Chapter 359(I wish I can be more better...D=)

Again..I wear mask..Again..D=
What happen to me..
I tell myself not to wear mask but I end up wearing it again..
I hate myself..
Guess I already used to it..
Fineeee~~~

Kawat..Hate you..
But I will force myself to love you..So please love me too..^w^
I must continue train my kawat..D=
Arghh~~!!!

T.T
Suddenly my mood is so mix up..D=
I thinking a lot a lot of negative stuff..
I feel myself so useless..
Gahhh..
Haixx..
Gambateh VON SAN..NOT GIVE UP..>

Damn no mood..Deactivate my facebook..Settle~~!!!
I really don't want face it..Byeeeeee!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Write at 31.03.2011 by -VoN S@N-

Chapter 358(A pain in my heart..)

Finally I cry..
I cry for you..D=
I cry cause I feel I like a load for you..
A heavy load..D=
I really hope you happy..
And I don't know why I will cry out suddenly..
Maybe because now we are not really got relationship..
And yet I still make you sad..
I really feel so useless..
I admit..I don't love you already but I now treating you as my friend..As my buddy..I wish you all the best..I really appreciate..
I can flirt or play with you but I don't want you to simply think..D=
Kay..We can still be friend like last time..Can't we??D=
All I can say I like you a lot still..
Serious..
I really md just now..
Thank to Zhen Jian..
I tell him what really happen to me..
I thinking if I never tell out..I sure gone crazy..D=
I don't know what really happen to me again..
Sighh..D=

Hua Hao,please take care of him..><..
Tuition please everything be okay..D=
I will brave myself one more time to sit beside him next tuition...
Ignore Chee Yeow they all..I know I can do it..>
GAMBATEH VON SAN!!

I still want tell you..
I still love you as friend only..Not more than that..D=
Sorry..Muackxx...
To:ZAT..
From:Phoebe Tan..

Write at 30.03.2011 by -VoN S@N-

Chapter 357(What the ingredient??)

Ingredient of Friendship is what??
I just now go google and search and is mostly all positive but real life is not like that..D:
Real life of friendship is so complicated and so so many story inside..Well, I can say is like everyday got chapter..
But I have to post all my positive thinking to my blog...Must!!..*smile*

Okay..I going to start writing..^.^..Tee Hee..

Why I will sudden write is cause I want keep myself thinking positive and must..
Like my previous post..I kinda pissed off so is ok..
I don't know why but I just no mood..D=
So you know..Haha..^_^
Okok..So to me..Whoever become my friends..I found out is actually a fate..
Friend to enemy also same..
Enemy to friend also same
Enemy to enemy..Err..Lol..Still same..
Cause to me there is not forever enemy or what..
Is so stupid..:P
So I have..Nono..I must..Appreciate it very well..
True Friend,Good Friend,Friend or even Enemy..
I will appreciate it very well
I will try my best not to say bad you all..XD
And I so sorry if I did...I will refer to my post everytime I no mood or what..Haha..
I will see what I write..
I must be more patience..^^
I don't care you all got say me what or anything..Haha..
As long one side be patience then can jor right??^^
Haha..I <3 all my friends+enemy..:P

Oh well..
Pata pata pata pon..~~
Pon pon pata pon~~~
Chaka chaka pata pon~~~
Weeee..Beat beat~~Follow my cute beat kay??Muackxzz

Haha..Mood is better a lot..Thank a lot my dear bloggie..I <3 U~~!!
Only you make me happy..Bloggg...I suka u..Hehe~~~

I think later I will post something..Wait for me kay..Bloggieee~~XD

Write at 30.03.2011 by -VoN S@N-

Chapter 356(Selfish..=.=)

Just wake up from my sleep..D=
Suffer from cramp just now and go on9 facebook and see this group "<3Tiga Lapan<3"
Mood spoil..=.=

Walao..For some reason I don't like that group is cause I don't like that word..Walao..=.=
Created that group memang make me pissed off..=.=
Okok..Whatever la..Still have to say so I say in blog..That all..

SORRY HUI YEN AND SOOK MAY
I KNOW YOU ALL ARE KIDDING BUT SERIOUSLY..
I DON'T LIKE THE GROUP..
I GOT MY OWN REASON..
AND I NEVER SAY I NOT 38 BUT STILL SORRY..
DOESN'T WANT TO BE RUDE..
JUST DON'T LIKE..:D

So chatted with Ying after that..
Maybe people will think I lc but all I can say I just don't like..
When you all don't like also will tell me to stop..*wink*
So please respect me..^O^
Haha..

To you..
I am sorry..><
I think I really need to say sorry..I waiting you on9..
I will try to explain to you..D=
I need a lot of brave..D=
Sighh..*sad sad sad*..
@.@

I think is because I just wake up and is in a bad mood so I really pissed off everything happen now..
Include the group..
I know I got a lot of problem happen so I better forget it..*smile*!!:D
VON SAN CAN DO IT..Haha..
No give up..My motto..Lol..

Write at 29.03.2011 by -VoN S@N-

Chapter 355(How long I can be tough??)

As usual..Ignore pic..:D

Fake smile..Fake look..Fake..Everything seem so fake..D:
Dear Bloggie..I really want to post something my daily life but wait pic ok first..Can??D:
Sighh..I getting tired..D=
I guess I really trying kill my own body..D=
Gastric, paining, head pain, and etc etc..But who I can show??
Show out people just say "You always de" and give me that "=.=" look..
Fine la..
Biasa with it..Kay..^o^

Hrmm..Today I chat with him..Haha..Just want ask him something so only I talk..Haha..
He keep on so serious with my word..=.=
@~@
Suan le..
He don't really understand what I facing with my health problem..Haha..:D
All I can say and hope is please he won't simply think..=.=
I still the same..My decision do already mean do..I won't change forever..That all..><..
Friend okay..But over than that..Sorry..D=
I perasaan abit..D=

Next next..@@~~

Oh well..I love no one..Just myself..*vain*~~

Write at 27.03.2011 by -VoN S@N-

Chapter 354(Sigh..D=)

My mood seem mixed up these day..
But I can know one thing is real..I becoming zombie everyday~~!!
So tired..Always want to sleep..D=~~!!
I try my best to wake myself up..Arghhh..Must keep gambateh..
Dad quite angry my results..><..
Sorry..

Haix..
A lot of thing I really want to say it out but don't know why I feel is not the time to say or can I keep quiet??D=
Don't know..So now keep doing stuff to make me busy..Arghh..!!!
I need rest...D=
I need study..
I ain't smart..
The SPM pressure is surrounding me already..D=!!!

Hope my friends can really understand what I really facing now although I know you all also in SPM..
Don't really want to disappointed my mom so much..><..

Arghh..
I can't really controlled my own feeling..Sometimes I just feel why I am so weak..
I easily get cry over a small thing..
I get moody over a small thing..D=~~!!
That worst..><..
Need people support me..!!:D
Thank friends and human that support me in good way,evil way or any way..Lol..XD~!!

K..Need rest and later need rush my homework...
Sorry Yi Hui..D:..
That why I don't like people to take my answer cause I don't like when is wrong..><..Rawssss..
Still..I love u..Haha..Tomorrow your turn to teach me Account..Muahahaha~~

Write at 24.03.2011 by -VoN S@N-

Chapter 353(><..Tired mood..Sigh)

Today school reopen..Lol..My mood like blurring blurring...@@~~
But today I never dozing during perhimpunan..Haha..*proud*..


Went back to class, don't why my mood so high..Lol..Maybe can see my cute darling..=P..Haha..Just happy and feel so high lo..Tee Hee..~~~
Then we all talk talk until almost PJ's period finish..
Sometimes stupid thing happen..O.O..


Cause I heard Pei Li said "Ching Ching"..So I though is Ching Hui and I turn until I blur when they laugh at me cause is actually not "Ching Ching"..Haha..XD~~
During english period..I was sleeping??Lol..But I know my stomach is calling me..
T.T..Hate it..
Guess this year I keep on get gastric..Damn pain wei..Tomorrow sure bring junk food to school..Weeeeee~~:D


Then after recess is Moral period..Haha..:D
Chun Yuan so funny..Haha..He keep make me laugh..Lol..Pai seh..My voice is too loud..XDD~
Not only Chun Yuan but also got Yi Hui(darling),Emelia,Hua Hoa and Sarah-Jane..^^
Really have a happy day today..Hehe..


I say the truth..><..
I today really feel happy and laugh a lot..Haha..^^


And I don't know why till now I still a bit mad about Harris..Lol..
I so funny..Maybe to me I still think I not wrong so no matter how I really want him to say sorry to me only I say sorry..Haha..:D
I am so weird..=P


Just now bough a lot of sour sweet..*gulp*..Haha..
I love today..21.03.2011~~!!


Write at 21.03.2011 by -VoN S@N-

Chapter 352(MD someone again??CX)

I am a good daughter and I don't really want waste daddy so much money..So I use my favourite skill..Put all my fav photo in one photo..So this call "(don't know how many)-in-one"..XD

So this is 14-in-1??Tee Hee..XD

Ookay..I know school going to reopen soon and I don't know why I want to "thank" to Chee Yeow a lot le..
Thank to him..I know school reopen sure a lot thing gonna happen..Thank You Very Much for giving me trouble..=P


And then I just now going to say the story out..Freaking hate people to misunderstood me..Really..><~!! That day I at Genting was checking FB in my phone and then was talking to Crystal and tersilap touch the "poke" only..If you want to remove up to you..
I doesn't mean anything..
If you want to simply think up to you..
I already sienxzz jor.. Friend with you also very hard is it??=.=
So to people who don't know what really happen please don't simply give conclusion..Is make me pissed off..><..


Okay.I know..Is I never tell story but no need so open bah..;D
I know what I going to do at class next time..
Haha..:D

I miss it I miss it....Tee Hee
Lol..I too boringgg..XD

Write at 19.03.2011 by -VoN S@N-

Chapter 351(I so lazyyyyyyyy..:D)

My super blurr look..Lol..XDDDDDD~~I getting so vainn..=PP..Forgive me kay and ignore this pic again..Haha..

(Y)..
I am so so so lazzzyy..
I really want to ignore my homework..Arghh
Where all my semangat go ni??Piff..D=
Haha..But I really really need to search my semangat today...Meepss~~!!

I still the same..I remember what I say so I won't do it..Kay..:D
No matter how hard is it..
I will keep myself strong..><.. I know I will over it..I will make myself to be strong..
Haha..

Ewww..I benci YI HAN..Why song that he posted all people like..Ishh..
But I still hope the same..Please let the fish and that stupid turtle pig couple..^^!!!

Tee Heee..
Guess my dad will so so happy I go back to school..For I keep on on9 on9~~~Lol..
Sorry dad..D=

Gonna make myself semangat later kay..;D

Muackxx..Love you bloggie..^^

Write at 18.03.2011 by -VoN S@N-

Chapter 350(:X--->XD---->DX--->O.O!!!)

First ignore me..Haha..(messy messy hairrr)..:P...This post is not about my trip to Genting or what..
Just something I want to post and tell my bloggie(boyfriend)..D:

Once back to house..
Something that make me become so so sensitive that is "trouble" that I gonna face..Gah..=.=~!!!
Sighh..Sighh..Sighh..><..
I really don't know how to express my feeling..D=
I kinda scare..D=..
Haipp..
I miss you my bloggie..I..I..♥♥♥♥~~~See so many love wei..Lol..Hrmm
My feeling is so so mixed up..><..
I don't want to go back to school..@o@~~
Save meeeeeeeeeee~~D:
Meepss.. I so confused..
But I know one thing is I never love or crush to any people now..No mean no..=.=!!
Cause till now I really really don't know who I can rely on for now so I want to continue ♥ my SPM and bloggie..><..

Ookay..At 6.18..
Sorry..><..
Just back from one place..Better be good girl first on next day..D=

Today no matter how I must do my stuff jor..No matter how much I hate it..Arghh..=.="!!!!

Good Luck Tan Von San..^O^~~!!!

Write at 17.03.2011 by -VoN S@N-

Chapter 349(Memory always stay as memory kay??><..)

Memory you given to me..I will only keep the happy one..^^

So after this post..I have to promise myself that no more mention about my past..=D
How hard is it I also will go through it..
Cause this is life..X3
So I will tell what I really feel..Kay??I don't care who gonna read it or what cause once I post mean I will just treat as memory but no more any feeling already..
I don't even care you gonna say me bad or what..Haha..X3

So since is gonna be memory..So I stay happy kay??:D
I very thank you for:

1. Giving me all the sweet memory..^^
2. Thank for pampered me..Kekeke..
3. Always take care me whenever I not feeling well..
4. And etc etc..Hehe...

But I here to say:

1. I still want to friend with u..:D
2. Cause to me friend is more important..Haha..X3
3. Trust me one thing..Be my friend can know my thing more..Lol..=P

Haha
I just want to post something what I always say in my mind..*proud*
Maybe is rude or hurt but I know you will be strong..Right??:D
I really miss how we last time when we are friend..Haha..I remember how you stay late just to accompany play com..I not sure is yes or not but I appreciate it very much..Tee Hee..><..
Haha..

Haipp..Still wishing Japan is alright..D=..

Write at 15.03.2011 by -VoN S@N-

Chapter 348(Praying..)

My feeling is mixed up..T.T..I so so stupid..><..
I think somehow Manga,Anime or whatever thing in Japan make me feel so weird..
I really hope Japan is alright although now is not like a techno country but is okay..
I mean is really okay cause Japan can take time slowly and slowly be back to normal..
OMG..I really gone crazy..D=

Dear GOD,
I have a very very selfish wish..
I hope YOU can make sure everyone is really alright..
I really hope YOU won't take their(Japan) life away..D=
I really want YOU to make sure people around me and around them can be safety..
They are so so important to me..
Not only my family,my two cute dogs,my close friends,my friend or enemy and they all..I really really really hope they are safety..
GOD..Please..I really hope YOU can protect them with all your best..I suddenly feel like what will happen to me one day??
GOD..I really really feel YOU are the one that can save us from all the disaster
GOD,I got a selfish wills..I got a lot of thing want to do..Can YOU give me more more and more 10years time to accomplish my wills?
GOD..Please..I know how important YOU are to me..
I remember how the first time I really ask YOU to borrow YOUR's angel to me for one night and YOU did..
So now I want borrow whole of YOU so you can protect this earth..D=
GOD,I will every every day pray for the Japan and pray for people around me..
I hope that time YOU won't find me annoying..

Japan disaster make me totally mood off..
I don't know why I will like that..
Is so so sudden..D=
Sighh..I wish everything is okay..DX
Oh well..Later going to go shopping with Crystal and Yen..;3
Guess everything will be alright right??

GOD,I got one selfish wish again..D=
I wish YOU can make Yi Han smile and won't so bad mood..
I wish that the "fish" can know how deep is Yi Han's love toward to her..^^~~
I know GOD love everyone of us right??Tee Hee..

But most important GOD please save all the innocent people at Japan..Human imperfect but GOD mentioned before we all are GOD's children and GOD love everyone of us..^O^

Write at 14.03.2011 by -VoN S@N-

Chapter 347(Sigh..Not everything can be so perfect??)

Ya..Not everything is what I want then can..I must understand other people also..But I feel tired..D=
I cannot pleased all people but what should I do??DX

Friends??
I love one of them and yes..
I don't like them sometimes but so??
They also will don't like me sometimes..><..

But I really selfish..D= I wish to close with all my friends..
I don't want anymore argument..I getting tired..Too tired.. Sighh..
Now I can't wait to enjoy my moment with Crystal and Hui Yen..^^

And I feel proud of myself..Cause I promise what I want do and I did it..
Although at school got but is because I md-ing someone that time..D=
Whatever la..People want trust me or what up to them..

I just want enjoy the best..^^ *smile*
I just can't wait to go Genting..
I want to make a memory with Crystal and Hui Yen..:D *wink*
Tell my how much I love them although sometimes I don't like..O.O Haha..

To my darling Yi Hui.. I just too over sometimes..Lol..Paiseh..DX
U don't worry I be lesbian or what..><..
I just waiting someone to couple first only I try to couple or some sort..:3
Now focus my SPM and thing around me..Haha..Tee Hee..

Dead..O.O..I play too over..So now better stop it..Haha..Later people though I really lesbian I gonna dead lo..
Sorry sorry..I stop okay..Haha..Sorry..D=
I hate people simply think..But I really not lesbian..Kay..:D
And to make sure..So I just simply say I ada crush..=.=..Pai seh la..
No choice..Cause I know I don't say that will make people simply think..=.=..
So I decide to delete the post..:D

Damn no mood now..D=
Really hope people can understand me truly but is impossible..
Cause I hate it..
Even want go tuition to master my subject also feel like got another thing but actually no..
I just want master my subject..
I think I fall in love with it..
I can still remember actually how I can cry out loud until I feel like want kill myself that night..
But too bad..No people can understand..D=
Really no one..
Only my baby blog..Haha..Muackxzz..Opss..=P

Guess all I can do is act like so confident so I won't make myself sad..;D

Sigh..Feel like locking my blog once again..Sad..D=
Haixx..
I hate it la..
><..

Write at 13.03.2011 by -VoN S@N-

Chapter 346(I do and think what I correct..No need people correct me..Haha)

I so happy..I finish my one wish list for holiday..Lol..Muackxx
And I so happy..I feel what I do today is correct and right..Haha..
Life short..Enjoy while it last..LOL~~

Gosh..Today I so lesbian toward to May..Haha..But I love the feeling..Gosh..And I call her Honeyyy~~=P
Oh Honeyyy..Haha..You don't mind me who such play right..D=..
And I love all my friends.
Appreciate it very much..I enjoyy it..
Haha..Maybe I too high jor..><..
Gosh..Can't wait to see all my darling,dear,baby,etc etc after school holiday..=P
Awww...(Save Von San..She sot dee..=P)


Haha..Gosh..Actually I really feel pain inside my heart..
Sometimes I feel too pain until I cannot breath..Haha..
Need cool down tim..=D
I scare one day I will.................................................

To you..I don't mind you trust me or what..Cause I know with you..I really feel happy..Serious happy..:D

Oh well..
PS:I need to shout out..I feel so weird..Haha..Or I not really have confident with any guy..D=

Write at 13.03.11 by -VoN S@N-

Chapter 345(Everything is just like a dream..=/)

Photo taken 10.03.11 when my mood is not so good and I force myself to smileeee..:D..See how big my puffy eyes..D=

Heyyyyyy..My dear baby blog..I lovee you..Lol..:D
Kla..Yesterday I so so funny..
I suddenly miss some sweet memory that happen in last time..@.@
I really feel so weird..Is so suddenly..
I really feel I going to sot jor..=/

Okay..Is happen at yesterday night..
I suddenly feel so strange..
This kind of feeling is already lost but why suddenly come back..=/
So when I really feel hopeless so I go find Yi Han to talk with me..
I really don't know who I can ask or help so I tell Yi Han what happen to me..
I tell him I so scare..Don't know why..=/
Is me the one who do the decision so I will never regret or anything..
Lucky Yi Han is supporting me..Thank..D=..

So I decide to read back my post about something..
But when I read a post..I laugh..I become normal back..=D
Maybe is that post make me feel like is not worth already..Haha..
I think is my baby dear blog who keep helping me the most..
My baby dear blog telling me stop thinking the past..Not worth..
Awww..My blogg..I guess I can't help to fall in love with you..=P

Haha..Also have to thank Yi Han..
When I really in my bad mood or moody..I will find him to talk my stupid school problem..Lol..
Maybe because I know he can make sure he keep quiet and so so much thing..:D

Haha..
Now I am okay a lot..:3
Haha..Human like is weird..
I don't know when my feeling will become unusual but I know that time I won't feel really helpless..^^
Haha..
So I better stop thinking..=D
Read my shoujo manga better..Lol

Can't wait for Genting..Muacxkzzz..*Full of love*
X3~~~

Write at 12.03.11 by -VoN S@N-

Chapter 344(I shouldn't cry over the spilling milk)

I don't know why..But I know I am a cry baby..=/..Maybe that make my friends so so worried me..I am so so sorry..=/
I know from Monday till Thursday I am crying..My mind don't know go where..
I don't know who I can trust..Something is paining inside my heart..D=
Maybe I cry too much until I feel so worst..

Like yesterday night when Yi Hui tell me about it..
I go crazy..
I call Yen..I cry out loud..I cry until I shivering until I don't know how to say..DX
I can't face it~~

But now I am okay a lot..Thank for people that care for me so so much..
I really thank..I know sometime I way too selfish and evil girl..
Sorry..><.. I very very happy that people that care me..Muackxx..I love you all.. Well,I think only blog really show what I really feel right..I freaking love my blog..O.O

See what I post to Adila today:

I now officially couple with "Mr Account"..♥
Dating with "Mr.Math..;D"...♥
Crushing on "Mr.Addmath".♥
Flirting with "Mr.Science"..♥
...Admiring my "Mr.Sejarah"..♥
Loving my "Mr.BM" and "Mr.BI..♥"
Sweet sweet with my "Mr.Moral"..♥
And pikat-ing my "Mr.Ekonomi"..♥
♥♥♥~~~XD

Gonna love all of them..Muackxx..Haha..
Oh well..I so flirt..Bluekxzzz..=P

Ok..
For something I need to say..D=
Yi Hui,I am serious..I regret telling you..
Maybe sometimes I really want friends to care my problem or can gossip it..
But serious..I regret telling school friends the story that I face..Maybe for some people think is fake but is depend what people think..><.. Serious..I want to friend with him..:X But is impossible..Haha..I so stupid.. Hui Yen say..Past is past..;D I must cool down..Kay..I must control..><.. Just now went to Xiao Hui Facebook and saw this post..:D

最爱刁难追求者的星座女排行

NO.4射手座

不要觉得射手女看起来很阳光很粗线条就觉得她很好搞定……错！大错特错！射手女其实是蛮坚持自己想法的一类，她很在意 对方是不是她要的型，如果不 是，你下再多功夫花再多心思也没用，不论你如何使尽花招，她都能一一化解，甚至还会主动出击，想尽一切办法让对方知难而退，和对付处女座天秤座不同，面对 射手女，你越是坚持伤亡越是惨重。

And I do admit I like that..Haha..If I don't like that people..U tell how many time to love also very hard unless got miracle..:D..(Love as in guy??Lol)

Write at 11.03.2011 by -VoN S@N-

Chapter 343(Smile??=/..Is way too hard..)

=/..I don't know how long I can be so tough in my class..
Whatever..All I do is just sigh..D=

Science..Once my fav subject cause of Elise and En Khalid but now seem so distance for me..
I also don't know why..I become totally so sensitive hearing Science test or exam..=/
Maybe is cause of him..
I really feel tired of class..=/

People say I change sometimes..But all I say is I just don't want to tell out my problem to too many people cause I feel like is saying bad about the person..D=
Although I know I already doing the bad thing but I will try my best keep myself quiet..><..
Not say don't tell..But I rather tell outsider cause all they can do is listen and forget it..^^
Argh...I must control my emotions..><..I will do better the next time for my dream..:D..
My inner dream..Haha..I should be okay..
Is just cause of Science make me emo then Science must make me happy back..LOL..

Gahh..I think my only lover is just you..My blog..Muackxzzz..You would always listen your girfriend(ME) talk and nag..Sorry my dear bloggie..
I will make you happy by telling you my sweet and funny and laughing story in my life..Kay..
I love you my blog..

MUACKXX..Big Big Kiss For You..^^

Ignore my fattish finger..=P

Haha..I should be happy and smiling although is hard..*ADD OIL*~~XD

Write at 10.03.2011 by -VoN S@N-

Chapter 342(I tired..I want rest..=/)

Exam..Exam..Haixx.
I okay with it but problem is my place..=/
I wish I am okay..
I am way too sensitive..
Not really a lot of people can understand how sensitive I can be..><~~

Like today account exam..
Maybe I way too sensitive my account..(Y)
I am..=/
I am shock when someone can do faster than me..
So I don't care..I must score better than the person..=/
And a lot thing..><..

Hrmm...
I understand the feeling of Crystal..
I still remember the last year third exam..
Although I pass my exam but the mark is too low..I can't face it..
So once I go home..I think and cry out loud..=/
I talked to my kai ma about it..D=
She tell me next time be more careful and because of that..
I don't even dare to sleep during account's exam..
Guess is I too scare to screw my exam..

I always act like I don't care my result but is just a hide my face that I totally care..
Like today I heard Yen get 100 for her math..Arghh..Jealous but is okay..:D
I know the next exam I going to put more effort...
Sorry Wei Zheng..><..
I will aim A+..X3
U wait and see..
I will settle my Transformation..^^..Not only that...=D

Oh well..Maybe you change or what..
But I still okay for you in my life for last time..
I wish you all the best kay..:D
Although I still hate u...=P

Tonight going to stay up very late..Sigh..
Must keep on add oil..:D~~

PS:YI HAN..GET YOUR DIGI BACK..:DDDDDDDDD~~!!

Write at 09.03.11 by -VoN S@N-

Chapter 341(Tag..:D)

So I get tag..Woo Hoo..And I decide post at my blog..Haha

1.) Have you ever been asked out?
Yes gua..Lol..

2.)Where was your default picture taken?
At my class??:D

3.) What's your middle name?
Von..

4.) Your current relationship status?
Real..Single..XD

5.) Does your crush like you back?
No..Haha..No crush..

6.) What is your current mood?
Bad Mood..=/..Complicated mood??

7.) What color of underwear are you wearing?
Lol..Lazy check..=D

8.) What color shirt are you wearing?
Red..^^

9.) Missing someone?
A lot ppl I miss..^^

10.) If you could go back in time and change something, what would you do?
I would go back to past and won't do any backstabbing friends stuff..=/

11.) If you must be an animal for one day, what?
My Bubble..It sleep whole night??:D

12.) Ever had a near death experience?
Err..Not sure but yes gua..

13.) Something you do a lot?
Edit pic..Sleep??Be pig..

14.) The song stuck in your head?
Ayumi Hamasaki's song..;D

15.) Who did you copy and paste this from?
Kevin Lee..My ah gor..Lol..

16.) Name someone with the same birthday as you?
Crystal's mom..;D

17.) When was the last time you cried?
Just yesterday??D=

18.) Have you ever sung in front of a large audience?
Yes..^^

19.) If you could have one super power what would it be?
Read people mind...:D

20.) What's the first thing you notice about the opposite sex?
Personality..Lol..

21.) What do you usually order from starbucks?
Tak tau..Expensive drink le..

22.) What's your biggest secret?
O.O..Secret lo..

23.) Favorite color?
All about bluee,brown,white,green,purple..:D

24.) Do you still watch kiddie movies or tv shows?
Haha..Sure..^^

25.) What's on your walls?
MD people..

26.) What are you?
Human~~!!

27.) Do you speak any other language?
Chinese,English,BM,Von-glish(that include so many slang..:D)

28.) What's your favorite smell?
Smell??Tak tau..

29.) Describe your life in one word.
Enjoying~~

30.) Have you ever kissed in the rain?
No..

31.) What are you thinking about right now?
Studyyy~~

33.) What should you be doing?
Studyy~~

34.) Who was the last person that made you upset/angry?
May..=.=~!!

35.) How often do u talk to God?
I know is a lot..:D..GOD..I love you...~~

36.) Do you like working in the yard?
Guess no..

37.) If you could have any last name in the world, what would you want?
Phoebe..My name..I suka..;D

38.) Do you act differently around the person you like?
I think yes..:D

39.) What is your natural hair color?
Pure black??Not sure..Haha

40.) Who was the last person to make you cry?
Something..=/

Write at 08.03.2011 by -VoN S@N-

Chapter 340(Stay strong so won't hurt..Stay evil so won't get scar)

Wasn't in a good mood??Not really..My mood was nice but later something make me feel so weird..
=/

Oh well..I need to cool downn..Ookay..Make it like my diary..So today reach school is just like the same old mood..=/

Since first two period was like so free so I finish up a bit my homework and take a nap..Lol..Too tired must oi oi de..Haha..:D

Then wake up..Bluring..Haha..
Study homework and etc etc..;D
Recess go eattttttttttt..:D..Kekeke..
Back to class was okay until BM peri

Save Now

od..
=/
Was arguing with Pn Wee..
Pn Wee..I suka you..
Please don't make me from suka to tak suka..><..
Arguing what..Change place stuff...
When Pn Wee explaining our place is like our home..
So I keep saying "teacher, I good girl arr..I tak ada tukar rumah..I tinggal di rumah saya"..Lol..
Hehe..I just don't want change place..O.oo..Teacher don't forcee me..

What a weird day I have..Arghh..Sienxzz..Find people to kacau..Hehe..Oh ya..My Folio..=P

Write at 04.03.11 by -VoN S@N-

Chapter 339(Oil will never solute with water??)

My stupid sensitive mind think again???
I don't know..
I just feel tired..=/
I hate it..

Maybe I know they are not talking about me..
But aiyo...
How to say le..
All I can say is I sensitive too too much..
I need to give myself a rest..
Serious..:D
I should be happy..
Stop thinking negative kay..

If people really want to say me bad..
All I can do is just sigh..
Care too much will make me cry only..
Which is not worth at all..

Oh well..
Actually I think today I feel my blog is always write out what I thought but not what happen in my life..Right??><..
Sorryyyyyyy~~
I will post more about my life if I really want.
I just emo-ing now..=/
I need human to talk with me and cheer me up..=/

All I can do is keep myself busy and busy just to avoid problem..=/
Arghh..I feel lonely..
Must be tough..Kay??:D

Write at 02.03.11 by -VoN S@N-