I love you..Xue Yi..
You make me feel happy~~
I really love you..
Like you say May for you is inside the heart..
I can be your counselor, your friend, your everything..Serious..=D
I like you..Haha..
I think I really sot jor bah..
Haha..
And thank today dad's giving me money for all the item..
My christmas present, my school's shirt and everything...
=D
I really feel happy back..Haha
I love mom,dad,bro,sis and etc etc~~~~~~~~~~~~~!!!
Write at 30.12.2010 by -VoN S@N-
A normal girl with her normal life that the ingredient is "sweet+bitter+sour+salty"..Is a tales that happen in real life where you can't find in anywhere..^^
About Me
- Ph0eb3
- -Phoebe.S -Sagittarius -Student -Fujoshi -Weirdo -Selfie Princess -BJD Lovers (Yup I do like to see bjd and hope to have one for myself ^^) -I guess that all~~ :')
Wednesday, December 29, 2010
Chapter 294(Smile Von..Smile..=D)
Fake smile??Smile Von smile..You do a good thing..You giving a nice advice to her although you get the pain??
I think tonight I going cry again??=/
I no mood..I want her so much but I really need to let go..
Is my time..
Just give me some time..
I really happy for all the msg she sent to me..
Although I still think is fake but I really happy..
Seriously happy..
Write at 29.12.2010 by -VoN S@N-
I feel I very funny sometime..
I love her a lot but I rather she love her more than she care me..Serious, what happen to me??
I feel I worst..
VON~~!!STOP JEALOUS..
Wake up from the dream..You already dreaming about it so many day..Just just is the time for me to wake up..=/
Okay??
I love her a lot but I rather she love her more than she care me..Serious, what happen to me??
I feel I worst..
VON~~!!STOP JEALOUS..
Wake up from the dream..You already dreaming about it so many day..Just just is the time for me to wake up..=/
Okay??
I think tonight I going cry again??=/
I no mood..I want her so much but I really need to let go..
Is my time..
Just give me some time..
I really happy for all the msg she sent to me..
Although I still think is fake but I really happy..
Seriously happy..
Write at 29.12.2010 by -VoN S@N-
Sunday, December 26, 2010
Chapter 293(^^..)
Although I not working at that place anymore but happy moment I will remember and the thing I learn..Haha..
Ya..
This year is a bit my unlucky year for me but wait..
I have to learn from my mistake...^O^
This year I want to vanish all the bad thing..Can??Haha..Sure can..Like I said before "my blog no need people correct me..=D"
My sis really say correct..I really have to change my bad attitude..=/..
Have too no matter how..
Give me some time..=D
Kay??
May,
I say what today is correct..
I really dislike that guy but all I hope is you happy only..
As long you happy..
I okay as long you happy..Serious...
David aka Daddy Ogawa..
Meeeppss..My present left at pyramid..!!!
Haixx
Now what should I do..
Is trying to change my bad personality..
Hope so..Cause human never be perfect..=/
Write at 27.12.2010 by -VoN S@N-
Ya..
This year is a bit my unlucky year for me but wait..
I have to learn from my mistake...^O^
This year I want to vanish all the bad thing..Can??Haha..Sure can..Like I said before "my blog no need people correct me..=D"
My sis really say correct..I really have to change my bad attitude..=/..
Have too no matter how..
Give me some time..=D
Kay??
May,
I say what today is correct..
I really dislike that guy but all I hope is you happy only..
As long you happy..
I okay as long you happy..Serious...
David aka Daddy Ogawa..
Meeeppss..My present left at pyramid..!!!
Haixx
Now what should I do..
Is trying to change my bad personality..
Hope so..Cause human never be perfect..=/
Write at 27.12.2010 by -VoN S@N-
Saturday, December 25, 2010
Chapter 292(I dislike you..Sorry)
I really dislike you..Seriously, maybe you let me see the way you treat other person than treat me..
So I dislike you..
Totally..=/..
Maybe you are nice but not to me..
So I dislike you totally..
Let see what make me say that..
1st fact:
When I ask you the price discount cause I not sure..
You just tell me this "Go check at there la..=.="
I was like.."O.oo..kay.."(What the mean I not sure still want me go check..=.=")
Than I saw another thing..
This girl ask you about the price discount since she not sure..
You just scan for her and smile..
Spot the difference??=.="!!!!!!!!!!!
2nd fact:
You talk with me the tune is like....No need I say bah..=D
You talk with other is like very friendly..
Pui~~~I dislike I dislike..
If you really want treat all people the same than treat it..
Don't let me feel I never done any wrong and get that punishment..I don't like!!!!!!!
And third..
Please please take back the word "You are the one who come late work and want stop work early, I don't let..OKAY!!"
Is my age who make this thing..
Is not my fault okay..
Ishhh
Really bu shuang..
I know you are nice but not nice to me only mah..Haha
I really need find way so the 31th I no need work..
I really don't want work la..
=/...
Haixx..
I need to smile..
Smile make me happy..
And I love you Xue Yi..
Rawsss~~~=D
Write at 26.12.2010 by -VoN S@N-
So I dislike you..
Totally..=/..
Maybe you are nice but not to me..
So I dislike you totally..
Let see what make me say that..
1st fact:
When I ask you the price discount cause I not sure..
You just tell me this "Go check at there la..=.="
I was like.."O.oo..kay.."(What the mean I not sure still want me go check..=.=")
Than I saw another thing..
This girl ask you about the price discount since she not sure..
You just scan for her and smile..
Spot the difference??=.="!!!!!!!!!!!
2nd fact:
You talk with me the tune is like....No need I say bah..=D
You talk with other is like very friendly..
Pui~~~I dislike I dislike..
If you really want treat all people the same than treat it..
Don't let me feel I never done any wrong and get that punishment..I don't like!!!!!!!
And third..
Please please take back the word "You are the one who come late work and want stop work early, I don't let..OKAY!!"
Is my age who make this thing..
Is not my fault okay..
Ishhh
Really bu shuang..
I know you are nice but not nice to me only mah..Haha
I really need find way so the 31th I no need work..
I really don't want work la..
=/...
Haixx..
I need to smile..
Smile make me happy..
And I love you Xue Yi..
Rawsss~~~=D
Write at 26.12.2010 by -VoN S@N-
Wednesday, December 15, 2010
Chapter 291(Thanks)
Xue Yi
Thank a lot for you making me happy and laugh although you know me and I already totally bad mood for so many thing happening..
Hmmm..
Human weird..
I admit I lose to it..
I can't read people mind but I trying my best not to care all these stuff..
Cause is better way for me..
Now I waiting for answer..
Answer for all my conclusion..
Answer for all my worried..
That it..
The rules of this "game" is just patiently wait..
As long just keep queit and don't make so many noise sure can win..
I trust..
=D
Write at 15.12.2010 by -VoN S@N-
Hmmm..
Human weird..
I admit I lose to it..
I can't read people mind but I trying my best not to care all these stuff..
Cause is better way for me..
Now I waiting for answer..
Answer for all my conclusion..
Answer for all my worried..
That it..
The rules of this "game" is just patiently wait..
As long just keep queit and don't make so many noise sure can win..
I trust..
=D
I miss you a lot Mom..
I waiting the phone you going give me..
Is a phone that make me feel you are beside me everyday every moment and every second..
Your voice is my spirit of life..
I love you so much Mom..^o^
I waiting the phone you going give me..
Is a phone that make me feel you are beside me everyday every moment and every second..
Your voice is my spirit of life..
I love you so much Mom..^o^
Write at 15.12.2010 by -VoN S@N-
Monday, December 13, 2010
Chapter 290(Haixxx..><)
Sorry my dear blog..
Mommy have make you feel lonely once again..=/
Mommy got a lot of story to tell you but don't know where to start and where to end..
Is so confused..
Mommy getting moody~~
Haixx..
Is better I shut up and post you right??
You always share my problem when I not in a very good mood..
Although you never give me any advice but still you make me feel better..^^
That it..
That why you are so important to me every moment..
You share my happiness, my moody day and a lot of thing..
You might scare people will read out and scare people will simply think me but don't worry..
I took this path so I will handle it myself..=D
Now I will take this month as my dreaming moment..
After this go school..=D
Haha~~
Stupid girl always think stupid stuff to make her happy..
Right??
XOXO..I love you my dear blog..
A tales that from me..Truth life true moment..
Everything I type is not for entertaining whoever..
I just writing what I feel..
No need people to correct me or what..
That it..
Bye~~
Write at 14.12.2010 by -VoN S@N-
Mommy have make you feel lonely once again..=/
Mommy got a lot of story to tell you but don't know where to start and where to end..
Is so confused..
Mommy getting moody~~
Haixx..
Is better I shut up and post you right??
You always share my problem when I not in a very good mood..
Although you never give me any advice but still you make me feel better..^^
That it..
That why you are so important to me every moment..
You share my happiness, my moody day and a lot of thing..
You might scare people will read out and scare people will simply think me but don't worry..
I took this path so I will handle it myself..=D
Now I will take this month as my dreaming moment..
After this go school..=D
Haha~~
Stupid girl always think stupid stuff to make her happy..
Right??
XOXO..I love you my dear blog..
A tales that from me..Truth life true moment..
Everything I type is not for entertaining whoever..
I just writing what I feel..
No need people to correct me or what..
That it..
Bye~~
Write at 14.12.2010 by -VoN S@N-
Tuesday, November 23, 2010
Chapter 289(Dream..Weird dream..Haha)
Arghh..I have a weird dream..Not a bad or not a good dream..Is a totally weird dream that make me thing a lot..
Let start the story of my dream..=/..Super weird..
I was at my class doing homework than when I going back doing something..
I feel like someone is controlling over my body..
I rush to the window and is really dangerous but than I stop myself..
I don't know how to describe but later that I cry out loud telling myself that I scare my life will just doomed..
All my friends asked me what happen..I said to them "later we go out only tell"..=/
So so than when back time..I was at Wen Tyng's bus with her sister and some student..
I told her that I want to the shopping mall..=/
But the bus like ignore what I said and pass by it..
Than I told Wen Tyng.."OH NO"..
Wen Tyng tell me that let go a place than later let taxi to drive us there later since she said got thing to do..
And we went to a house??
Wen Tyng straight went into a room and fall asleep while her sister go change a cloth to a dress??I guess..
Than this later got a guy came out a sudden looking at me and said "Wear dress"..
His name is something "Er Kang"??I don't know how I get the name but his look is like something I really will adore that person look..Haha..
But I don't know why I just follow his word and I thought about Wen Tyng and give her a dress to wear but she ignore me??=o=
And out sudden..I thinking is late to go shopping mall so I sms my friend about I not going but with Wen Tyng..=X
Than I saw this guy "Er Kang" sitting there alone..
So I go talk to him..He really look mysterious and something that make me wanna talk to him is just so weird..He body is like got "burn" or don't know what..
He told me that this house is actually not free or what or is not exist??
Just wonder why we(Me, Wen Tyng and her sis) can be here..
So I told him is "Wen Tyng take me here"...And I told him about the incident I got at class..
He like "O.oo"...
I never say I love or what to this guy just I thinking he mystery and I feel got some secret about him that make me so wanna know him..
But than all I know is just a dream..=/
Poof..
I woke up..
This dream make me think a lot..Totally a lot..
I not thinking something good or bad but please don't let the bad thing happen..DX
I don't know why this "guy" in my dream is telling me that I going meet this guy but different name..
We gonna be a friend??XD
Hahaha..
Is just a dream..
Think less..XD
Write at 23.11.2010 by -VoN S@N-
Let start the story of my dream..=/..Super weird..
I was at my class doing homework than when I going back doing something..
I feel like someone is controlling over my body..
I rush to the window and is really dangerous but than I stop myself..
I don't know how to describe but later that I cry out loud telling myself that I scare my life will just doomed..
All my friends asked me what happen..I said to them "later we go out only tell"..=/
So so than when back time..I was at Wen Tyng's bus with her sister and some student..
I told her that I want to the shopping mall..=/
But the bus like ignore what I said and pass by it..
Than I told Wen Tyng.."OH NO"..
Wen Tyng tell me that let go a place than later let taxi to drive us there later since she said got thing to do..
And we went to a house??
Wen Tyng straight went into a room and fall asleep while her sister go change a cloth to a dress??I guess..
Than this later got a guy came out a sudden looking at me and said "Wear dress"..
His name is something "Er Kang"??I don't know how I get the name but his look is like something I really will adore that person look..Haha..
But I don't know why I just follow his word and I thought about Wen Tyng and give her a dress to wear but she ignore me??=o=
And out sudden..I thinking is late to go shopping mall so I sms my friend about I not going but with Wen Tyng..=X
Than I saw this guy "Er Kang" sitting there alone..
So I go talk to him..He really look mysterious and something that make me wanna talk to him is just so weird..He body is like got "burn" or don't know what..
He told me that this house is actually not free or what or is not exist??
Just wonder why we(Me, Wen Tyng and her sis) can be here..
So I told him is "Wen Tyng take me here"...And I told him about the incident I got at class..
He like "O.oo"...
I never say I love or what to this guy just I thinking he mystery and I feel got some secret about him that make me so wanna know him..
But than all I know is just a dream..=/
Poof..
I woke up..
This dream make me think a lot..Totally a lot..
I not thinking something good or bad but please don't let the bad thing happen..DX
I don't know why this "guy" in my dream is telling me that I going meet this guy but different name..
We gonna be a friend??XD
Hahaha..
Is just a dream..
Think less..XD
All the best to my bro and his kawan-kawan..^o^
Write at 23.11.2010 by -VoN S@N-
Thursday, November 18, 2010
Chapter 288(18.11.2010..Happy day..XD)
That day is like a journey again to me..=D
I went to Xue Yi's house cause she promise will go out with me..Weeeeee~~XD
With her brother as well..Tee Hee~~
So we went to where play??Go MEEPLES~~!!!Haha
We play a lot of game..>o<..But since is three people so we cannot really play a lot of strategy game..D= We end up playing all the funny game..Tee Hee~~XD I only capture few pic of the games we play..One is "PANIC TOWER"..Is like UNO TOWER but is just slightly different..XD
Around 6-7pm~~Raining..We went to Subang Parade..Force Xue Yi to let me eat ROTI BOY..Yuummm~~~One of my fav bread..Tee Hee..
Than Khairi fetch us home..Sorry Khairi..Really feel so trouble..=/
Have a totally fun day with Xue Yi..
XUE YI~~!!I want play "NUNS OF THE RUN"~~!!!Hehe~~
Write at 19.21.2010 by -VoN S@N-
I went to Xue Yi's house cause she promise will go out with me..Weeeeee~~XD
With her brother as well..Tee Hee~~
So we went to where play??Go MEEPLES~~!!!Haha
We play a lot of game..>o<..But since is three people so we cannot really play a lot of strategy game..D= We end up playing all the funny game..Tee Hee~~XD I only capture few pic of the games we play..One is "PANIC TOWER"..Is like UNO TOWER but is just slightly different..XD
Xue Yi's brother..Hehe..So cute..XD~~
Haha..Xue Yi's bro is pro..XD~~
The view of top..=D
Xue Li..Lose the game..XD~~
Haha..Xue Yi's bro is pro..XD~~
The view of top..=D
Xue Li..Lose the game..XD~~
The token..Get three of it..Lose the game..=D
Fun but easy get boring..XD
Me with the loser token..Haha~~
His bro is pro at this game..=D
Our card..XD
FAST FOODDDDDDDDDDDD~~~~~~~~~~~~Rawwss
Xue Yi with the burger..XD
Cloud 9~~Winner is Xue Yi..Ahahaa...
Teaching his bro how to play..Haha~~~
Cute little Xue Yi..OMG..I love her..Haha
Fun but easy get boring..XD
Me with the loser token..Haha~~
His bro is pro at this game..=D
Our card..XD
FAST FOODDDDDDDDDDDD~~~~~~~~~~~~Rawwss
Xue Yi with the burger..XD
Cloud 9~~Winner is Xue Yi..Ahahaa...
Later that we go Asia Cafe makan makan..After makan Xue Yi noisy want play snooker..Ookay..
So I teman her go bah..XD~~With her bro..Tee Hee~~
So I teman her go bah..XD~~With her bro..Tee Hee~~
Teaching his bro how to play..Haha~~~
Cute little Xue Yi..OMG..I love her..Haha
Around 6-7pm~~Raining..We went to Subang Parade..Force Xue Yi to let me eat ROTI BOY..Yuummm~~~One of my fav bread..Tee Hee..
Than Khairi fetch us home..Sorry Khairi..Really feel so trouble..=/
Have a totally fun day with Xue Yi..
XUE YI~~!!I want play "NUNS OF THE RUN"~~!!!Hehe~~
Write at 19.21.2010 by -VoN S@N-
Friday, November 12, 2010
Chapter 287(Haixx..I no mood~~~!!!)
Haixx..Hrmm
I wish you really will care me but at the end is just my dream..=/
Sorry..
Ying..
Maybe you trying to tell me that she care me, care me or she care everyone but I think you know who really care now??..You know you actually putting salt to my scar??
Sorry..I doesn't mean to say such a word..
Is just sometimes life is like that..
I get jealous easily..You not the first day know me..=/
Sorry..
I feel so sad..=/
Somehow..
Sorry..No mood..
Bye~~
Write at 12.11.2010 by -VoN S@N-
I wish you really will care me but at the end is just my dream..=/
Sorry..
Ying..
Maybe you trying to tell me that she care me, care me or she care everyone but I think you know who really care now??..You know you actually putting salt to my scar??
Sorry..I doesn't mean to say such a word..
Is just sometimes life is like that..
I get jealous easily..You not the first day know me..=/
Sorry..
I feel so sad..=/
Somehow..
Sorry..No mood..
Bye~~
Write at 12.11.2010 by -VoN S@N-
Tuesday, November 9, 2010
Chapter 286(Yi Hui, I know you the best..=D)
Sorry..Yi Hui..I mistake you too much..=/
Haha~~
And to you again..=.=...
What wrong with my horoscope??=.=
And please don't say I playgirl or what..OKAY!!~~
So what my horoscope saying that playgirl/playboy stuff..Bullshit..
My horoscope just want a bit of freedom and don't lock all her freedom..That it..
If you said like that..Is unfair for me lor..
I not a playgirl..!!Kay..I got my own reason why I doing that decision..I don't mind people asking me why I do that decision..Kay??
If you think I am playgirl than I think I still better than you lor..
As long I still blame everything, every faults to myself..
Is you are the one who make me angry only I will tell out lo!!
And one more thing..
Horoscope is just for people to think who they are..
To me..I trust horoscope half and my life half..
Why??
Cause I think everyone should have a unique attitude..
I not being protect that my horoscope is not that and this..
I do admit sometimes I act a bit flirty and playboy style but is only to my friends(girl)..
Don't know how to say la..
I still searching for my truth self..
I just hate people simply say me..That it..
I just say sorry to you for I saying you a lot bad thing..Sorry..
You make me first..=PP~~
Write at 09.11.2010 by -VoN S@N-
Haha~~
And to you again..=.=...
What wrong with my horoscope??=.=
And please don't say I playgirl or what..OKAY!!~~
So what my horoscope saying that playgirl/playboy stuff..Bullshit..
My horoscope just want a bit of freedom and don't lock all her freedom..That it..
If you said like that..Is unfair for me lor..
I not a playgirl..!!Kay..I got my own reason why I doing that decision..I don't mind people asking me why I do that decision..Kay??
If you think I am playgirl than I think I still better than you lor..
As long I still blame everything, every faults to myself..
Is you are the one who make me angry only I will tell out lo!!
And one more thing..
Horoscope is just for people to think who they are..
To me..I trust horoscope half and my life half..
Why??
Cause I think everyone should have a unique attitude..
I not being protect that my horoscope is not that and this..
I do admit sometimes I act a bit flirty and playboy style but is only to my friends(girl)..
Don't know how to say la..
I still searching for my truth self..
I just hate people simply say me..That it..
I just say sorry to you for I saying you a lot bad thing..Sorry..
You make me first..=PP~~
Write at 09.11.2010 by -VoN S@N-
Monday, November 8, 2010
Chapter 285(Haixx..=.=)
Stupid coward brainless..=.=
Why you need to block me..
Why need so scare to let me see what you write??
I feel weird la..
What I mean..All my friends they all care about me..
They all don't want me keep everything myself..
They know I don't really dare to post at facebook..
They know that I rather post at blog or tell a friends..
That all...
So what my friend post at facebook..
Do you need to admit is you?
Why you so shoik sendiri and think is you le??
Stupid..
If someone that I dislike post this kind of this thing..I will just ignore it and act as nothing although I know that me..
Although I frustrated that what you write to Yi Hui that time..
So I just quietly and write at my blog..
I just keep to myself and told my really close friend..
I never take a speaker to tell all world..
Kay..
Haixx..
Bye bye GIRLS..Hello GAAGOO KIDS..Haha..
Although salary low but I still have to keep a lot of money..So so??
Dad give me pocket money must keep..^.^
Gambateh Von San..^^
A lot of person is caring about me..I so happy..
First is Elise, Yi Hui, May, Xue Yi, Ying, Katrina, Harris, Hua Hoa, Wen Tyng, Zhen Jian and many more..=D
I so happy..
And friend like I never tell them the story like Kevin and blah blah..Thank a lot..
This is all the person who know my story..Haha
Feel like telling my third daddy "DAVID" for Friday..I suka him a lot..He funny and he care me..Haha..^.^..
I don't know why..Tell people that older my story is better cause they won't gossip and go listen and forget about it..Huhu~~XD
I love you a lot..
Haha..I becoming les??
Lolxx..I need to do well..^O^..Good Luck PHOEBE TAN VON SAN~~
Write at 08.11.2010 by -VoN S@N-
Why you need to block me..
Why need so scare to let me see what you write??
I feel weird la..
What I mean..All my friends they all care about me..
They all don't want me keep everything myself..
They know I don't really dare to post at facebook..
They know that I rather post at blog or tell a friends..
That all...
So what my friend post at facebook..
Do you need to admit is you?
Why you so shoik sendiri and think is you le??
Stupid..
If someone that I dislike post this kind of this thing..I will just ignore it and act as nothing although I know that me..
Although I frustrated that what you write to Yi Hui that time..
So I just quietly and write at my blog..
I just keep to myself and told my really close friend..
I never take a speaker to tell all world..
Kay..
Haixx..
Bye bye GIRLS..Hello GAAGOO KIDS..Haha..
Although salary low but I still have to keep a lot of money..So so??
Dad give me pocket money must keep..^.^
Gambateh Von San..^^
A lot of person is caring about me..I so happy..
First is Elise, Yi Hui, May, Xue Yi, Ying, Katrina, Harris, Hua Hoa, Wen Tyng, Zhen Jian and many more..=D
I so happy..
And friend like I never tell them the story like Kevin and blah blah..Thank a lot..
This is all the person who know my story..Haha
Feel like telling my third daddy "DAVID" for Friday..I suka him a lot..He funny and he care me..Haha..^.^..
I don't know why..Tell people that older my story is better cause they won't gossip and go listen and forget about it..Huhu~~XD
I love you a lot..
Haha..I becoming les??
Lolxx..I need to do well..^O^..Good Luck PHOEBE TAN VON SAN~~
Write at 08.11.2010 by -VoN S@N-
Sunday, November 7, 2010
Chapter 284(Happy..Happy..!!!)
Want cry now..I feel so happy..
I thought really no one will care me..
I really thought a lot..
I really have a bad mood for this week..
I don't know how..
Everything worst is like just come to me for this week..
I don't know how to handle it..
All I know is cry cry cry..
Every night cry and cry..
All the feeling have been mixed up..
Feel so weird..
Doesn't know what going to happen on me..I thought a lot of people will hate me and feel I such a a worst..
But now I glad..
Totally glad..
I don't know la..Sometimes life is like that..
Sometimes I tend to think so much..
What also think..
But only blog understand..
Really..
I really feel so lost on last week..I scare this and that..
I just don't know how to make myself feel better but now okay..Really okay a lot..=D
I really think that I think too much..
Life is like that..Like a waves..
I just want a rest and I really don't mind telling all my friends what I really jealous about..
Maybe after saying it..I can go for mine real real friend that I totally care..
Maybe that time..I wouldn't care about her anymore..
That better??
Right??^O^..
I saying to ONG XUE YI..
Ya..I jealousing you care she more than me..
But what to do??
She your real jie..=D
Go go sayang her bah..
Cause I know you won't like me so..Is okay..=D
Bye Bye..
I break the promise..
Sorry..
If you really know what promise I mean..=D
Write at 08.11.2010 by -VoN S@N-
I thought really no one will care me..
I really thought a lot..
I really have a bad mood for this week..
I don't know how..
Everything worst is like just come to me for this week..
I don't know how to handle it..
All I know is cry cry cry..
Every night cry and cry..
All the feeling have been mixed up..
Feel so weird..
Doesn't know what going to happen on me..I thought a lot of people will hate me and feel I such a a worst..
But now I glad..
Totally glad..
I don't know la..Sometimes life is like that..
Sometimes I tend to think so much..
What also think..
But only blog understand..
Really..
I really feel so lost on last week..I scare this and that..
I just don't know how to make myself feel better but now okay..Really okay a lot..=D
I really think that I think too much..
Life is like that..Like a waves..
I just want a rest and I really don't mind telling all my friends what I really jealous about..
Maybe after saying it..I can go for mine real real friend that I totally care..
Maybe that time..I wouldn't care about her anymore..
That better??
Right??^O^..
I saying to ONG XUE YI..
Ya..I jealousing you care she more than me..
But what to do??
She your real jie..=D
Go go sayang her bah..
Cause I know you won't like me so..Is okay..=D
Bye Bye..
I break the promise..
Sorry..
If you really know what promise I mean..=D
Write at 08.11.2010 by -VoN S@N-
Chapter 283(Don't touch my "wound" when is never fully recover..Kay?!!)
Saturday, November 6, 2010
Chapter 282(I think is really "you" understand me..)
Sorry bloggie..
I think is really you are the one I can tell and post out..=/
I no mood..
Sorry...
I know you are caring for me but but...
Sorry..
You the the phrase "the more you care the more I get the pain"..
Doesn't mean I don't let you care me but but let me feel better first..Kay??
Tonight must beg mommy to go Summit..Bluekxz..Want to buy some clothes at there..
Try my best..=/
Write at 11.06.2010 by -VoN S@N-
I think is really you are the one I can tell and post out..=/
I no mood..
Sorry...
I know you are caring for me but but...
Sorry..
You the the phrase "the more you care the more I get the pain"..
Doesn't mean I don't let you care me but but let me feel better first..Kay??
Tonight must beg mommy to go Summit..Bluekxz..Want to buy some clothes at there..
Try my best..=/
Write at 11.06.2010 by -VoN S@N-
Friday, November 5, 2010
Chapter 281(What happen to me again?!)
I such a worst...I don't know how to say out my feeling so I put everything put at my blog??
What happen to me??
Please..I have to be okay..Must okay..T.T
Maybe I will being so mean and so cold to you is because I really don't know how to show that I really caring for you..=/
Maybe because you are the youngest so I really want to love you but...
I know you won't noticed it..Right??
Like remember you and Ying at my house..When Ying ask you about who the 2nd person you care the most..
I see through your eyes..You care Ying more but you just don't want hurt me..Right??
And you know what..I rather you tell me that you care Ying more than you care me cause I don't like to guess and than I know it myself..
Is a bit pain to me..Sorry..If I being like a baby kid..
And I not a stupid girl..I know you really care May and Ying a lot..
For some reason I know you will care Ying more than me is few facts...
- You went hyper when Ying call you "mui"..
- You will take photo with Ying without forcing but.............
- You will automatic care Ying without telling but.............
Maybe someone will see this blog..And I sorry to this person..I a selfish girl..I really don't know who I can tell beside my blog..
And if can..To the person..Can you also ignore what I typing right now..Can you just read and forget it..
Maybe because of this..I really really don't want you to care me so much..
Is hurt me..
Maybe you don't know maybe you don't care..
But I care..=/
Maybe I should treat you more cold and mean feeling so that I know you won't ever want to care me so much..
So that I can give myself bunch of reason that why you will care her in 2nd but not me..=/
Von..
Just face it..Kay??
Everything will be alright..
Let everything be normal after her birthday...Can already..Ookay..=D
Write at 06.11.2010 by -VoN S@N-
Chapter 280(Wake up from the dream~~)
Story time??XD
A girl name Phoebe who dreaming for so long..
She trusted this person too long until one day her alarm wake her up..
She knew that dream and real life is different but she really can't face the truth..
Maybe is time for she to wake up and face the truth..
Maybe by saying is very easy..But is very pain inside her heart..
Haixx..
Now now now...
I still in the mist..I don't know how to say..
I may be look normal to all my friends..Acting nothing happen but everytimes I will think a lot..
I just don't know who to share my problem..=/
Sometimes I rather keep myself shut and settle..
Haixx..=.=
Stop thinking bad thing..
It will make myself sick..
So now I keep focusing my story
Haha..
I know I always fail to make one complete but this time the story is fun cause I trying make mystery+romantic+fun..=D..
I love you a lot LOO SOOK MAY!!!XD~~
I now thinking how to celebrate Xue Yi's party..Weee~~All idea come up to my brain..Please..=D
Just try to avoid avoid all the negative feeling..
I really can't stand backstab person..I don't mind people gossip about me but please la don't backstab me..
Well...To me backstab is like you really can two person become enemy..
I don't mind my friends dislike me for some attitude cause we are not perfect..^^..
Next thing is maybe I should really avoid to talk to Kevin..=/
Seem something happen..What thing??
I don't really feel like telling..Can??
I don't want to make people hate me..=X
What about the Jia Yong??
That one owe me sweet so must keep kacau until I get sweet..Muahaha..
Hehe~
I need you so much now..
I getting tired of everything..@.@
Write at 05.11.2010 by -VoN S@N-
A girl name Phoebe who dreaming for so long..
She trusted this person too long until one day her alarm wake her up..
She knew that dream and real life is different but she really can't face the truth..
Maybe is time for she to wake up and face the truth..
Maybe by saying is very easy..But is very pain inside her heart..
Haixx..
Now now now...
I still in the mist..I don't know how to say..
I may be look normal to all my friends..Acting nothing happen but everytimes I will think a lot..
I just don't know who to share my problem..=/
Sometimes I rather keep myself shut and settle..
Haixx..=.=
Stop thinking bad thing..
It will make myself sick..
So now I keep focusing my story
Haha..
I know I always fail to make one complete but this time the story is fun cause I trying make mystery+romantic+fun..=D..
I love you a lot LOO SOOK MAY!!!XD~~
I now thinking how to celebrate Xue Yi's party..Weee~~All idea come up to my brain..Please..=D
Just try to avoid avoid all the negative feeling..
I really can't stand backstab person..I don't mind people gossip about me but please la don't backstab me..
Well...To me backstab is like you really can two person become enemy..
I don't mind my friends dislike me for some attitude cause we are not perfect..^^..
Next thing is maybe I should really avoid to talk to Kevin..=/
Seem something happen..What thing??
I don't really feel like telling..Can??
I don't want to make people hate me..=X
What about the Jia Yong??
That one owe me sweet so must keep kacau until I get sweet..Muahaha..
Hehe~
I need you so much now..
I getting tired of everything..@.@
Write at 05.11.2010 by -VoN S@N-
Thursday, November 4, 2010
Chapter 279(I should be smart a bit..=.=)
Daddy angry me whole day never care shop..=.=
Ishh..Normally day I got take care lo..
Just give me one day rest also can't mah..
Why always blame on me..
Why sis and bro no need..
Bro got study a bit but play hon a lot la..Ishh..Really want to say out to dad but suan..
I hate it..
Sis..
Whole day go out..
Tired than no need care shop..
Everything is me me me...
I want play also can't mah..
Why dad only can care for sis and bro but not me le..
So why I can't stay my room close and chit-chat with my friends for long long time..
Arghh..Daddy pilih kasih..No mood now..
Write at 04.11.2010 by -VoN S@N
Ishh..Normally day I got take care lo..
Just give me one day rest also can't mah..
Why always blame on me..
Why sis and bro no need..
Bro got study a bit but play hon a lot la..Ishh..Really want to say out to dad but suan..
I hate it..
Sis..
Whole day go out..
Tired than no need care shop..
Everything is me me me...
I want play also can't mah..
Why dad only can care for sis and bro but not me le..
So why I can't stay my room close and chit-chat with my friends for long long time..
Arghh..Daddy pilih kasih..No mood now..
Write at 04.11.2010 by -VoN S@N
Wednesday, November 3, 2010
Chapter 278(Sports day arr.,@@)
Today early morning jogging with May and her mom..I so dizzy..
@o@..
After jogging go yam cha with her mom..
I don't want go cause never bring money out..If got I don't mind de..Too bad too bad..
But terpaksa from May..Wuuu~~~
So at there damn pai seh wei..
Haixx..
I go order "cold tea" but le aunty and May stop me..Wuuuu~~
Tell me order "kopi something"..Terpaksa la..=/
After this and that and blah blah..
Go home at 11am like that...I still dizzy..Damn..Don't like this feeling..
So so so so so so...Can skip to Suriamas with May and Xue Yi??=D
Suriamas..
Badminton..I suck at it..Meeps..=/
Than I delete something at May's phone..Just a bad memory..Hehe~~XD
Swimming section
The thing I love the most..I really love swimming..
For some reason..Haha..
If swimming won't make me look dark..I will happy lo but haix is impossible..XD
Although swimming always make me super tired but is fun..XD
Is the water in the pool also clean than perfect lo..
Later swimming go for SAUNA..Weee~~
So long never do SAUNA..XD
Anyways..Is nice and fun but is tiring..=/
I going to forget you..^^..Thank all the friends that so so support me..I feel so happy..Haha..
Write at 04.11.2010 by -VoN S@N
@o@..
After jogging go yam cha with her mom..
I don't want go cause never bring money out..If got I don't mind de..Too bad too bad..
But terpaksa from May..Wuuu~~~
So at there damn pai seh wei..
Haixx..
I go order "cold tea" but le aunty and May stop me..Wuuuu~~
Tell me order "kopi something"..Terpaksa la..=/
After this and that and blah blah..
Go home at 11am like that...I still dizzy..Damn..Don't like this feeling..
So so so so so so...Can skip to Suriamas with May and Xue Yi??=D
Suriamas..
Badminton..I suck at it..Meeps..=/
Than I delete something at May's phone..Just a bad memory..Hehe~~XD
Swimming section
The thing I love the most..I really love swimming..
For some reason..Haha..
If swimming won't make me look dark..I will happy lo but haix is impossible..XD
Although swimming always make me super tired but is fun..XD
Is the water in the pool also clean than perfect lo..
Later swimming go for SAUNA..Weee~~
So long never do SAUNA..XD
Anyways..Is nice and fun but is tiring..=/
I going to forget you..^^..Thank all the friends that so so support me..I feel so happy..Haha..
Write at 04.11.2010 by -VoN S@N
Tuesday, November 2, 2010
Chapter 277(I not a fool..Kay??==).
Like I said..I not a fool..
I not a robot that let you use..
I damn believe you for the time being but what have you give me??
You give me is bunch of fake story..All fake..=.=!!!
Grrr..TT~~
And to this person..I freaking hate you now..Want make me in trouble la??
You think you are what??
You just human..
Don't over my limit..
I meant what I said..
Elise said correct..Mostly guy are jerk..=X
But not man..Man is always so nice..Haha..I mean some..XD~~
Well..I just want to tell I not a fool..To whoever who want make me in danger go ahead..
I might sad and cry but I will know your truth personality..
I never say who wrong who right but I can say is everybody got wrong but don't try put all blame to me..I mean whoever is it..
For some reason I don't know why..I love Xue Yi..Haha..XD~~
Rawss..
Mind so blurrr wei..I need some rest..=/
I miss Elise somehow..
Hui Yen..
Pls pls telling me that you never do all these but facts you did..=X
Haixx..
I no mood...
For the person also..
Wen Tyng say correct, you are not a good person..
And you change a lot..JERK..=X
Write at 02.11.2010 by -VoN S@N-
I not a robot that let you use..
I damn believe you for the time being but what have you give me??
You give me is bunch of fake story..All fake..=.=!!!
Grrr..TT~~
And to this person..I freaking hate you now..Want make me in trouble la??
You think you are what??
You just human..
Don't over my limit..
I meant what I said..
Elise said correct..Mostly guy are jerk..=X
But not man..Man is always so nice..Haha..I mean some..XD~~
Well..I just want to tell I not a fool..To whoever who want make me in danger go ahead..
I might sad and cry but I will know your truth personality..
I never say who wrong who right but I can say is everybody got wrong but don't try put all blame to me..I mean whoever is it..
For some reason I don't know why..I love Xue Yi..Haha..XD~~
Rawss..
Mind so blurrr wei..I need some rest..=/
I miss Elise somehow..
Hui Yen..
Pls pls telling me that you never do all these but facts you did..=X
Haixx..
I no mood...
For the person also..
Wen Tyng say correct, you are not a good person..
And you change a lot..JERK..=X
Write at 02.11.2010 by -VoN S@N-
Saturday, October 30, 2010
Chapter 276(Tears is the best way to release everything)
Yesterday having a terrible day for me..
I not really in the good mood but I don't know who should I tell..
Who the one should I tell my problem..
I ain't gonna tell to my secondary because I don't want to make so many trouble..=.="
So I still don't know who to tell until I saw Elise's facebook..
I know she the one who can make me feel better..
At first I doesn't really want to tell her my story but end up I telling it for one reason..
I can trust her..
I love her a lot..
So I tell her everything and she comfort me with advice..
Although I promise her about the thing I won't give but still I will give..=X
I not a "b*tch"..=.=
If Yi Hui want to listen that person story..Listen lo..
I don't mind..=X
Like Elise said:
I not really in the good mood but I don't know who should I tell..
Who the one should I tell my problem..
I ain't gonna tell to my secondary because I don't want to make so many trouble..=.="
So I still don't know who to tell until I saw Elise's facebook..
I know she the one who can make me feel better..
At first I doesn't really want to tell her my story but end up I telling it for one reason..
I can trust her..
I love her a lot..
So I tell her everything and she comfort me with advice..
Although I promise her about the thing I won't give but still I will give..=X
I not a "b*tch"..=.=
If Yi Hui want to listen that person story..Listen lo..
I don't mind..=X
Like Elise said:
Don't care what other people think.
If your friends believe what they say instead of believing you..
Then you know that they are not you're real friends..
If your friends believe what they say instead of believing you..
Then you know that they are not you're real friends..
I've known you and you're not the type that has a lot of confidence in yourself.
but trust me..
And you really need to trust me when i say this; There are times when you need to be confident.. and times when you dont.
And you really need to trust me when i say this; There are times when you need to be confident.. and times when you dont.
This time, you need to be confident about yourself.
If people say things about you, you should scold them "You dont know the true story so shut up!Ya..Elise..I know I not a girl that have too much confident..If have also is time I was playing with my friends..
I don't know how to handle my own problem but I know how to handle other person problem..
I cried a lot yesterday..I cried is not all because of that jerk but because of Yi Hui..
I can't stand other person spoil my image..Is like WTH~!!
I never ever say your bad thing wei..=.=
Think properly..I just keep myself shut..
I never say how bad are you..
Who making the trouble now??
You or Me??
Think properly..Your brainn ass..=.=
Ya ya..Now you are thinking like a innocent doggy..Pls la..You are not kay..You are just making a little changed of story..And because of the little change, you pushing all the faults to me..I see I see..
So smart..=.=
If Yi Hui want believe you than believe you bah..I don't care..=P!!
I hate you a lot now..
Bluekxz..
My bro say correct, no need to scare this world no true friend..XD~~
Kla..My mood better a lot..Thank to Elise..She brighten my day just so easily..^.^~~
Write at 31.10.2010 by -VoN S@N-
Chapter 275(Freaking no mood..==")
Bloody hell you..=="
What de..=="
Don't think that you only feel the loss lor..
I loss more k..
I don't want make noise only..K?!!
So please stop making like you are so so innocent in the first place at Yi Hui..What de..
Von Von be patience..You must..K??
I can't!!!
Why??
I feel like what de..Yala Yala..That person only rugi..Pls la..Who the rugi!!
Cool cool!!
I can't!!!T.T
..............
Haixx..
Smile Von smile..^^
XD~~
Von got Luffy and Mao..XD~~
And so many anime guy..Haha
Write at 30.10.2010 by -VoN S@N-
What de..=="
Don't think that you only feel the loss lor..
I loss more k..
I don't want make noise only..K?!!
So please stop making like you are so so innocent in the first place at Yi Hui..What de..
Von Von be patience..You must..K??
I can't!!!
Why??
I feel like what de..Yala Yala..That person only rugi..Pls la..Who the rugi!!
Cool cool!!
I can't!!!T.T
..............
Haixx..
Smile Von smile..^^
XD~~
Von got Luffy and Mao..XD~~
And so many anime guy..Haha
Write at 30.10.2010 by -VoN S@N-
Wednesday, October 27, 2010
Chapter 274(Exam over..!!!^^)
Rawss..Exam over..I super miss my dear blog wei..^^
So so so??
Let talk about all my exam moment??
First day of exam..
Aikk~~
I forgot jor what exam le..=="
So let start with all nice event that happen during JPS Exam..=="
Sure nice??Lol..I don't know..Haha~~
So thank to Joey, I got quite a lot of tips for JPS exam..Meeepp~~
Thank kawan~~^^
So BM I give all my friends tips tips..
O.oo well before BM is account..Rawss..I screw my paper..D=..Buu~~TT
So BM and BI quite screw all my paper...Nah..TT
I just not smart enough..
Haipp..~~!!!
Than what exam I cheated??=="
Seriously is Moral and Sejarah..Rawss..I can't remember la..TT!!!
So Sejarah cheat was damn fun in class..Lolxx..I mean serious..=="
Keep giving answer to Sarah, Huo Hoa,Preshna..=X
Hehe~~
Moral cheat also but Moral have an unhappy moment..
Sivik teacher caught Preshna and Emelia cheat..O.O~~!!!
Haix..Damn unlucky day wei..=="
So cause of that incident..I swear to myself not going cheat for my rest of exam..Wuuu~~!!
Stop with exam...Grrr..No mood to think..
K..I need to play game..Ciaozz..
Love you bloggie..Hehe~~!!
Write at 27.10.2010 by -VoN S@N-
So so so??
Let talk about all my exam moment??
First day of exam..
Aikk~~
I forgot jor what exam le..=="
So let start with all nice event that happen during JPS Exam..=="
Sure nice??Lol..I don't know..Haha~~
So thank to Joey, I got quite a lot of tips for JPS exam..Meeepp~~
Thank kawan~~^^
So BM I give all my friends tips tips..
O.oo well before BM is account..Rawss..I screw my paper..D=..Buu~~TT
So BM and BI quite screw all my paper...Nah..TT
I just not smart enough..
Haipp..~~!!!
Than what exam I cheated??=="
Seriously is Moral and Sejarah..Rawss..I can't remember la..TT!!!
So Sejarah cheat was damn fun in class..Lolxx..I mean serious..=="
Keep giving answer to Sarah, Huo Hoa,Preshna..=X
Hehe~~
Moral cheat also but Moral have an unhappy moment..
Sivik teacher caught Preshna and Emelia cheat..O.O~~!!!
Haix..Damn unlucky day wei..=="
So cause of that incident..I swear to myself not going cheat for my rest of exam..Wuuu~~!!
Stop with exam...Grrr..No mood to think..
K..I need to play game..Ciaozz..
Love you bloggie..Hehe~~!!
Write at 27.10.2010 by -VoN S@N-
Sunday, October 17, 2010
Chapter 273(Tell me that she doesn't do that..T.T)
Tell me that she doesn't do that but the proof is here..I scare..TT
I want cry..
I hope all these day are fake...
I sorry to Ying..Really sorry cause I mistake you a lot and even backstabber you a lot a lot..!!!!
But now my real nakama left 3 that is May, Xue Yi and Zhen Jian..That it..
I don't know how..TT~~
I just said that stop making me hurt and May or Xue Yi hurt..Arghhh...
Finish it..!!!
I NEED WORK!!
GRRR~~TT~~
Write at 17.10.2010 by -VoN S@N-
I want cry..
I hope all these day are fake...
I sorry to Ying..Really sorry cause I mistake you a lot and even backstabber you a lot a lot..!!!!
But now my real nakama left 3 that is May, Xue Yi and Zhen Jian..That it..
I don't know how..TT~~
I just said that stop making me hurt and May or Xue Yi hurt..Arghhh...
Finish it..!!!
I NEED WORK!!
GRRR~~TT~~
Write at 17.10.2010 by -VoN S@N-
Wednesday, October 13, 2010
Chapter 272(I should have more more patience with it..=X)
I should have more and more patience with it..But I just can't..
I don't know why I hate school now..Super super hate..
What I mean is hate where I studying now la..==!!!
I feel fed up and everything..I feel lack of oxygen at class..
What I want now is??
That I want now..Hehe..^^..
I remember Miss Saras teach me this when we have SEJARAH class last time..
Why I draw a ship??Cause I too observe of One Piece..=X
Let me tell you one story..A, B and C ship is all enemy mean they all hate each other but to be the winner there only got one way..
That is help your enemy's enemy cause your enemy's enemy is your friend although is still your enemy..=X
Am I making complicated??=="??
But I don't want to masuk campur..That it..=D
I guess yes..Paiseh..
I later want to study..^^"~~
Write at 13.10.2010 by -VoN S@N-
I don't know why I hate school now..Super super hate..
What I mean is hate where I studying now la..==!!!
I feel fed up and everything..I feel lack of oxygen at class..
What I want now is??
That I want now..Hehe..^^..
I remember Miss Saras teach me this when we have SEJARAH class last time..
Why I draw a ship??Cause I too observe of One Piece..=X
Let me tell you one story..A, B and C ship is all enemy mean they all hate each other but to be the winner there only got one way..
That is help your enemy's enemy cause your enemy's enemy is your friend although is still your enemy..=X
Am I making complicated??=="??
But I don't want to masuk campur..That it..=D
I guess yes..Paiseh..
I later want to study..^^"~~
Write at 13.10.2010 by -VoN S@N-
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