is started like this..Phoebe(me) and Kiko..

He is freaking "fu sam long(A very bad guy that dump his girlfriend..)"
She is "zin po(very evil woman??)"
"freaking useless guy(in cantonese)"
"bitch(In cantonese)"
"sei pak gong"
"sei pak po"

Than I really don't know how to continue..Crystal looking at us and laugh out loud..Haha..Like I said..Is maybe nasty I said that but who make it first..Is him!!Is that LEE CHEE YEOW!!
And the girl(Beatrice)..Yala yala..I just hate her..Don't want to care..Bluekzz..Who tell them to hurt my friend first..

Haixx..
Now I just want Yi Hui to be happy..Nothing else..Thank Elise..Your story(love hurt) really used for Yi Hui now..To me..I am a selfish girl..I don't like people hurt my friends..That it..Muackxz..

I love the quote of
"BOYS ALWAYS WANT "FUN",LOVE ALWAYS MAKE YOU BLIND SO TRY OPEN YOUR EYES WHEN YOU PIC THE RIGHT GUY"

Write at 25.06.2010 by -VoN S@N-

Chapter 219(Stop hurting my friends!!)

This pic is so nice cause is like all your bestfriends together..Hehe..XD..
Kla..I know my mood is not so good for few reason that "PLS STOP HURTING MY FRIENDS!!"

LEE CHEE YEOW!!
STOP BEING SO ARROGANT AND SO NASTY!!
YOU MAKE YI HUI SO HURT YET YOU CAN ACT AS NOTHING HAPPEN!!
YOU MAKING ME SICK!!YOU MAKING HER SO HURT AND I HATE IT..
PLS REALISE THAT HOW MUCH YI HUI LOVE YOU!!

And another is someone
I thought you so smart why you still do the easy quiz!!
Do finish nevermind..Never think of helping other person..
I hate it!!
You make me sick!!
You make feel like you are not a truth friend for me..

I am a very simple girl..I do not need so many fancy thing around me..
I do not need to be so popular than hoping everyone know who I am..
I no need to act so girlish cause I know I am not the girlish type..I more to tomboy so to friends of guy..I will be quite rude but to someone..I will be different..Hehe..

But I need something that is TRUTH FRIENDS
I don't trust bestfriends now but I trust truth friends..
=3

Write at 23.06.2010 by -VoN S@N-

Chapter 218(What happen??)

I been so lazing in school these day..Arghh..
I feel like sleeping at class every moment when I feel boring..=P

Haizz..
I really want to kill Chee Yeow making Yi Hui so sad..
I really feel pity when I saw Yi Hui the forcing smile..I really want to slap Chee Yeow if I can but I know Yi Hui sure don't want me to do that..

4SK1 is like a super big family..We dislike some people but in same times we still like a friends..Hmmm..Maybe I just too naive..

Today I was so blurr at recess time..I talked with Kiko(May) so we both chit chat cause we having a same topic than Crystal(Ying) asked me "who??" than I was like "huh" than she said "what also don't tell her.." than Kiko said "Az la"..Than I "O.o."

Not I don't want tell you but is not a thing about you and you don't know so I tell Kiko is she know the things about I said..=X

So I went back to class with a moody mood..Haixx.."There she go..Emo..==""
Bluekzz..

Than go back home..I felt super boring so I sms Kiko to come her house than she replied me "you free arr..=="" Than I reply "ya.."

At Kiko's house, we both chit chat at her room..Haha..
I learn a lot of thing from her..Thank Kiko..Muackzz..*hug*
Than stay her house from 2.30pm till 5pm..Hehe..She is a cute,pretty and smart girl(Smart doesn't mean study la because she is lazy..Haha..)

Than go home..
Saw my relationship is not with her(Crystal) so aikzz..Just put back to single la..
Like I said..I sense something will happen after the holiday so I never expect to ask her anything..
Sometimes is better don't care a thing or not it will hurt so deeply..
Right??

Wait..
HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO SOON SOON JIE!!
Weee~~~~~~~~~~~~

Gah..
I think I should do addmath..Right??XD
Kla..I ciaozz first..Tomorrow sure will update gua..Haha..This my blog..=P..

Write at 22.06.2010 by -VoN S@N-

Chapter 217(Tired tired..)

Today school reopen..Phew..I feel so sesat and tired because not having a good sleep..=X

So went back to class and having a boring mood..Haixx..
Hmmm..My this time exam, my result is worst..I have to study study study..@.@..

Feel a lot of stress but I should get used of it..Muahaha..

Oh ya,
Yesterday celebrate FATHER's DAY at Pyramid watching Karate Kid..=3
Daddy, I love you so much..
You always strict to me but you still give me freedom..^^

Geeezzzzzz...
Just now sivik time having a bad mood again..Haixx..
I feel so tired now..I want to sleep but can't..TT


I look like a cute "boy"..Haha..XD..
I know la..I not pretty,not cute but this pic I feel so boyish..XP

Hmmm..
I really feel something negative will happen le..What thing??
I don't know but I can feel..
Maybe is I think too much gua..

Can't wait for the WEDNESDAY(Hope can la~~)

Write at 21.06.2010 by -VoN S@N-

Chapter 216(I dead..Totally..TT)

Today is another happy day for me??Is it truth..Well, not really after the evening time..My sister camera sot sot..Oh no..I am dead, she will found out and kill me..TT

Today watch Toy Story 3 with May,Zhen Jian,Xue Yi and "you"..XD
So fun and so enjoying..Weee~~

But not after the camera become sot..Geezzz, I want the time to return back to that moment!!!Ishh~~..

No mood~~
Cause I know my sis will kill me..TT..
Dad scold me..
Bro can't help..
I also can't find a way!!
Ughh~~

Now I just hope to explain slowly and slowly to my sister..She gonna kill me..TT
No mood~~
Another day my mood ruined again and again..

Write at 18.06.2010 by -VoN S@N-

Chapter 215(Ruin my mood..Isshh)

I become gluttony..=P..Don't ask why just I am a gluttony..T.T

Today tuition was another hyper day for me...Haha..
I don't really know how to say but is was hyper day..

Is all happen for my "gluttony"
So Zhen Jian bought some junk food I did told him to bought..
Err..

Is was like a war food fighting..At first Zhen Jian giving me a pack of junk food but my stomach is too full so I can't have it and later on Kar Heng just drag it..=P

May,Kar Heng and Zhen Jian berpakat to use junk food to bully me..Aikzz..XD..
Cause teacher giving me answer so I(finish up most all the work) continue play with them..Hehe
Than Zhen Jian and Kar Heng tiba-tiba gila bola..O.O..
So me and May was like "account account"..Haha..Teacher Billy also agree with us..Muahaha...

So after the two guy gila bola..=X..We continue siao again at class by I steal May's junk food but end up get beat by her..Haha..Bully Adrian also..Haha..
Than I was playing Kar Heng's gadget because I want to search for a music but O.oo..I don't know how to find..Zhen Jian and Adrian help me find lo but Adrian help me more..Haha..

Than our holly good Teacher Billy saying that last time he got a trouble with her girls student so I was like "oh no~~"..Than I don't know who la pointing at me that the teacher will gonna scold is me..=X..(I can't remember a lot but I have a wonderful great time with May and Xue Yi..Muakzz..Hope Hui Yen won't angry me..><)

Eh eh eh..Although I noisy but still I very good girl not like "someone"..XPP..
So whole day playing and enjoy but still got study 30 min by Teacher Billy..Hehe..

So my mood was so happy become so damn "bu shuang"...
Is not what I said la..

If I at people house eat free, drink free..I will feel super pai seh.I will keep on said "thank" or say sory for all the trouble and I will try my best not to make trouble for other people..
But you arr..You don't know what is call "pai seh"..Grrr..
You ask your friend's dad to fetch another of your friend which no so close.
Your friend can be a bit move faster or not(She model arr)!!Hate it!!
Than the worst..Keep your voice low pls..I at your car also prevent talk loud and I will keep my voice low if I can(cause I am loud girl)
I so speechless..

So my mood was ruined..Hmmm..
Doreamon time...^^

Write at 18.06.2010 by -VoN S@N-

Chapter 214(SIenzz..Don't want care..Let it go.)

Haixx..Getting bored with it so let it go..Unhappiness thing should go away from me..=P..Shuu shuu~~

I dead..My bm folio haven't really do yet so today I gonna do it..Yeah!!..=P
And one more thing I going to be happy is DOREAMON TIME TONIGHT..Oh yeah, my sister going to her another house to take doreamon comic for us..Better tonight finish reading before the school start..=P

Got any nice song to listen or not??XP
I wish holiday was longer because I don't feel like going back to school..Haixx...
Ookay..Better take care of myself first la..*smile*
Trying to be happy..Meeppzz~~

I love you and you and you..Haha..
I just wish all my family and friends will be happy,safety,healthy and lucky forever..^o^

Today account..Damn..I haven't finish up my homework..Teacher going to kill me..=X

Feel like taking pic but don't know do what pose..O.o
What pose le..
Tonight only think la..Maybe take pic with "DOREAMON"..Hehe..

TT..
I kinda miss my mom again..Arhh..When she coming back..Haixx

Write at 17.06.2010 by -VoN S@N-

Chapter 213(Still in bad mood??)

My mom's parcel came yesterday..
At first I was happy because I knew I was going to get a cute pair of slipper but is disappointed me cause I only get a shirt which I know I not going to like it so much..

So because of this, my mood is down..Totally down although my sister tell me get the legging but with my totally down mood, I really ignore her..
My mom called me and try to make me happy but I not that happy, I can't get anything I want..

Yesterday addmath tuition..Aii~~..One word to describe my feeling that is boring at tuition..
Hmmm..
Don't know why I can feel Monica doesn't like me so so much..Is it my sixth sense telling it??I don't know and I don't want to care cause now my favourite tuition is account!!

Feel like buying a new phone but sure get scold by my dear parent..=X

Feel like telling out what happen yesterday at tuition..Why I will feel it..
Is happen like this..(Maybe I do edit some but is similar like this)

We all doing out addmath than Monica asked AZ something about chapter 6??

Than I just told her that "you no need ask him, he sure said don't know."
Monica said "did I ask you??"(With a tone which I don't really like..=P)
Than I said "you really no need to ask him although he already learn at school cause he don't know."
Monica again using a same tone and said "did I ask you"..
I just said "cause we are same class and I just help him to answer you..==""
So Monica just ignore me and ask Jason??
I just said "you no need ask him(Jason) cause he lagi tak tahu..=X(Sorry if I being mean..)"

Geezz..
Don't know why she like to talk to them..
Maybe like I said..They(Jason and AZ) are like more highclass??
Haixx..
Maybe next time I addmath tuition is better be a quiet girl although I am not..Haha..=P

Tomorrow account account..
Account's tuition is way nicer than addmath's tuition because all people is playing around..Not all la but mostly and we are enjoying..=X

Write at 16.06.2010 by -VoN S@N-

Chapter 212(Another fringe??)

Yesterday go out with May for a haircuts..XD..

At the new saloon, they got me a new fringe..@.@
May said is like a kid..Oh well, I memang kid..=P

So now with a new fringe..I don't know I should like it or what but is I know I will used to it..Haha..

Now really in the manga freak..I keep on searching the shoujo manga at internet..^.^

Till now the holiday..I never see who??
Gasp..Wen Tyng's present..Oh no~~..TT..Better be good girl and use my money wise~~..Haha..
Let see what should I present for her..End up, I found out a cute mug..Price reasonable so I think can buy and gift for her..Haha..

Looking at my sister bought contact lens making me a temptation to bought one..XPP..Wait her next time buying than I sure buy..What colour I want??Purple-blue or either my hazel??^^

Addmath making me headache right now..Haizz..I really don't have a mood to study during holiday cause holiday=playing which mean playing=don't feel like study..Hehe..

Write at 14.06.2010 by -VoN S@N-

Chapter 211(O.O)

My mood now is like "so moody+weird+confused=don't know what.."

I still thinking about yesterday the prank I done on him..Muahaha..Really fun till..
This is how I started..Well, since I got back my beloved baby sims card so I ask May to borrow one of her phone to me..
Just borrow few day until my sister get her iphone and I can get her phone..Tee Hee~~

So since I so boring yesterday so I prank on him that I am(Shemaine)..Haha..
The details about what I have done arr..Want to post??Hmmm..*thinking*..Hmmm..No~~..

Geezz..Today I really don't know how to say "hi" to "you sis"..I actually know she there but I just don't have the mood or can I just want to ignore it..I know it might be rude but my mood is really not that good..I know my own condition..Whenever I not in the mood, I will try to ignore some people if I want to..

Just now I keep on telling "you" to be friend back although I really don't want to but I really feel that "you" will leave me alone..My heart is like a pure glass that is too fragile until I scare it will break..I know myself I can't stand all the sadness..I really want to find a friend to talk with but I don't know who so at the end I will leave it to my blog..My only favourite place to let my type whatever I feel and said..^^

Xue Yi asked me why I no mood but I don't know how to tell her..
I just want to rest or let me do something happy..Haizz..

I miss "you" and love "you" a lot..

Write at 11.06.2010 by -VoN S@N-

Chapter 210(Shrek..Nice show..XD)

Today so happy cause is my day with "you"..Haha..

Let me see today I bump to who??

• Yi Hui
• Chee Yeow
• Yi Jie
• Amirul

Guess that all..Haha..^^..
Want to watch toy story with "you"..Geeezzzz...
I so tired but want to watch a lot a lot of show..Yeah..Finally take a pic with "you" although I told "you" not to post at facebook..Bluekzz~~

Haizz..TT
Really hope "you" will stop making me fall for you more deeply..Pls..I don't know how to describe but haizz...

I got back my thing..Weeee~~~..What thing??Secret..Haha..

Kla..
I really tired to post..Let it be today secret..n.n

Write at 09.06.2010 by -VoN S@N-

Chapter 209(My straightener arr~~~~~)

Gah~~My straightener thing is sot sot..TT..This Sunday have to buy one more..TT..
No..I want to buy now..Tomorrow going to out so must be a bit pretty pretty although I am not..Haha..

Oh geezz..Feel like boring staying at house..Who can so good force me to study or do something more useful??

Now my mood is more on the straightener!!
Why I don't want to go make straight hair..

• Well there got few reason one is I boring straight hair but I want my fringe to be straight..=P
• Second is cost a lot of money..Although I use cheap straightener but still I care my hair a lot..Haha..
• Third I kinda love my wavy hair sometimes..So hopping it long long faster..Haha..

Geezz..I want a straightener right now la..T^T..Maybe who can be an angel borrow me one day or let my straightener can function for few more day??I will be very happy about it..Hehe..

I miss you a lot...Why can't you online..TT..I hate you..TT

Feel like want to play back plant vs zombie..Hmm~~..My mood is more on the straightener thing..TT

Ookay Ookay..Stop it..

Write at 08.06.2010 by -VoN S@N-

Chapter 208(Is it truth??)

I love SNSD's song~~
Haha..

Especially Oh!,Gee,Run Devil Run,Cabi and Genie..Oh well..Still searching more nice song from SNSD..XD
Who I love/like in SNSD??=3

1. Taeyeon
2. Jessica
3. Yoona
4. Tiffany
5. Seohyun
6. Yuri
7. Sooyoung
8. Hyoyeon
9. Sunny

Oh well,they all are all pretty pretty girl..XD

Hmmm..Ookay..
I got a bad feel for friends relationship..
Hmmm..I don't know but the feeling is like you don't know when will happen..Is like an automatic boom "tic-tok tic-tok but when it going to explode??I don't know.."

I very happy I got friends but is they gonna treat me truth from the bottom of the heart like I do??
For some friends treat me bad ookay la but some I really hope "you" really treat me like a truth friends..
Who??

• May
• Zhen Jian
• Hui Yen
• Xue Yi

I hope you four really will treat me as truth friends cause I really like you all..><..I really hope..Haizz~~

Kk~~~~..
Now I want to listen SNSD song~~

Weee~~~

Write at 07.06.2010 by -VoN S@N-

Chapter 207(What a weird weird dream I had..@@)

I got a super weird dream..A dream that make me feel unsafe..TT..

This should be happen during the time of 2am which I still cannot sleep and than I off the light and just lay on my bed then my dream is started..

I don't know why for a sudden..Cammie become my "dear"??@.@..I was like shock but since is a dream, I like following what in the dream..
I dream that I keep on searching someone..I not sure is who but I really keep on searching that person..
Hmmm..I also dream my mom really came back from London, that time I am super happy but once I woke up..All that I dream is like a piece of puzzle..No starting no ending..

Ookay..Let skip the running event and back to my 2nd weird dream??@@
The 2nd weird dream is like umm..hmm..I don't know how to describe it so sorry..
All I know these 2 dream make me feel bad..Haizz~~

Oh well..
I guess the next outing I will tell him what I exactly feel..=X

Write at 05.06.2010 by -VoN S@N-

Chapter 206(Weee~~~..XD)

Today Pjk exam really shoik lo keep on asking friends for answer..Haha..

Geezzz..
Never pujuk me still want me to forgive you..Bluekzz..That impossible cause now I just want to give you some hint to make me happy..^^

Hmmm..
In the same times I will still avoid you cause I really don't know how to trust myself, I don't have that confident..

For holiday!!
I must:

• go out play!!
• go friend's house??Example May??
• earn money by helping dad??
• study study or can say revision..^^
• be a very good girl..O.oo

Holiday is a happy while torture for me..T^T cause no phone for me to sms..
Thinking want take back sim card on Sunday gua..Thinking..Haha..

Kla..
Focus games..Haha

Write at 04.06.2010 by -VoN S@N-